I hate this life.
Why do I have to please everyone?
I have to please my bosses at work and do things they wanted me to do even though there's no competitive increase in salary.
I have to please my mom and do not do things she told me not to.
I have to please my special someone by doing all things she wanted me to do - even going home even at the middle of work.
Why do I have to please all these masters when I am losing myself little by little.
Can I just end everything? I am fucking tired already! Pretending I am okay and these meds are keeping me okay. They can't keep me okay for so long. They will not last long.
I badly wanted to run away. Run away from all these things. Run away from this life. But I couldn't. I'm fucking scared! I'm a loser! I am binded by these masters this life has given me.
I wanna be free! The only way is to end this life ASAP! And as I previously mentioned, everything is just in circles. It's getting boring. Life is boring.
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