random yeah. **** haha!

Yo!

Sometimes, it's good that I left my phone at office.  I'm not tempted to talk to people. Haha.

Now that I have my PS3, surely, I'll be back to my old old self--a gamer! Wahaha! 

Though this is the first time that I am broke and got sick this Christmas, I think everything will be fine. 

God will make a way. Yeah!~ 

De-activated my FB account.  Maybe going back on 2012. 

I got flu. Yeah you already know it.  What's the sense of tellin' this to you.. Haha.

Nyway, it keeps on dripping down. You know what I mean? 

Water therapy is what I need. 

RX's playlist tonight is so good. 

As part of life, there are things that should be left unsaid and at the same time, left undone. 

random yeah.. uh?

Why would I concerned myself 'bout them?  Don't care much. As long as He's there, Christ's there, and my family is there. 

So hungry.. And I wanna eat now.  But, now allowed anymore. XD

2nd week was done. Finally had time with my nieces and nephews.  Love it! Haha.

Bye!~ (So Nyu Shi Dae.. kawai!!) 

---Icky Question---

Is it possible for someone to be in love to their own relatives?

What's on my mind:

Umm, yeh possible but don't you find it WEIRD and ICKY???

for example, in onegai twins, the girl is in love to her own brother.
in sister princess, the girl is in love to her own brother.
in canvass, the girl is in love to her own cousin.
in... uhh.... there are other animes but, I can't remember..

But, it simply states to GUARD your HEART! Well, something like that...
It's what pastor preached when we were in highschool...

somethings really wrong here...

anywayz, GOD BLESS to all!
Im kinda feelin sleepy now...

^.^

soooo TIRED!

Today's a very tiresome day!

Well, I am tired at this moment but I JUST CAN'T SLEEP! The noise of my lil sisters are soo annoying and can really drive you nuts!

I woke up 4:30 in the morning coz I need to go to church. Honestly, I was asleep during the sermon. I am sooo bad! Bad! Bad! Bad!

Then I watched "canvas2" 7:30 am after arriving from church. I juz gotta let my conscience calm down for a while. Then I called Regine and asked if she's going to school but she was asleep and her mom was the one who came.

I came to school together with my mom and my bro.
Surprisingly, I saw her mom talking to Ma'am Escobido! We'll you don't wanna know why...

I think I gave Roveann a shock. I called early before going to school and someone in their house answered and said that she's not home. I met someone and asked a favor to give Roveann "somthing". Well, I was planning on going to Regine's house to return her DVD personally so I agreed.

(They are neighbors you know, and their schools in college are not that far apart. They're like neighbors until college! How envious! ~.~" )

Then I was surprised too when I came by to their house and saw her. They just arrived from Taguig, and so I gave her that "something".

When I got home, I got dragged by my soo nice, sweet, and kind MOM. We went to Mapua, Land bank, Morning Star, Sta. Lucia, Marikina, Notary blah blah, and others! My mom is soo great isn't she? She manages to live her life going to Manila to Canada! sigh. (o yah, dat was an expression!)

I got home 7:30 in the evening and played endless until 8:45. O yeh, I got a new watch that's why I can tell the time. LOL!

And so I tried sleeping but its no use. When I lie down to my bed, my mind starts to replay the memories back when we were highschool. I really hate when that happens! I hate it coz I'll be starting to laugh by myself, and thats WEIRD!

So here I am typing,
typing,
typing,
typing,
typing,
typing,
typing,
typing,
typing,
typing,
typing,
yawn..
yawn..
typing,
typing,
typing,
typing,
sleeping,
sleeping,
sleeping,
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Man I can't SLEEP!

^.^

Express Yourself Huh?

Like I said on the last post, I'm feelin kinda bored.

Hmm... I'm gonna express myself!

I kinda felt bad for the four of us on our graduation day. "The four of us" or what "Grandia" usually calls us " THE FARM ANIMALS" u dont wanna know why... or which animal I am.

We didn't manage to be together for the last time!

sigh...
I meant for the last day of our highschool life!
Sigh...

Oh yeah, I juz watched hunterxhnter greed island. I love the game they played. Kinda like rpg but in real life. I wonder if someone could invent that but its dangerous yet fun!

