Girls and Boys 😒

Why do women or I should say, girls like being degraded by boys when they are fighting? When I say degraded, boys throw harsh and mean words unto the girls - may it be in person or in social media. These boys are being disrespectful. Why don't these girls realize that if they are being treated like that in an early stage, how much more when they got married? And worst, girls still coming back to these boys over and over again even though they were disrespected over and over again. Seems like they don't have self-respect. People tend to leave if they see someone is unable to self-love.

What made me say this?
Rhea and Adrian are on it again. For many years, over and over again. No change.
Then I remembered the time Cha and Jake were like that (though Cha said never naging sila, pero looking at how they fought, parang sila).

As for me, I now prefer to say things once. Ayaw ko masira araw ko dahil lang sa pagtatalo ng ibang tao. Bahala kayo. Basta once I said my part, done na ko.

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For チャ? I cannot still give my romantic love and 100% trust to her. I'm more cautious now. Last night, I know she wanted to release her stress. But I did't take heed 100%. I only let her kissed me and I did until br****s only. I didn't wanna go further. Why? In the first place, hindi kami. She's not my girlfriend. Why should I please her? Second, I respect other people living in her house. And I was thinking that time, "No, she has not proven 100% yet that she has changed or matured." It's still first week of 4th month. Marami pang araw ang Oct para mag reconnect sila ulit ni Jake. And I will not get myself involve ever again to cheaters and liars like them. I don't fucking care if their love will rekindle or what, as long as I put myself away from チャ. Graduate na ko sa kanya. Ika nga nila, "Don't settle to things that's far less than you." You deserve more. She hasn't completely proven it yet anyway. She has to earn my trust.

Basta I will just keep myself single until dumating yung right woman to be wife. 😊 Till then, I just need to improve myself more and more.

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Dear future wife,

I'm sorry kung offtrack parin ako sa finances ko as of this month. Don't worry, makaka-ahon din ako. Naparami lang gastos ko dahil sa pagtulong sa family. Surprise! I'm still single. 😆 Don't worry, チャ is just a family and best friend. I'm still making myself single till the day we meet each other. At I'll make sure na before that day arrives, ready na financials ko. 😁 Just do whatever you need to do. God will soon make us meet each other. Be patient as I am also patient. 😊 I will patiently wait for you my queen.

Your loyal and faithful knight,
R 😎