My future mrs

I guess チャ will never be my future wife. We have different perspective when it comes to romantic relationship and having a family.

It's better for her to marry a male partner, give birth, and have a "normal" family. She's still young according to her and haven't thought of getting married. And I'm already at the age bracket where I need to be with my last partner to get married, have kids, and have my own family in the future. When I was in my 20s, I already thought of marrying a woman, have kids with her, and have a happy family together. But チャ has different thoughts. Based on her descriptions, she would like to have a male partner.

I think I need to clear things out as early as possible with her. If we don't share the same goals when it comes to having a family, then we need to end our romantic relationship now. We don't want to waste each other's time. I'm hoping that at the early age of 30s, I should have already met my future wife. Then get married once I become 35 years old or less.

God, I don't know where she is. Maybe I already saw her or met her, but haven't got a single clue that she'll be my future mrs. Hopefully one day, I will finally know. For sure, I will pursue her and treat her like my precious queen.

Wherever you are, my dearest queen, please stay healthy and safe. Soon, our paths will cross (again). ☺️