“Never again”

True.

I can't fall in love romantically with チャ again. I don't want. She's only a family and a best friend.

No no no. "Never again" (just like how they see Marcos).

I don't wanna risk myself again. Because everytime I start to trust again, there are revelations I get to find out. So it's better not to be in a relationship or commitment with チャ. I don't want to have a future wife who has so many (dark) secrets and lies.

She told me in the past that she only had sex or one-night stand with J. How will I know if she is telling the truth? She even hide the fact that she was still seeing J once every few months. So how to trust the words of a person who repeatedly told lies? 😋

This is why it's better that we're just friends. I deserve an honest, faithful, and consistent partner. 🙂 And I'm already looking for a wife-material, to be my future queen and faithful wife. 😊