Why after fighting for 5 years, you have finally given up on Cha?
I think I've answered this already from my previous posts.
Tired of chasing and begging someone to stay and be loyal and faithful to me.
I think, Cha really wants to have a boyfriend. She just doesn't want to hurt me by telling it directly to my face. If she's not and was contented with me, she won't ever cheat. First one, Daniel. I let it pass because she said he's a childhood bestfriend. Second, Jake. This is the most hurtful one. I forgave her. Last one, Daryl. Another childhood bestfriend. (Really, how many childhood bestfriends does she had relationships with? 🤪) I don't wanna know anymore when their affair has started.
Once is enough. Twice is too much. Thrice, it's already my fault.
Despite these, I fought very hard until the very last moment. No regrets. I did my best. But it just happened that the other person didn’t want to fight for us anymore.
Why chase and beg for someone if the right person is out there waiting? God really works in mysterious ways. And there's a reason why He let me and Cha met 5 years ago - probably to teach both of us a lesson. After 5 years, I have let go everything. God saved me from a lot of trouble. I just have to lay all my life and plans unto Him.
Now, I think I found my right person. Hopefully she is. Still praying for God's direction. 😊
Why chase and beg for someone if the right person is out there waiting? God really works in mysterious ways. And there's a reason why He let me and Cha met 5 years ago - probably to teach both of us a lesson. After 5 years, I have let go everything. God saved me from a lot of trouble. I just have to lay all my life and plans unto Him.
Now, I think I found my right person. Hopefully she is. Still praying for God's direction. 😊
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At the end of the day, “people change, people move on”.
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