Unprepared

I have not taken my med for 3 nights already.

I'm not sure if it's the reason my mind sometimes think of crazy things - paranoia in a way. 😖 Or it's because I am not eating dinner at the right time for how many nights already. 😓

Whatever might be the reason, I just stopped and pray.

"I commit to you, oh God, my mind and my thoughts. I don't know why my thoughts were like that. I know I am a slow person and I process and digest things very late (e.g. after few days). But whatever it is, I raise up to you everything. Please cleanse my heart and mind from earthly things. Fill my thoughts and hearts with Godly things. Help me not to think such crazy things anymore. I pray all these things in the mighty name of my Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ, amen!" 🙏

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I need to pay the unbilled charges of my CC tomorrow so that I can book tours and accommodation for HK trip. Though my budget is very tight - as I had overlooked and didn't prepare ahead of time - I am still rich! I declare to the universe.

I am rich!
Rich in love!
Rich in finances!
Amen! 🙏

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Though I don't feel like going to my follow-up check-up as I don't have budget yet, I need to so that I can get discount coupons for my meds. I also need to talk to my doctor that my dosage can now be reduce to half.

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God, please help me to be prepared at all times. I might always ignore problems or issues around me as I want to prioritize my mental being. However, they are still there lurking, trying to devour my mind at anytime of the day. Help me God. I couldn't take so much mental stress constantly without any rest. I trust you with all my heart and mind. I commit to you my life, my heart, and my mind. Thank you for everything. ☺️