every bad thing has its good thing. :D

As I said, over and over again, 'I was not born to please any human beings.' 

And 'I don't have to explain myself to any of them.'

Eye for an eye, tooth for a tooth.

I think that's how I describe myself mostly now.

Already sick and tired of showing kindness to all human beings.

They'll just abused your goodness.

All my life I've been good, but now.

I'm thinking, what the hell. [What the hell, Avril Lavigne]

Lines that fit me well currently. Haha.

----Others----

I wanna invite LoveRain to the last PyroMusical on March 17. But how?

Ah no, that's not the question. Instead, 'what will be the result?'

Hahaha! LOL!

I think we are now in good terms again. But quite afraid that connections will disappear again when I'll say anything related to my own feelings. XD

And if it's not related to my own feelings, how will I say to LoveRain that it's only a friendly invite?

Di maiiwasan na mag-isip ng kahit ano ang isang tao once napakita mo na dati intention mo. 

Nah! Just forget it Rove.  Try watching the fireworks alone.  

That's not a problem to me, watching alone. However, the main problem is the 'going home'. For sure, there'll be pack of people out there. And it's really difficult to commute.

XD 

Nyway, still 1 week left to think the 'going home'. 

wata life.. money + relationships + stuffs + ...etc.

I really don't understand L. Sometime I would want to ask L straight 'bout what's the problem. 

Ask the schedule.

I thought L will show up to get the business L wanted.

But no shadow was seen.

It keeps on repeating.

I even waited for L in Market2x last Nov30.

It's fine to though 'cause we walked around and saw Yuri.

But then, it's someone a pain if I'm going to consider it.

Fortunately, I really don't mind.

'Cause you know, I'm expecting anything now in my life. 

This coming week, if L is going to show up.

I'll just ask my friend to get the business L wanted to hand to me long time ago.

Maybe L just wanted to see my friend and just using me. Haha.

Nyway, I don't mind 'cause I don't care.

It's really obvious since College days. That's why It will not be a shock anymore. 

We went to day to Tiendesitas.

Watched the event of RX Rhythm Street.

Failed to find Ragdoll at Pet Village. 

Maybe I'll be able to have it when I go to other country. 

Went to SM Marikina afterwards.

Saw the 46" TV I would like to buy for our guest room.

I want to get rid of the big stuffs there. 

Of course, I will not tell it to my mom.

'Cause surely, she'll shout at me and scorn at me me. Haha.

I don't care if my mom will get angry at the time I already have that TV. 

Went to MAC store and I would like to buy iPod Nano.

But then, it will be a least priority 'cause I don't have money. 

There's also a bluetooth headphone.

But then, i's gonna be a least priority. 

Bought an external dvd-rom but unfortunately, my installers are gone. 

Thanks for cleaning up my room soooo good. 

Life is really...good.

As time goes by, I'm being careful with my money.

If I held my money tight back on College,

this time, money's gonna be so tight in my hands. Haha. XD

Maybe noone will believe me. Haha. Even myself, I don't. 

But let's just see.