laziness and boredom (my life)

PEOPLE SUCKS! (I don't mind though.)

THEY'RE SELFISH AND FULL OF LIES! (I don't care anyway.)

Hahaha!
In short,
WHO CARES?

Tinatamad na ko sa lahat ng bagay... I mean, to all aspects of life.
It's not because I am hurt or was hurt.
It's just that it now bores me.
It's getting boring with all these stuffs about what's happening in my current life.

Tinatamad na ko. Nabobored na ko.
It's not enjoyable anymore. It doesn't get my interests anymore.
Nakakatamad narin mag-explain or magsalita.
It seems like I was now out of new ideas.
(Pero I'm still writing a lot here. )

Enough. Gotta rest.

a better response: J or L?

Yo!

You know what? It's a little bit annoying.
J replied to me after I messaged 'bout getting friends again.
Sabi niya, yun narin talaga ma-ooffer ko sayo.
And I was like, 'Uh? What? Did I ask for anything?'
'When did I ask for your watever, uh?'
Ang feeling masyado. Tsktsk.

It took a lot of me just to have courage in sending that kind of message.
If it's just me, I will not do that in the first place.
Who on earth? Artista ba siya?
I only did that because I guess God wanted me to fix my relationships with all the people in the past this 2012.
(Just like what I read at one of the Daily Hope.)
I only did that for the reason of decency? I guess?
I forgot the right term. XD

Anyway, now that it's clear.
I don't have to send a message again.
I got no reason after all.

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Next, L is better compared to J.
I like how L responded to my message 'bout building friendship again.
Though nothin' special in particular, I saw some decency.
I can see that L is well educated in the response.
(Though no reaction to the real message's thought.)
At least, getting an answer to my first question (though the first question is just some kind of a starter),
is enough for you to see that L has agreed.

Then, got no reason to message again.
Not unless, I feel like to talk about Shojo Jidai.

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Well then, I was not born to please anyone or anybody after all.
I don't mind what they think about me.
If they think of me as evil one, who cares?
Whatever they wanted to think about me, then go.
As long as it brings happiness to them, I'm fine with it.

don't mind. :))

I quit I quit I quit. 

But I'm not giving it up.~

A song just pops out after sayin' of some phrase. 

It just says that I was not born to please anyone.

If you can please everybody, 

then something's wrong with you.

Yeah. Well, I don't care. 

It's tiring, just to please anyone. It takes a lot of me--my efforts and mostly my time. 

Though what I only wanted now is pure friendship, people might mistaken 'bout it. 

And that's crazy man.  (Some kind of feelers.)

AND if they're doin' it in the hard way, then I should now stop in making efforts just to restore the friendships. Haha.

AND sometimes, I don't know what to say anyway. It feels like there's nothing special to talk about. 

If I talk to them out of nowhere, they might mistaken it for something else.

If they say so, then fine for me. 

It's not my loss anyway. It's nobody's loss.  So why effort? 

People come, people go. And that's life. 

Mostly, the special relationship that everybody wanted in their life? It already has gone in me day before 2012 breaks in. 

Yeah.  Well, I really don't mind.