Worth 🧐

My partner told me these:

"Napakadali mo lang palitan. Kayang kaya kita palitan kahit kelan ko gusto."

"Widen your circle."

"Maghanap ka ng ibang kausap."

First. You can already know your worth to her. How much you mean to her. It's like she didn't really need you at all.

Second. Yep, you are right. I should hang out with other people too. Say "no" to you and say "yes" to them won't hurt.

Third. Yep, you are right. It’s kinda obvious I don't have anyone to talk to during off work especially weekend. I got to find people whom I can talk to regularly especially when off work.

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Why until now, I am still the same? People I liked/loved didn't really see me romantically. I was heartbroken many times. No one reciprocated my love honestly. To think of it, I should have reciprocated the very few people who liked me in the past. I should have given up right away the persons who I did try to show my intention but then rejected me.

Now, I still looked the same - even to the person I am already committed with. She said it clearly, I am nothing but someone who's easy to discard anytime she likes.

Alyssa, Kuya RJ, Danilo... I should have reciprocated your adoration to me in the past. Thank you for your time and effort. I should have been nicer to you guys. 😔

The number of people who rejected me is way more than the very few persons who liked me in the past. And I thank you all, it taught me lesson. It thought me to be tough and when to raise my heart's walls.

To my current partner, thank you for being honest. Atleast you told me the one thing your heart was keeping for so long, "Napakadali mo lang palitan. Kayang kaya kita palitan kahit kelan ko gusto." Hopefully you'll find someone who's hard to discard and change to anytime.