God will reward all the hard work

As much as I want to be successful ASAP, I couldn't be - not unless I won a lottery. Everything takes time and everything should be on its perfect timing.

I dream of being a billionaire. But I know it will take a lot of hard work, patience, and time.

If my partner couldn't wait any longer, my partner has a choice. I should not stop anyone from exiting my life. If they think I can no longer serve a purpose for their life, then they can leave. As for me, I will just do what I think I should do - work hard, invest, save, and trust Him. In due time, every hard work will pay off. I don't want also to pressure myself too much, it will give me more and more stress. And if it will do, my depression will be back again. I can no longer afford to see myself suffer from depression. I can't! I don't want!

God, let Your will thy be done. I respect all the people in my life. We have our own choices in life. It's just a matter how well we'll work together for the greater goal.


Soon, I will be successful and damn rich! Whether I'm single, in a relationship, or married, it doesn't matter. Whether I will be alone or with a partner while pursuing my dreams, it doesn't matter. I should just do what I should do. The right person will come and stay with you in perfect time, in God's time.

"Just keep swimming. Just keep swimming." -Dory

#WorkHardWhileYolo

Not a punching bag

The more you exert effort, the more you are taken for granted and the more hurtful things you'll receive - verbal or physical.

I'm not a punching bag...always remember that.

Waiting for my queen

I don't know why I am waiting.
But I will wait anyway.
People told me to just leave and go home.
But I couldn't.

I don't know what's up with this Jae fella. Looks like s/he has a grudge towards me. When ハニー's mom is at the condo, she gladly opens the door and tell me to go to the room and see ハニー. But this Jae? S/he's different. S/he will not open the door at all and pretend no one is inside the condo, making me look like a fool. S/he even turned off the doorbell. And waited for the guard to tell me to wait at the ground floor's lobby. This Jae is acting auspicious and selfish. S/he doesn't want Cha to be met with other people except him/her. I am my ハニー's husband! For his/her information, I have the rights to see my wife in every way! Looks like Jae have this secret feelings toward my ハニー. "A snake hiding from his/her den."

I will wait for my ハニーuntil she wakes up. I will just be here. Hopefully, the guard will not find me here. 😆