Jonghyun, thank you for the idea. You know what I mean.
Your last note, 90% of it applies to me too.
"It's easy to say I'll end things. But it's hard to end things."
"Dont be hard to yourself." It's always easy to say than done.
Nobody understands us aside from us. Only us understand each other. People around us only tell that it's a drama and we only wanted is to be the center of attention. Well, we all know that it is not true. We wanted to be notice, but mainly because we wanted to have someone to talk to. But nobody's there. They just think that we crave for attention.
In the end, it's just me, you, and other depressed people.
To the world:
I tend to forget things and I'm sorry about it. If I made a mistake, I'm sorry. Whatever happens, it will always be my fault. And I'm sorry. I don't want to please anyone anymore. And I already did. Don't trust anyone. You just make me believe into something to make me feel good. But the truth is they are all lies. This life sucks. I hate human beings and I hate myself. This life is getting boring, always the same things. One day, you are happy. Another day, you are not. Then repeat over and over again.
Life's purpose or direction? It doesn't make sense anymore. Life is crazy. Human beings are crazy.
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