Trying not to contact you since you're the one who blocked and left me. Well, there are still days I thought of you. Pero Universe keeps on reminding me not to chase you and never push myself to anyone again.

I was devastated when you suddenly disappeared. I just wanted to tell you that it's not difficult to love you (like I always tell you), one just need to learn how. I should have not pressured you. Instead, I should have went with the flow, in your own speed or phasing. When you were gone, I realized that I was anxiously attached to you.

I am doing my best to heal from all the pain. Maybe in another world, we're still together. I've loved you more than you know.

P.S. This is not a new email address. It's my email address since I was 14yrs old. I don't want you think that I am stalking you that's why I didn't create any SocMed account/s anymore just to message you. I am respecting your privacy.

Supposedly Bday Gift to Anj

You know, the bag I bought last September as my supposedly bday gift for you, is still in the cabinet. Don't know what to do with it. 😅 I don't have anyone to give it to. Dunno. Let's see.

Thoughts for the day

I know hindi pa ko 100% got over kay Anj. Pero I know I'm in the process of moving on. I've already accepted everything - completed na yung chapter ng buhay namin sa isa't isa. Accepted ko na na hindi lahat ay over my control. Sinusuko ko na lahat kay God at sa Universe lahat ng plans and desires of my heart and mind. I should start healing myself and loving myself more. I should take care of myself the way I did 10-15yrs ago.

Kelangan ko ayusin financials ko para magkaroon ako ng financial freedom at magtrravel travel nalang. 😄

So help me God! In Jesus name, amen!