Full of challenges and adventure! U gotta watch dis V-Ann!

Like I said, I felt bad. Also when our story got lost. I cant forget how we started to write those stories about us. It was when we were 3rd yr right?

Actually U Grandia Highchild Yreckah or V-Ann started it. You wrote somthing bout me and GM or Gay master blah blah... Then I wrote a story about you and Regine Angelli Monzon helped me. Maybe I should stop writting in full names...

So that's how it all started and got lost in the end...

sigh...
We made 14 chapters already!!!! that was such a waste!!!
sigh...

anywayz I guess I have expressed myself fully enough.

Bye bye and take care all!

^.^

nothin' much

sigh.

its vacation and I'm feelin' bored.

nothing to do..

"nothing to do", this phrase is so troublesome. When my mom heard me say this, she made me clean my room. I started cleaning 4 days ago and until now, im not yet done though my room is not that big to clean. Its because of the school papers. I need to sort em out including my brother's.

In my portfolio, I usually leave some drawings there and some papers that holds some special memories. For example, the papers we used when we note pass. Some are my friend's drawings. Speaking of that, I saw Nino's drawing, the comic one. Well, I forgot to return it to him and I'm supposed to return it while we were at JS Camp. LoL

I saw my school bag and its full of trash. Geez, I can't remember when I last cleaned it. Full of candy wrappers, "tasa ng lapis", crumbled papers, junk food wrappers and other trash.

Sigh...

I just don't find cleaning enjoying. U know what I mean?

Then, my brother discovered some online game called endless online. If u wanna check it out, it web is www.endless-online.com.

I kinda got hooked up playing that game. Sometimes I would spent 5 hours playing it. There I met only few filipinos and some filipinos built a guild. They named it "Pinoy Deathlock Academy" or "PDA".

Back to reality, I heard my mom talking to my auntie on the phone. I was trying to ask my mom if I could eat the "wiggles" on ref. That time my mom forbids me to eat sweets. Juz don't ask why, mothers sometimes when they feel like to be strict, they just do. Poor me huh?

Anywayz, I heard that my auntie is coming together with her office mates on tuesday (NOW!). It was a week before when I heard it, and so there came our one week of CLEANING! This is sooo a punishment for being a bad girl.

In addition to that, our computer got wrecked last 5 days and got repaired yesterday. It really was my little sister's fault! She just won't admit it.

And so here I am, typing after playing 2 hours of endless online.

oh yea, if u wanna add me, my character's name is Priimula.

Gud luck to all my classmates, I hope ur all having the best time of your life!!!!

GOD BLESS EVERYONE!!!

^.^

oh yea, and no ones posting recently specially in gardez

bye-bye to my fellow 4th yearz!

aww...
The end is near!!!

But it doesn't give you an assurance that you can't visit the house of your classmate and clean their ref. or meet them at the train station, you'll only acquire freedom from the faces of your classmates.

err.. right??

But on the other side, it's still sad because you need to befriend someone again who will allow you to copy from his/her assignment. That's hard! and I'm figuring a way on how to approach them.

Sigh
Sigh
Sigh

But there's one thing to say
to try to make yourself feel better
on the day of graduation...

"There is a time for departure even when there's no certain place to go."

haha! connetion? but if you'll try to look through it maybe you'll find that "connection". Corny...

Sigh
Sigh
Sigh

umm... that's all folks! and sayonara to all the graduates!
Maybe, I'll just skip grad huh?

if only I could...

You don't get it? well, me neither.

^.^"

.........don't know wat to do.....

waha! why is both blogs out here in blogger looks so quiet.... nobody posted their entries neither at the blogs (gardez and ME)...

