My memories, suck! 😠😆

ハニー still looks like a minor, around 10-15 years of age. An adult, as she always says, that turns into a little girl when her mother is around - unable to make decisions, unable to confront, and just follow her mom's tail around. 😆

Well, I couldn't still believe her 100% when she says "I'm a full grown adult now and I will make decisions for my life." This is what she said when she asked for "me-time" but then called some ugly monkey and had sex casually with him in a motel. I cannot be as confident as I used to be. It's better to be doubtful than to be over confident. Just like what happened in one Marikina Food Park - where I thought we're enjoying the night together but was then getting flirtatious with the ugly faggot. Moreover, was chatting to me every night asking "how are you?" but then was with the ugly creature the whole night.

Lesson learned: "It's better to be doubtful at times. Being over confident with someone will only lead you to pitfalls."

Don't tell me "Why are you still not moving on?"
I am moving on! Well, try to be in my place. Cheating happened not once, not twice, not thrice, but four times. And worst cheating ever: "sex-ting" and actual sex just 5 months ago. F-r-e-s-h! 😆 Damn! Not only that, the mother was also silent about the cheating. Maybe because, she's also doing it and she's not in the right place to tell someone what's wrong or right. Damn right! 😆

Give me five years. Maybe after five years without anymore cheating, I might completely forget it. 😄

Or if you want the fastest way, have the ugly faggot get killed. That way, I will be at peace in an instant. 😉

Now, I thought again, "Why didn't I broke up with her the moment I found out that they had sex and was cheating on me that whole time?" Damn I'm too slow! Maybe my brain reflex has already died. It started to retreat last 2014. 😣 What a poor little thing.

Another thought: "I wanna try to have casual sex outside my commitment." Just to know how it feels like when cheating your gf/bf. 😆 Will I feel guilty? Will I feel condemnation? Will I enjoy it knowing I am committed with someone else? What it feels like? This makes me curious sometimes. 😄 Haha!

Got to sleep. 😉

I will let God, Christ, and the Holy Spirit do the rest.
They're the only one I can trust to after all the predicaments I had in life.
They will lead me to the things and people I deserve. ☺️
Thank you God. Amen!