Sa SG pa talaga ko nakapag-munimuni ah. Sa SG pa ko nagkaroon ng time for myself. To think the things over.
I was not able to come up with an answer but I formulated one. Not sure though. Just prayed it to Him and let's see.
While waiting, I must continue living. To continue this life, I must never stop moving.
Short term goal: Continue work in IT. To gain experience while I fund my other future scheduled travels. Also to save in case.
Things that I would love to happen: get masters degree in Europe. Get high position in business with high paying. Salaries will be used as capitals to my dream businesses. Build beach resort in Palawan and atleast two restaurants in Europe. They are extreme dreams, aren't they? Well. Wala masama mangarap. :D
God, you there? Please help me to decide about this life.
If You would let me, I would rather die now and be with You there. But I can't avoid thinking about my youngest sibling.
I might need an inspiration.. God, is it okay to meet now one of the soulmates you have for me? Can you guide this person so that we now can meet? :D
Monday, August 25, 2014
Sunday, August 24, 2014
An interesting mini encounter
An interesting mini illusion of mine.
We went to Universal Studios. First ride, we decided to get to Transformers. It's the best ride so far.
Outside queue, took pictures, chat.. There are people kept lookin at us. Also saw that some of them looked at me. Maybe because I was wearin a Korean fashion clothing? White and full of black stars - shirt and cap.
Still chatting and laughing while taking pictures.. Saw this one fella looking at me. At first, I didnt mind. Next, saw again and recognized that this fella was also wearin a white shirt with black stars - but small stars. I was wearin the large ones obviously. Dont mind again. I thought, this fella was just one of the few people who kept looking at me.
Went inside, more loops to go. Took pictures, chatted, and laughed. Saw this fella again stole a glance at me. Then I taught, "nice. This fella was really wearin the style as I have. Kept looking at me because of familiarity with clothes. I wear? And a Korean or Chinese? Not sure." In the loops, I saw glances and thought, "maybe a Korean?"
Then... I was lookin at the floor. My hands at both side rails. My palms and only the tips of my fingers wide resting. Then I felt a sudden very quick touch. This fella was about to put the right hand on the rail from the opposite side when suddenly recognized my hand there. There was only a quick touch. Yeah this fella quickly left to follow the line. I didn't look. Still starin at the floor. But I thought, "it's this fella." And was still thinking "is this Chinese or Korean? Hopefully a Korean."
Finally went inside. "Oh at the ride before us." Then ride the fun. Before it started I thought, "If im going to see u again, i'll stare at you for 10secs. From there i'll know if you're a Korean or Chinese."
After the ride, went outside. Never saw this fella again. These are my thoughts at the rest of the stay inside the Universal Studios:
"If you only waited for me outside the Transformers, i might get your number. Haha."
"Hopefully you're a Korean. Or else, nevermind. XD"
"It's not the I dont like Chinese. I know them. But I cant imagine myself with a Chinese. It'll be a mess."
"If and only if i see you again, will look at you for 5secs..maybe 10secs."
"I dont know your face. I just remembered the shirt you wear."
"Have you changed clothes? Or have you already left Universal?
Haha. Guess it's the second time I had an encounter with a foreigner inside a park. Bye!
-Rove
Sent from my iPhone
We went to Universal Studios. First ride, we decided to get to Transformers. It's the best ride so far.
Outside queue, took pictures, chat.. There are people kept lookin at us. Also saw that some of them looked at me. Maybe because I was wearin a Korean fashion clothing? White and full of black stars - shirt and cap.
Still chatting and laughing while taking pictures.. Saw this one fella looking at me. At first, I didnt mind. Next, saw again and recognized that this fella was also wearin a white shirt with black stars - but small stars. I was wearin the large ones obviously. Dont mind again. I thought, this fella was just one of the few people who kept looking at me.
Went inside, more loops to go. Took pictures, chatted, and laughed. Saw this fella again stole a glance at me. Then I taught, "nice. This fella was really wearin the style as I have. Kept looking at me because of familiarity with clothes. I wear? And a Korean or Chinese? Not sure." In the loops, I saw glances and thought, "maybe a Korean?"
Then... I was lookin at the floor. My hands at both side rails. My palms and only the tips of my fingers wide resting. Then I felt a sudden very quick touch. This fella was about to put the right hand on the rail from the opposite side when suddenly recognized my hand there. There was only a quick touch. Yeah this fella quickly left to follow the line. I didn't look. Still starin at the floor. But I thought, "it's this fella." And was still thinking "is this Chinese or Korean? Hopefully a Korean."
Finally went inside. "Oh at the ride before us." Then ride the fun. Before it started I thought, "If im going to see u again, i'll stare at you for 10secs. From there i'll know if you're a Korean or Chinese."
After the ride, went outside. Never saw this fella again. These are my thoughts at the rest of the stay inside the Universal Studios:
"If you only waited for me outside the Transformers, i might get your number. Haha."
"Hopefully you're a Korean. Or else, nevermind. XD"
"It's not the I dont like Chinese. I know them. But I cant imagine myself with a Chinese. It'll be a mess."
"If and only if i see you again, will look at you for 5secs..maybe 10secs."
"I dont know your face. I just remembered the shirt you wear."
"Have you changed clothes? Or have you already left Universal?
Haha. Guess it's the second time I had an encounter with a foreigner inside a park. Bye!
-Rove
Sent from my iPhone
Tuesday, August 19, 2014
Weird heartbeat
My heartbeat looks weird. This whole day. It's really weird. I can feel its beating even without putting my hand on my chest. My whole body can feel the heartbeat. And the timings and rhythm vary.
Beat is 12--12--12--12--12. Then all of a sudden a 123--12--12--12--12--123.
The weird behavior never stopped until now..
What happened?
Beat is 12--12--12--12--12. Then all of a sudden a 123--12--12--12--12--123.
The weird behavior never stopped until now..
What happened?
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