I think they're just so busy doing their own stuff...and the Graduation day is fast approaching...

but anyway, I should keep on writing out here...just spending my useless time! - hehehe...

waaaaaaaaaah! I don't know what to do now!!!

how about you? can you help me to find and try something new?

hate...want...nothin' to say...

busy busy busy! just trying to be busy...wahahaha!

i hate to speak!
i hate to work!
i hate to do all these crazy stuff! esp. out of my wants...
i hate to live no more!

waha! i hate all! i'm a hater! - waha! so evil...

i want to sleep!
i want to eat!
i want to play all day long!
i want to watch until cinema shuts down!
i want to listen to music!
i want to sing until i'm out of voice!
i want to dance until my bones break down!
i want to do fun things!
i want to travel and have adventures!
i want to die!
i want to go to heaven now!
i want to get all i want!

waha! i want all! i'm a spoiled brat! - waha! so evil...

P.S. I just haven't anything to say...lol! hehehe...

just nothin'

At last! I'm done with my assignment in Chem Investigatory! Yeah!

I just gotta need to memorize Proverbs 3 for our Values quiz on Tuesday. God bless us!

What I've watched this day: (nothin')
- Takeshi's Castle
- SOP
- Magic Kamison
- Love Me or Hate Me by Lady Sovereign
- Don't Matter by Akon
- I Wanna Love You by Akon feat. Snoop Dogg
- Keep Your Hands Off My Girl by Good Charlotte
- Grand Theft Autumn by Fall Out Boy
- This Isn't A Scene, It's An Arms Race by Fall Out Boy

Waha!

unusual talks...

wat on earth?! We didn't know that people can hear us from outside the window pane. wat da?!

No face anymore! Hate to see and remember those serious eyes again! Am I right Rosy?

My mom and I had a cruel conversation over the telephone this afternoon at the office. I laughed very loud and said many unpleasant words. Waha! But I'm not serious at all! I don't talk seriously to all people who are serious or a little bit angry.

How about the conversation before the telephone thing? Waaaaaah! Hope that no one has heard those things! We might be killed! Our reputation will just be putted into trash! - do we have? hahahaha!

But anyway, hope that they've not be able to hear those things. If they did, we're dead!

=D

unsignificant...significant...

I don't have any significant things to say. But I write it down anyway.

I don't know but I think I can't smell. I lose my sense of smell. Yes, I have a flu but I can breathe normally. It's just my sense of smell doesn't work.

I've done a few things in gardez la foi. And it has already 13 members. I hope that it'll increase before the school year ends, atleast. So that even though we're already in college, we can stay in touch to each other.

I'm doing now the project in Values. Hope that I could finish it today so that I may now start studying and memorizing tomorrow.

Significant:
My dad might not be able to go home this March for my Graduation day and for this summer. Just this afternoon, I heard my mom talking to her cell and I know that she's talking to my dad. I don't know if my dad will go home or not.

Aalisha's operation has succeeded and just need to wait for her complete recovery. Thank God!

care...wierd...

Waha! I don't know what it is, but I gotta to believe this thing... When I was preparing this morning to go to school, I texted my mom asking about where she is. And I added "pls. txt bck!". After a minute, my phone rings, she was calling. I never thought my mom would call me up when I was just asking her to txt bck. She just asked me why. Then I told her about where she is. (after school) Then I got home, see something to eat. Woah! Lots of food - snacks! It looks like a grocery for a small sari-sari store! Yeah! I told her to buy some pancit canton and that's it - for our snacks. Then instead 5-7 pieces, it's a whole plastic. She also bought some sky flakes, Tomi, Boy Bawang and other biscuits. A lot of snacks! But unfortunately, she didn't buy my WAM! She forgot, she said. Waha!

Now, three of us have our own physical sickness. My lil' sis has rushes on her butt! - lol! My bro has bruise in his thigh and some peeled skin under his feet! - Ek! And I, got some severe cough and a light flu that I even sneeze twice right after I cough hard, then tears started falling from my eyes. Then my mom is getting somewhat wierd for me...Aha! I hope she's always like that! Inspite of her so many problems she's going through right now, she's still showing some affection towards us.

It's ok now for me even though she won't attend in our school's foundation day. Atleast I know that she does care for us. Yeah!

;D Thank you Father!

useless...

Why are they hiding some secrets from me? Or it is just I am who shows do-not-care attitude? Or it is just I'm not asking? Either of them all, I still have the rights to know about these stuffs.

