Nadedepress na ko!!! +_+
Every examination I had with regards to programming, I always review it when I get back at home whether my answers were correct or not. And almost all of them, I made mistakes and blunder moves. I always say, "Sayang! Tama na yung sagot pinalitan ko pa!" Two examinations related to Java were just simple; but then I failed to answer it correctly. And the reason is mainly I forgot them--may be the key terms or syntaxes. It feels like I am dependent with the application, Eclipse, whenever I am creating programs. I couldn't be sure to my answers when I am not using Eclipse--where I shouldn't be!
Nakaka-frustrate! Wala na nga ko lovelife, wala pa ko career. +_+ Why I am always experiencing this kind of hardships in life? Am I the only one who experience this? I wanna die now!!!
Sorry if I was bein' negative. But then, it's pretty obvious that I'm a loser. Why not change my endeavour in life? Maybe change my career? How will I change my career.. It requires attending school again. Maybe it's not a good idea to find a job right away after having a 3-month solid vacation. I think, I should have laid more days reviewing and studying my lessons before looking for a job.
Ok.. I think I should come up with a plan. If I didn't get a job until first week of Aug, I'll take an off. Maybe 2-3weeks. And during these weeks, I'll study my lessons and try to cope up alone--of course, while attending reviews in OCPJP. I'll tell it to my mom when I already know the results of the 2nd interview in AN and an exam in A.
So help me God...
Leikeze Van Helsing
Grand M0nde
Earth, Solar System
