God!!!
What did I do?
I sent my sorry message to ãããŒ. You know my true feelings. Yeah I still love her. ð
But please tell me when to stop. Please. She doesn't want to respond so I have no idea what is our current status. Or if she has already found someone else.
I'm so stupid with reading women. I suck on this area. This is why I don't like having a love life until I get rich. Because when I'm already rich, I am already capable - financially, mentally, and emotionally. And I can just marry her after 2 years of courtship.
I don't want to repeat the same thing I did before - the craziest thing I've ever done. I went to her home, nagmakaawa, hugged, and kissed her. Pero sinasabi na nya nun na di na nya ko mahal at may mahal na syang iba which is si Jake. I was so stupid back then. Dapat hinayaan ko nalang siya nun. Maybe because I was madly in love but undergoing some mental disorder. Baka nga kasi minahal nga nya talaga yung tao. Hindi naman sila mag kakabalikan until mauwi sa ___ kung di nya mahal. ð
Lord, please help me! Please let me know when to stop. Ayaw ko na maging stupid ulit. I love her but if she likes or loves someone else, please let me know. You know naman na monogamy ako eh. ð£
God, please help me. Give me clues.
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