Rewards are given to those who wait

But despite all these, at the end of the day, I still remain a loyal and faithful best friend.

Why why why? Waeyo?! 🤨

That if I'm going to cross a path between choosing a newly-found-friend-possible-turn-to-a-lover and チャ, I'm still going to choose チャ.

Why why why?! 😳

I also don't know! Maybe what we had was more than a romantic partner/lover and a best friend.

A soulmate? 😏

Maybe! But all I know, I still don't want to get involve sexually with anyone - even チャ. Kisses, hugs, and others are okay with チャ, but no sex nor foreplay. No no no. Maybe, I am still not ready to trust チャ romantically again. I don't want to hurry. She still has a lot to prove (change for the better and become mature). And because we don't know, チャ might not be my future wife. Or チャ should end up with someone else. So to make both of us clean before that destined partner/s arrive, we should be in controlled of our mind, our heart, and our body.

"Patience is a virtue."
"Rewards are given to those who wait."

"Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding. In all your ways, acknowledge Him and He will make your path straight."

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I trust you God. All my desires and plans, I raise it all up to you. Guid me Holy Spirit in this life's journey - unto His purpose on my life.

In Jesus name, amen!