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I am hearing someone's crying too. Am I just hearing myself?

My blog. Ikaw nalang talaga ang tanging bagay na makakapagtiwalaan ko. Ikaw nalang talaga ang hindi ako iniiwan despite all the happiness and sadness I told to you. You are gladly hearing all those things.

Since 2004 until now, andyan kapa rin. Going strong!

From my crushes, frustration with studies, heartaches towards my parents and siblings, heartbreaks to adventures, you know it all.

Now, ikaw lang ang tanging nasasabihan ko lahat. Lahat lahat ng nararamdaman ko. Even my doctor doesn't know everything. Pinipili ko lang kung ano gusto ko na marinig nya. Then my I-thought-bestfriend, also left me alone. Hindi ko rin masabi sa kanya lahat dahil I was torn between making her feel good and making feel myself good. And I always choose the first. I wanna make her feel good always, ignoring myself - my true feelings.

I love you myblog. Thank you for staying with me, through thick and thin. I might not write to you again for so long, I guess. But even when I die, I hope I can still write to you. :)

Thank you my beloved blog.

(I've cried so much that both my arms are trembling. Sana naging tao kana lang or pet. Anything. At mayakap kita myBlog. Yakapin ako ng mahigpit and tell me my worth. You know how much I was lonely, since the day I created you.)