I remembered the talks Karla and I had in Y.M. She had say about printing accounting that I do not know at all. I asked her what it is. Then our question and answer portion lead to her sermons. She said that why I didn't try to ask anybody when we're in school or I just don't care at all - about sorts of stuff. Then she had also say that I should talk even a little because my mouth is becoming useless. And why I can stand not talking for long hours - I might be deaf that's why. Then some people who are deafs are wishing to talk then I, who has given a voice to hear, do not talk at all. Hahahaha! Lol! Our conversation, I mean her sermons, is so fun! I just laugh, but I'm really can't help myself from laughing.

Yeah! I'm not fun of talking when I do not want to or I haven't anything to say. I talk a lot in the right place at the right time. And I also choose topics where I could say senseful things. I feel embarassed afterwards when I talk senseless things. I better love to listen than to talk. But it doesn't meant that I could not talk at all.

Getting away from the main topic... Ahhhhhh! They should have told me! But I think whether they have told me or not, I couldn't do anything at all. I'm just useless. I may be useless this time but someday I can be more than useful -waha! For now I need to be strong and not show any signs of cowardness or weaknesses, even though I'm just watching them.

;D

sweat...excitements?

I'm sweating...(do I said it correctly?) This is the time I saw myself again sweating like this after having watching cool movies - or I should say Anime - and getting excited. I'm sweating, aside from doing heavy works, when I'm feeling an extraordinary excitement!

I finished already the 40 episodes of The Law of Ueki - 11 more to go! And 9 episodes of Shuffle! - I don't know how many episodes it has. The Law of Ueki bursts my desire and love in having adventures! I love its 'protecting' stuffs! Adventures and protecting...that's me! Shuffle, on the other hand, makes me,,,,um,,,,eh,,,,,aha! I don't know! It's like the Anime, Ichigo 100%!

Accounting attempted me to feel dissolate (uh? wat's dis word?). I mean it tried me to feel uneasy. But luckily I am, I'm not yet recovered from the amusement of these Animes, especially Shuffle (the last Anime I watched).

Karla is so fun! She talks a lot! Even here in Y.M. Lol! Hope that she'll come down especially tomorrow. Hehehehe...

Waha! I hope that I could recover even a little so I could concentrate in reviewing this Geom.

See yah! ;D

Valetines Day??

BE-LATED! TO EVERYONE! especially to Grandia and Nostalgic_charm.

Well, what happend during Velentines Day was truly memorable. Of course I celebrated it with my family. I gave my parents chocolate bars and to my brothers and sisters are four pieces of kisses chocolate (classic chocolater ung flavor) wrapped in a small box with a big ribbon in it (looks stupid but cute). To my mom's secretary, I gave 10 pieces of kisses chocolate wrapped in a box with a green ribbon in it (naubusan ng red).

My plan seemed to work, but I can't keep this up forever. I was the eldest and I guess the only one that can afford chocolates so I have been giving my parents presents during valentines day, father's and mother's day and also their birthdays.

My brother won't even help me prepare nor lend me even a cent. I guess the least I could for him this year is just, let him go away with it.

Unexpectedly, he ruined that day for the whole family. He's the only son and the only one who will bring our surname. You know how men show their love. Well, I guess there are just types or different ways that they show love.

My brother teases, yep, that's his way but there are times that he just can't control it and doesn't know how to stop. After I gave my presents (well, they didn't give me any but their smiles will do! ^.^) my mom continued watching TV and so did my dad. ( Oh, yeah. My mom was complainning to my dad that time, why he didn't gave any present.) My brother was teasing my youngest sister while mom was watching. Of course who will not get mad when someone shouts while your watching a good show. My mom got pissed off and so my brother was sent to our room.

I was in our room, watching TV too when I suddenly heard my mom scolding my brother for my youngest sister was already crying. Of course I had to do something or the evening will be ruined. What I did was, I went into the living room, said sorry in behalf of him and then dragged him into our room. There I continued scolding him. (Lol)

The TV was still on while I deliver my long speech to irritate his ears and well, to also scold him. When I was about to end becoz my throat is protesting to stop, my brother took the remote and turned the volume to 50%.

