Weekend

About ハニー...
I know she is enjoying her time now. ☺️ And it's good. Though I know the reason why she wanted to sleep at condo Friday night. It's because she went home 2-3am. She wanted to go to a comedy bar with her friend. And condo is the nearest place she has. The negative is, she didn't went to her review the next day because of this decision. Anyway, it's her life. I don't wanna nag her anymore nor tell her that "missing her classes because she had fun last night" is bad. Nothing is bad. Being bad is just a perception.

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I'm sad I know. But I can't stop someone's happiness just to lessen my sadness. Minalas lang ako that we are not on the same wavelength. Maybe she's too young. I'm on the age of thinking about future already. Moving in and live with the person I love like we are already married. Planning about our future together - not solo plans. But she's on the other side. 23 is such a young age. She still couldn't live without her parents. She still choose friends over her partner. She plans on her own and not plan as a couple.

Well, I was just not lucky. Maybe I met her too early? Or we met at the wrong time? Or we met the wrong person? I don't know. Only fate and time can say.

I'm just sad as my life was circling around her which should not be the case. I assumed we are "married". And because of this assumptions, I'm heartbroken.

"Assumptions lead to pitfalls and heartaches."

Anyway, I should learn again how to live like a single person. 😆 I don't have numbers of friends anymore. Maybe I'm an adult already? Or my close friends are busy spending time with their partners. Hey! I'm already in the age where all people get married and have kids. And I can count only by my 10 fingers the people who are still single and ready to mingle. 😞 Where are you guys.. Don't over work.. Let's go out and have some fun. I'll drink hard liquors if you want.

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I met new friends online but they just stay as online. 😞 *sigh* One of these friends is spending time in gym. I need new hobby even it requires money, I'm down. Maybe, I should also hit the gym? I'll check the nearest Anytime Fitness here. I need something to cloud my mind. And maybe, meet new friends to hang out with.

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Do something Rove. Let her be. She has her own life. Have fun Rove. Do all the things that will make you busy. For now, stop planning adventures with her. You will only suffer. Start planning adventures with just yourself. You can do it! 😁

So help me God.