Human beings suck

Human beings suck! 

Falling in love sucks!

You thought that she's the one. And you're just waiting for the day of wedding. But suddenly, it crashed and will never happen anymore.

Planning for future sucks! 

Nothing really gets right. Nothing will go according to your plans and dreams, nothing! 

Trusting people sucks!

They are full of lies. Will make you believe but in the end, the first one to drop you.

And I suck big time for believing all these things. 

Life is full of shit! My life is nothing but a piece of shit.

Timings. Fuck human being!

1st heartbreak? This was a one-way love. The person didn't know I was in love.

3 years of moving on.

2nd heartbreak? We only lasted 6 months.

5 years of moving on.

3rd heartbreak? We lasted 2 years and 4 months.

Expect a 20 years of moving on.

What?! I'll be 47 then when I can finally be healed? No way! I don't think I'll be still alive that time. Haha! Already escaped life by then. 

Also, I'll never fall in love again. I had enough. Haha! :P Better to be single till I die than to experience heartbreaks again. 

Only death will let me free

The best and the worst birthday of my life.

Fuck this life! Why do I have to deal with heart break! 

I don't wanna fall in love again - ever. I'm fucking serious! 

 

Heart break twice in a row? I bet I cannot handle the third time anymore. If I do, it will surely be death upon me.

God, why? Why me? Are you making fun of me? 

I do not believe to anything now. I do not trust anyone anymore aside from myself. 

God, why me? From billions of people, why did you choose making fun of me?

I suck I know. But please don't play with this vulnerable person. I wear smiles and laughters outside, but deep inside, I am bleeding. Bleeding, running out of blood and oxygen.

Only death will let me free.