Oh well. Hindi ko na-forsee na mag-over ako sa expenses ko. Expense na wala sa budget. +_+
Always in a tight situation...
Hopefully, I'll enjoy the SG trip without spending too much. Though how much I badly want to buy stuffs for the kids at pasalubong sa older ones, got no budget anymore. T_T
On the other side, God please free me from my misery. I wanted to quit and rest but how can I fund my scheduled future travels? But then change in policy looks like pushing me away already. Oh God let me hear your voice. I don't know what road or decision I'll need to make. Please give me the knowledge and wisdom to understand the situation and to know your answer. In Jesus name, Amen!
Friday, August 15, 2014
Sunday, August 10, 2014
Heck! Lets be a monk!
I'm fucking serious. I need time for myself alone. Since I got nowhere to go to and never have a go-to person, I want to spend the rest of my life for myself.
These fucking responsibilities are just fake! Kept on demanding. Always shoving money into their face. Quenching me until the last drop of my blood. But then, didn't get anything in return. They're just fucking using me. This world is full of fucking users
Can I just be a monk instead? So that I can no longer see their fucking faces.
Monk.. Let's look.
These fucking responsibilities are just fake! Kept on demanding. Always shoving money into their face. Quenching me until the last drop of my blood. But then, didn't get anything in return. They're just fucking using me. This world is full of fucking users
Can I just be a monk instead? So that I can no longer see their fucking faces.
Monk.. Let's look.
WaaAh!!! You're killing me 100 times
Wata tax. -_- We're paying full tax and you people just put it in your pockets!
Nyway, I'm on a tight budget this month and I think until next year March.. So many trips.. And mom kept on asking some bucks. Wae?
Gusto ko na talaga mag-resign. Resign not because of my job/role alone but with all the stresses people gave to me in work and outside work. Even at home, my mom is stressing me out big time! Maybe a sign of menopause? I dont know and I dont care! Sick!
I want to take a rest now..peacefully. Away from all these pressurize bosses. They're choking me.
Now I think about it, I've already given much to my family members and friends. Then they just take me for granted. How could they?! I dont deserve this!
Kill me now God. Take me now with you Jesus. I've had enough. I need love, pure and Godly love.
So help me God. Amen.
Nyway, I'm on a tight budget this month and I think until next year March.. So many trips.. And mom kept on asking some bucks. Wae?
Gusto ko na talaga mag-resign. Resign not because of my job/role alone but with all the stresses people gave to me in work and outside work. Even at home, my mom is stressing me out big time! Maybe a sign of menopause? I dont know and I dont care! Sick!
I want to take a rest now..peacefully. Away from all these pressurize bosses. They're choking me.
Now I think about it, I've already given much to my family members and friends. Then they just take me for granted. How could they?! I dont deserve this!
Kill me now God. Take me now with you Jesus. I've had enough. I need love, pure and Godly love.
So help me God. Amen.
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