2nd night

2nd night...

I already finished all the preparations. ☺️

2nd night for me to cry again. 😅
Napakahirap talaga.. lalo na kapag wala na kayo ng taong binigyan mo ng promise ring and you dreamt of marrying with in the future. 😢 masakit talaga..
And I guess it's normal for me to cry every night. I don't know until when but at the end of the day, when you've already done with all your tasks then you lie down in your bed..all of a sudden, sadness takes over and you begin to cry...

Maybe this is my new way of getting asleep..cry to sleep. 😂

I really don't know what will happen next. I will just trust God. He will never let me down.

Tomorrow, I'll be setting off. Please keep my heart and mind clear and strong, God. I can do this! I can do all things thru Christ who gives me strength. 🙏

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But wait! When I finally went to the new place, hopefully, no one won't hear me sob at night. 😆

On the other hand, I'm so thankful of my furbabies. They stayed most of the time with me. ☺️

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Thank you ハニー for the corn soup. I already had enough of the food I prepared. 😒 Boiled potatoes are still not tasty - it lacked salt. Lettuce, wasn't able to finished. I think I'm already full and they are not tasty. Or maybe, I don't have the appetite. 😂 Well, it's normal for Rove to lose appetite. How will you be able to eat when your other half has already parted ways with you. It's worst than losing someone because of death. My PT on the other hand might kill me. 😣😆 She told me to eat right - 3x a day. Eat rice during the day. But I only ate once today and it was little.

*too many minions in my head*