I should start moving on...
I don't want to cry. It's no use anymore. And I don't want to show to her that I'm hurting because it's a sign of weakness.
The most hurtful memory I can think of her? When I saw her cry in front of me. I don't wanna see her cry. My heart is crashing million times. Maybe I am never be good enough for her. If I will only make her cry, I don't deserve her. I failed as a man to protect her and take good care of her.
Five years... I guess it's not enough to completely move on... But I should try. Moving on while waiting? How ironic. ๐
At ayaw ko magsalita ng tapos. God has the final say.
I should respect her decisions since I respect her.
As for me, to be a billionaire is still in my mind. I don't know how yet but I am pretty sure I will get there. When I am already successful in life, lovelife will follow. ๐ Whoever will be my Mrs, I got to make sure that I can provide all of her needs and wants. ๐คจ Till then, so help me God. ๐
/rลv/ (v) travel constantly without a fixed destination; wander. (n) a journey, especially one with no specific destination; an act of wandering.
Goals
Personal Goals
Furbabies vaccine completion - In-progress (Target Oct 2020)Master in Management completion in APC - In-progress (Target Nov 2021)
Master of Project Management / Master of Project and Program Management admission in UoS - Planned (Winter 2021)
PP's B&B Inn Lot - Planned (Target June 2021)
Travel Goals
Batanes, Australia, Iceland, Switzerland, Finland, Italy, Netherlands, Germany, Denmark, Sweden, Russia
"Focus on your goals."
I can do all things thru Christ who strengthens me. -Philippians 4:13
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