2-0-1-2 is for me! So help me God.. :)

Seselos ka Rove no?

Ha-ha. No time to get jealous. Tsktsk.

Weh. Di nga? Hahaha! I can see.

Haha. Just a little if I was. 

Yeah. No time for those unimportant things. 

2012 will be a blast! - hopefully... Hahaha!

April 4-9: I'll be @Palawan wid my family.

July 28-30: I'll be @HongKong wid Rhea. (Don't know if mom will come wid us.)

Oct 30-Nov4: I'll be @S.Korea wid Rhea. *praying hard*

I'll be travelling!~ I want to explore! See and experience new things! Cultures, foods, places, etc. 

2012 will be a hard core.. for work. Shinpai desu ne. 

Ganbattereyo!~ 

April 10-12: ITIL v3 Training

After 2 weeks, I guess, ITIL v3 Certification Exam.

After 2 months, starting April, Java Programmer Certification Exam.

Of course, I'm so thankful about these. The company is giving them for free.

I'll do my best in the trainings, reviews, and exams. 

So help me God.. 

CBTL! Yeah! TMR! Yeah! GG! Yeah! Arigatou gozaimasu!~

Yeah! Finally got my CBTL planner!  Thank you everyone! 

Finally purchased Girls' Generation The Boys shirt from YesAsia! Yey! 

Added Run Devil Run album to make the shipping free of charge. 

Would like to go to Galleria tomorrow to buy The Morning Rush book and have it signed. 

However, I'm On-Call this weekends. 

Anyway, I'll still go when the clock strikes at 1PM. 

I'll just pray and hope to Him that no critical issues will happen. 

Be positive! Walang aayaw! 

Thank you God! I love you!

P.S. Tomorrow is the flight of our mom going home. 

Misses my babuy. 

2012 Yeah!

Few hours left.. And it will gonna be another year! 

Two years of misery will come to an end soon.. Yeah!!

I gotta do my best as always. 

Ask for His guidance of course.

And most of all thank Him and His son for the wonderful days He has given me. 

2012! Here I go!!!~ Another dreams will be realized.

Thank you God and Christ for everything.

I love you and I always do. 

Thank you thank you thank you! No words can describe how much I thank you.

I love you and I thank you with all my heart. 

For more adventures in life, God and Christ. Yeah! 

you're my <3

Dis day? Oh my!~ A very lovely and inspiring day.. Mahooo!~ Love is in da air~ Ahaha! XD

Wanna know why?

I watched mySmile dancin' live after sooo many years.. Though it's only a year or two have passed. XD
I LOVE IT!

Actually, we watched Crissa Synergy Finals Season 6 dance contest at MOA. It's a battle with two divisions-HS & College. Our school made an entry. Great job of them! Haha! I'm with Ros, Dianne, and Lei. As expected, days before, I told myself that I'll just watched mySmile from afar. And say 'hi & goodluck' from the audience. *sigh* I looked like a fan. XD
However, luckily, and I don't know how and why.. we found a good spot outside the barrier. In front of our spot is the place where mySmile and her colleagues were sitting. Wahaha! From there, I could take a good look at mySmile. Mahooo!~ XD

Before the show, I texted my fellas to text mySmile anonymously with some 'goodluck'. I don't want to text mySmile with goodluck because she knows my number. XD But in the end, I finally said goodluck. She just replied, 'thank u'. Very plain.. No emotions I guess? *sigh* XD

Though I was watching the whole dance number of contestants and special guests, no excitement showed in my face.. Not until our school's turn in the stage. I started screaming mySmile's name and huge huge smiles on my face. I didn't take my eyes off from her. XD

When mySmile was still in her sit, she kept on lookin' at our side. I told Dianne and Rose. I asked them if there's someone they know is sitting around us. Because I don't want to believe that the people mySmile kept on lookin' at were us. You know.. yaw ko mag-feeling.. XD That's a double stab if you're making yourself believe that the person you really like is lookin' at you where in fact, he/she is lookin' at somebody else beside you or around you. XD

After the contest, I texted her for the last time with 'Congrats! Galing niyo!'. She didn't replied since then to all my texts (though looked like GMs). XD

The last look I made of her before we went somewhere else to eat, is when she was just sitting straight in her chair and lookin' at the stage carefully. That side angle made me crazy the whole night and I guess until tomorrow. mySmile is so beautiful! My heart fell instantly in that last look I made.

Dianne went home. Lei, Rose, and I decided to eat at Teriyaki Boy. So fuuuull.. Haha! We ate and chatted for 3 hours. XD
And with that certain time, though we're enjoying a lot, mySmile's face tattooed in my mind. *sigh*

I arrived home at 2am. FB a little until 3am.

Though mySmile is so mysterious, I still like her. And I think I have fallen to her. *sigh*
However, she's just a dream. I'm not expecting for any responses from her. I don't wanna hope for I might get wrong expectations.
Yeah. Because she's mysterious, she might be liking someone else. I don't know! If that's so.. *sigh*

Busted na naman ako. XD I guess it's normal now to me. For my entire life, the people I really like or wanted never liked me too; or they've never been mine. (Aside from my ex. But dumped me still in the end. XD)
I guess that's really what life is. God doesn't give you the things you really like, wanted, or love; instead He gives you the things you don't like that much or you hate. That's the truth.

But it's fine! It's fine to be or stay in love though you never get the same love from that person. At least, that person gives you love, indirectly though, by being your inspiration. Right? Haha!

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