Thoughts when you are sick 👀

I never like having a night dream when I'm sick. 😒 My dreams tend to be weird! 😵

Weird but has a slice of possible truth.

Years ago, I was not able to fight my love for my ex. She already concluded that she wanted to have a "normal family". Get married to a male husband and have kids "naturally".

I didn't have any fighting chance about that. First, I couldn't provide a sperm cell to have my wife-to-be get pregnant "naturally". I just accepted the truth and moved on.

Now, I have my ハニー. I thought she can be my future wife whom will not ask much from me (e.g. give sperm cell for her to get pregnant). She isn't yet but it's not impossible that she'll ask for it. When that time comes, let's see if she will still choose to stay with me or not. Until then, I will give everything I could to win her heart everyday.

While waiting for my time to shine, I need to persevere until I get rich. In this world, money is the primary measure of success. When you are rich, you will not be bullied and you can do anything. It's a worldly rule. I just don't want to get bullied or will look pitiful in the end.

Truth hurts but it is the reality. When you are successful, you'll attract more - e.g. partner in life. You can perceive it as positive or negative. Positive as people will look at you as hardworking and someone to look up to. Negative as people may think, "people might hang around because you have money." It depends on how you will see it.

But as for me, I need to work hard and play hard to be successful and get rich. In this manner, I'll attract the same positive person who will with me to the rest of life - despite people have left me in the past.

So help me God. 🙏

P.S. The best ring will be given to the person who will choose to grow with me until we get old. Through thick or thin. For riches or for poorer. Till death do us apart.

Best ring = my love and my sincerity.