The year is about to end. And I've been single since March 23, 2019. I think it's time for me to get into a new relationship.
God, this year 2020, I am praying that I will finally meet my future wife. What I only desire is a loyal, faithful, smart, and independent woman whom I will be proud of and who'll be proud of me.
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チャ is only a little sister to me. When I first met her, I was shocked that her mom has affair with a different man and had affairs too in the past like a normal thing. I thought, maybe チャ was different. But when I found the truth early this year, for the four years we've been dating, she was already cheating on me for two years. Then I thought, she's no different with her mom. (On the other side, hopefully her mom won't get AIDS by sleeping with different men.🙁)
I forgave チャ but we're already done. I can easily forgive but I cannot easily forget. It was a lesson learned to me. "Hindi dapat ginagawang mundo ang tao lang." And lesson learned is crucial for PMs like me.
Since I found the truth and until now, I still don't want her to be my girlfriend nor future wife. I love her, yes, but only as a family and a friend. I still don't want to spend the rest of my life with her. This is why I am not serving her nor supporting her 100% financially like I used to. That's why I still don't call her "Ney" like I used to. That's why I am not transparent with things that you should only share with your future spouse. She still need two years to prove to me that she is a changed person. But looking at things, she still has lots of things to learn. And I know we are both not waiting for each other. I am waiting for God to introduce me to my future partner in life.
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This year 2020, I will invest and buy my own properties without the knowledge of anyone. I will meet my future partner and get married in 2-3 years. But before getting married, there should be a pre-nup. All money and properties belong to own name will not be shared to spouse. I don't want to get married just because of thy wealth.
And would be nice to have in-laws whom I'll be proud of. My mom already had bad experience with in-laws. I don't want her to experience that again.
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Anyhow, I hope and I pray that year 2020 will be an exciting year for me and to my family. Thank you God for year 2019 - I've experienced the worst and the best. 😊
In Jesus name, amen!
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