God heard my prayer and He acted fast. ð
I prayed that He and Jesus help me let go all the pains I had in the past. And forgive all the people who hurt me and most of all, forgive myself.
That I wanna forget all the bad memories and even all the memories I had with my ex. And poof! It's koko krunch! Haha! Kiddin! I was archiving all the pics I had with my ex alone and saw that user account is no longer there, probably my ex blocked me. I think it's better for both of us so that we can heal and move on faster.
Months ago, I would like to have a space with Carol as I wanna heal myself completely before I'll pursue her full time and dedicate all my 100% attention on her. But then, God works in miracle. With being in the now, I was able to heal faster.
I'm no longer the past Rove - pathetic, possessive with the partner, etc. I don't mind anymore if someone will break up with me. I don't give a damn to small things like arguments anymore. If my heart will be broken again, I just have to give myself some days to cry it out loud until nothing left. Them move on. I'll put myself first. I can make myself happy anyway. ð I just wanna share it with special people in my life.
Carol is very patient to me. Though I have angry management issues sometimes, she's still patient enough to talk to me and serve me.
I am a faithful and loyal person since I was born. And kailangan ko pandigan partner ko. Though it will take 2-3 years, it's okay. We'll wait for our house to complete. And if we're still together, it might be a nice plan to propose to her when we finally move in to our own home.
When I was praying for the right person, my partner came. May we be the right person for each other.
Thank you God and You really have a great plan ahead of us. I just have to lay all my life upon you.
Amen!
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