Plans and dreams

I had a discussion with my mom last night.

Prior to that, in the afternoon, I texted her that I would like to work abroad - anywhere and any work even a factory worker. I asked for an agency.

Then we talked that night.

They don't like me working abroad as it's quite difficult. They want me to start my own business. She said, they will provide the capital.

I told her why I want to go abroad - get rich! I told her that when in the Philippines, in order to get rich, you either work abroad or have your own business. I don't want to be an employee forever, all I do is to make my company and bosses rich and not me. 😒

Then she asked me, "Anong business ba gusto mo itayo?" I told her my wildest dreams - backpackers inn and a restaurant. She said to start small. She suggested food carts. Instead of franchising, I can set my own store name. I thought of kwek kwek since I love it and people love it! She added fried squid, the one she saw in TV (My Puhunan). I told her, I can put it in the bridge beside our office building since there's no kwek kwek there. And she told me to inquire the monthly rental fee. And that I will do next week.

On the other hand, she told me that one of her tenants is an admin in Eastwood mall foodcourt. I can set another one there. Another one, she will inquire in the upcoming foodcourt in front of Sta Lucia along Marcos Highway.

She said, they wanted me to handle it, own it, and manage it. And she will help me with the capital. She said, I only need around 100k+ for one food cart. Then I added, "Give me 200k as the half will be a show money for visa 😜." She agreed.

She also said, mom and dad wanted me and rhea take over the family business - Rhea to the lotto outlet and me to the house rentals. She said, let Ivan go abroad since he's a man.

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This may be a hint. Since I've been telling myself yesterday that I need to be successful - be a millionaire then billionaire. That I've been dreaming to be billionaire but I'm just not sure when, where, and how to start.

Get rich muna. Lovelife to be followed. 😆

Sinabi ko narin naman kay ハニー that I can wait upto 5 years. I love her as a woman, as my future wife, as a bestfriend, and as a person. I can wait while getting rich and moving on. 😆

I believe that "My future wife will arrive in God's perfect time". I just have to work hard to get rich and continue shaping my body. I need to feel good and look good so that I can attract positive people in my life. 😄

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Why I want to marry a woman? Maybe because I want to be taken care of by a motherly love. Motherly love is different. When I was still a kid and haven't had any relationship yet, the only women of my life are my mom and my older sister. I loved and value them so much, not until I had a girlfriend - it's down to her and my mom. Then my second-relationship-that-I-thought-be-my-future-wife, down to her only.

Maybe the reason why ハニー doesn't like me anymore is because of the same reason of my previous relationship - she is already looking for a man. She is looking for a normal relationship - marry a man, normal sex, and have normal kids. If this the case, I can now rest my case. Wala na ko laban dun since she has decided na. I cannot make someone like me - gay/lesbian/bi - if that person is not into it. 😞

Oh well, maybe God is still preparing me and my future wife. I just have to trust His process. Till then, get fucking successful and rich Rove! And be physically attractive too! 😉