Long day

For the past few days and nights, I was in pain. Pain in heart and throat.

Was able to talk to ハニー. Finally, I was able to tell her the reason I don't like her two stalkers. The way they behaved and showed their true colors. They are the kind of people you cannot entrusted anyone from your family nor friends.

Respect. They don't respect themselves.

I suddenly remembered the time I found out that my first love had a first relationship. I stopped. I stopped looking in social media nor contacting her. For me, it's the end. She's happy and they're happy. I was just wishing him that he'll not hurt my first love.

It's not because I'm torpe. I know it's given but I respect her. I respect her decision. And I also respect myself. I should not be the reason for anyone's heartaches.

And I was taught as a kid that "karma is real". 😁 I mean is, "Do unto others what you want others do unto you."

Though I know that the world is unfair no matter how fair I am to it, I still should do what my moral has brought me.

I deactivated my FB and signed out the rest. The only social media I use is Viber. I wanted to use plainly the basics (SMS and phone call). But I was told to use FB Messenger again since ハニー doesn't have load always.

Yesterday, it was in a triple date. 😁 I was happy and at the same time, very full. 😂 I still have debt to ハニー.

Earlier, my doctor's secretary messaged me about my appointment tomorrow at 10am. I asked my mother if she can go with me. No response yet. Then I just thought while in the bath that my sister be admitted at the hospital, tomorrow too. Now, I'm thinking. Can I go by myself? Can my sister be admitted later in the afternoon after my check-up? Or should I re-sched my appointment to next month? (My doctor will be abroad next week.)

I will also buy my watch tomorrow late afternoon. Planning to get Nike Series 3 of Apple watch.

Let's see later what my mother will say.