Recently, Carol and I got into a heated discussion. I was so pissed that I didn't even care if she broke up with me. Or I didn't wanna talk to her and didn't care anymore.
But then, I don't know what happened next. Told her I don't wanna fight with her and we're just in a discussion even though she didn't know I'm already pissed.
Now, I'm still in love with her. Told you, I'm not everyday in love with her. We didn't had video call for few days already.
She's having an internal battle. I can sense that she needs some time alone, to re-think about her life. I assured her that I will just be here supporting her. As much as I want to see her and hug her tightly, I still couldn't do it. The current situation doesn't permit us yet. Told her that I will do my best to serve my queen.
Love, don't be anxious about the future. So what if we don't have a house yet of our own? Our time will soon arrive. Just be patient, stay strong, and keep on striving for our personal goals. Wherever you want to live and settle down, I'll be okay with it. I chose you and will choose to stay with you till the end. For our future kids and our family, let's do our best! I love you my love.
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