Moving out is harder than I expected.
1. Though I only brought out few clothes, I couldn't start packing them in a bagpack.
2. My financials are not ready yet until May. I bought too many plane tickets. ð Where I'm not even sure if the person who's supposed to go with me in those trips will really join me. ð
I'll have some mitigations though.
a. Reduce my daily food allowance from Php 100 to Php 80.
b. Resort to commute other than Angkas.
c. Close BPI Savings Passbook and get all the remaining money.
d. Get all the money from my jar.
e. Skip payment to CPI for 2 months (Mar-Apr). Resume on May.
3. I will inform my parents that I will just be temporarily staying at my colleagues condominium in BGC while they fix Crosswind and Vios (they need MUX more than me). So that they won’t have anymore questions. ð Hope they won’t ask follow-up questions as I’m not good in lying. ð
a. Well, my new place will be a secret. I don’t want people going there as it might not be safe.
b. I intend to live there for several weeks/months. Adventure it is!
c. And I think, it’s walking distance to one relaxing place. ð
d. I need to prepare what to answer when my mom asks me about Cha - if she’s going with me. Well, I still don’t know what to answer when that happens. As much I would like to offer the place to her, I couldn’t do it. I’m still not ready yet to receive rejections. ð (You know how hurtful rejection is to me. ð) I need to heal and so is she. I’m not even know if she already forgiven me or not. So I don’t know. ð
Anyway, I would still want to push through the Boracay trip. ð Bahala na si God pero gusto ko matuloy - mag-isa man o hindi. ð
When I start my adventure, I got to try to get side jobs - teaching maybe?
I can do this! So help me God.
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