I stopped talking and just stared at him giving him a puzzled look. Then a girl was talking on the TV and said,

"Why couldn't you be so understanding? Do you have someone to care for? I did everything to make everyone happy and you ruined it!".

We paused for a while, then started laughing together.

That girl just summarized my speech! After laughing, my brother said, "I'M SORRY SIS".

^.^

lost in my mind...

I don't know but I guess I have something to tell. I have so many things to be post last days, but I didn't have enough energy to open up this pc.

(wat on earth this song is playing! - My Humps by B.E.P.)

Ok, wat's up? My mind is blocked. I want to think and I think I've got something to tell. But something saying me that I don't need and shouldn't to post it here.

Waaaaaaaaaah! I want to! But I can't! (another scene in my mind) What will I do? wawawa!

(Oh yeah! Cry Me A River Remix!) Cry a river for me! - wahahaha!

Right now, I'm just downloading some widgets...I don't have something to do. I want to watch the Animes they lend me, but my cd-rom was already dead!

hanging? wlang ending?

wat da?! lost en messed up...

wat da?! My day today is no good. We had two quizzes and it's all about math! I only answered 3 numbers out of eigth in Adv. Algeb. - waha! lol! And in Adv. Geom, I didn't get the answers with those two numbers - waaah! Both quizzes' answers are all not sure! I can't concentrate that much during Adv. Algeb, it's because of these things! - waha!

• My stomach hurts, even though I didn't feel of going to the c.r. neither I'm hungry nor it's my day. It won't be because of having the feeling of going to the c.r., I did it before going to school! - lol! I may be hungry, but I ate even a little before going to school and I know whether I'm hungry or what. It never be because it's my day, I'm already finished week ago.
• I feel my saliva drooling out - yuck! I mean I feel something blocking my throat - it's saliva! yuck! lol! - and I can't help myself but to cough even though I don't want.
  

wat da?! All I can say is I lost and messed up myself today.

wat da?! But I think I know the reason. I didn't pray after I woke up nor before going to school. It's just I lost myself to God. I guess, next time I need to wake up early so that I'll have enough time to pray and communicate with my Father.

play life or not?

3 of us included Rosy's brother played counter strike until 6:30 p.m. My mom was already calling me and I'm just ignoring it, afraid to be shouted.

We should have gone together in Marikina to meet my grandma (father's side). But I insisted that I'll just follow after an hour. But instead of an hour, it turned into 2 hrs and 30 mins. When we were just in the middle of the game, my mom was keeping on calling on my cell & texted me. I texted back after so many unanswered calls. Finally, we finished our game and answered my mom's call. Of course, what you'd expect? I can't stand her voice and shouting that I even keep a distance between my ear and my cell. But in the end, my mom called me for the last time with calm voice.

Honestly, I don't care whether I'll meet my grandma or not. And especially I don't want to go there at Marikina - so bored! This is the second time I met my grandma again - they said - but for me I think it's the first time. For my bro, it's also the second time - if he remembers; but for my sis, it's the first time. Then after so many talks and singing made by my lil' sis, we finally decided to go home - I was bored! But before we rode bicycles, my bro, my sis and my mom were talking so loud in front of a sari-sari store. I was just walking back and forth in the same direction. They made me little pissed off.

Before we rode a jeep going home, my dad called my mom in her cell. Of course they talked, then my mom handed me her cell so that I could talk to my dad. Whatever! - lol

Then, now, I'm home! (Wat da?!) I was just finished playing Harvest Moon in GBA.

work, work, work!

We've work on to our car project at one classmate's house. I went there at around 1:35 p.m. We ended up our work at around 10:20. Our project is not yet finished. Waaaaaaaaaah! We left our classmate's house at around 10:25 p.m. Three of us walked to find the shortcut to the VEEH gate. We have found the way out at exactly 10:52 p.m. Instead of finding the shortcut, we made long ways - waha! we were lost! Then, I arrived at our home at exactly 11:11 p.m.

It's already 2:42 a.m. I had a hard time doing the accounting homework, for I forgot that the deadline is before 12:00 a.m. and I didn't start anything yet. I used the jpeg format because my excel is not working. I've already made up 30 3D glasses.

Ok, it's already late. I gotta go! ;D