Pag naaalala ko yung mga panahon na akala ko okay kami. Masaya sya, masaya ako, masaya kami magkasama nag-ddate. Yun pala yung mga panahon na niloloko na pala nya ko. Mga panahon na tinu-two time na nya ko.
Di na ko nalulungkot kapag naaalala ko yun. Nagagalit ako. Nagagalit ako dahil ang tanga tanga ko nun. I was so loyal and faithful sa kanya, pero for all those years, niloloko na nya ko.
Ito yung mga memories na bigla pumipigil sakin na mag decide kapag feel ko na gusto ko sya pakasalanan. Hindi na dapat ako magpadalos dalos. I should let her wait for at least 2 years. Kasi sa totoo lang, it's more than 2 years na sya nagloloko - with different men.
Let's say she has changed for the better. And I believe on that. However, it's still early to decide. Ayaw ko na lokohin at saktan ulit by the same person whom I used to dedicate my life to. I don't want to make the same mistake again.
If she's really the one, the Universe and God will tell me. But for now, it's okay that I love her and she loves me. Taking the next step should be postponed.
Kelangan ko unahin lagi sarili ko. I don't want to be in debt because of anyone. I will put myself first above anything/anyone else. And it's really time.
So help me God.
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