Live in the moment

Just some random thoughts...

Maybe I met Cha in the wrong time. Time wherein she's about to experience quarter life crisis and still doesn't know who she really is and what she really likes/wants in life.

Maybe this pandemic will last for a year. End around Feb/Mar 2021? And since I live in PH, travel domestically won't still possible till then. 😔

Then I will be stuck here??? No lovelife for Rove till then? Haha! I'm supposed to meet Carol once air travel ban has lifted.

It's always easy to start a new relationship than to fight for the previous or existing one. Why? People just like it. Only strong people withstand through time. Though I was willing to do that (was about to propose remember?), my ex-partner was not. 😔 I always just say to myself that maybe, it's God's plan. He wanted to save us both because we're still not yet ready or He has different persons prepared/destined for us.

Whatever God's plan is, I don't have any idea. What I can only do is to live in the moment. Live in the PRESENT.

Now, it's easy to spend time with myself, my furbabies, and my family. Maybe it's God's plan then. It's also easy to talk to Carol. Maybe it's God's plan too.

P.S. Carol and I don't always talk. In a day, 30mins to none at all. Probably we're already mature enough not to always have a chat or call 'cause we know we have our own activities too and we are confident with each other.