My Future Family 😘

Hey GrandiaCool!

Apologies if I've been spamming you with all the things in my mind. There's no way for me to have them out - only to you. And I deeply thank you for that.

You know I don't have anyone to tell about my heartaches in life. Well, I was able to tell some to my friend but she too is undergoing heartaches. It's also painful for her so I don't want to add up to that.

Just let me have this until the sun shines upon my face - literally. I want to pour all the emotions I have. Good thing I am wfh this week. My friends in office will not be able to see my puffy eyes. 😆

All the sadness and pains, I want to cry them all out until the day I can no longer feel any pain and no more tear coming out. Until the day my heart becomes as hard as rock. Until the day when I read these posts again, I will just say "Haha! What a creep." When that day has come, I have finally moved on. I can finally say, "Bring it on!"

I cannot be as soft as ice cream anymore. I think, what I did is already too much. I've shown enough of myself to ハニー. The weaknesses, honesty, stupidity should be shown only to my future wife. My future wife who is committed to support me and cooperate with me as we are partners. My future wife who will never leave me hanging. My future wife who is trustworthy, honest, faithful, loyal, and independent. And finally, my future wife who can cook me good food. ☺️

Haha. The idea of future wife makes me feel excited to experience the future. And hopefully, within 5 years, I will be able to meet her. And when I finally meet her, I'm already successful and wealthy. So we don't have to fight over financials anymore. 😜 See you soon My Future Wife! Just stay back and relax. We'll get there. Just be patient. 😉

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I already imagined myself, living in a beautiful house in a foreign country, married to a beautiful woman, and have two kids (1 boy and 1 girl). My beautiful wife has the smile of an angel. I am looking at her face and smiling, "What a beautiful creation is this." ☺️ Then our beautiful kids run toward their mom and I was like "There's no more I could ever ask for."

(I will never forget this scene. My dream.)

Amen to this! Please help me God! 👏🏻