lose interests.. don't know. XD

Anhirap matulog sa current shift ko ngayon.. 

People around me makes me crazy.

How will I get to sleep properly if during the day the chickens kept on singing, uh?

How will I get to sleep properly if people at homie kept on knocking the door, uh?

How will I get to sleep properly if they kept on entering the room then sayin' their speeches, uh?

Not only that, I should wake up in the morning to check out Rain 'cause Rhea didn't even bother to look at it before she goes to school. 

And I should wake up in the morning and in the afternoon to fill my stomach who's about to eat my intestines. 

That's how I get my sleep, putul-putol. 

I think that's why I don't want to talk anymore.

I don't want them to know it too of course.

Nakakatamad na mag-explain at mag-salita.

Nakakatamad na i-defend ang sarili or ipaliwanag ang real intentions.

Nakakapagod... Sayang sa effort at sa time. 

And if I'm in the normal shift, mid-shift and morning shift..

I guess, the result will be the same, nakakatamad parin mag-salita.

Why? After work, people around asks for a lot of things.

Parents ask for favors, work at home.

Siblings tell a lot of stories, which might be deafening to me. 

And ask for their little favors.

To avoid conflicts, as much as possible, I'll just do the things they say.

Or just ignore the nonsense things they say but should show that I'm listening and interested.

And If I know that I'm not in a so well good mood, I just try not to talk. 'Cause I might burst. 

You know what I mean.

People are crazy. It's getting tiring to know their whereabouts. It's getting tiring to know their real feelings and adjust yourself to make them feel good.

I was not born to please them anyway. As long as their little favors can be done, I'm fine with it--no more care anymore.  XD

Wata life, uh? 

The worst thing might happen to me is to lose interest to live.

I don't know. I might just kill myself eventually if that happens. 

laziness and boredom (my life)

PEOPLE SUCKS! (I don't mind though.)

THEY'RE SELFISH AND FULL OF LIES! (I don't care anyway.)

Hahaha!
In short,
WHO CARES?

Tinatamad na ko sa lahat ng bagay... I mean, to all aspects of life.
It's not because I am hurt or was hurt.
It's just that it now bores me.
It's getting boring with all these stuffs about what's happening in my current life.

Tinatamad na ko. Nabobored na ko.
It's not enjoyable anymore. It doesn't get my interests anymore.
Nakakatamad narin mag-explain or magsalita.
It seems like I was now out of new ideas.
(Pero I'm still writing a lot here. )

Enough. Gotta rest.

I WANNA!

I wanna go na! I wanna work now!  Antagal ng June 20! Naiinip na ko!! Gusto ko na magtrabaho..! Ayaw ko na ng freelancer.  XD

Gusto ko na simulan ang mga pangarap ko..! I wanna travel na! Kalimutan na ang love life dahil wala naman talaga ako nun!  Tsktsk.  XD

The remaining days ay na-sspent nalang sa preparation and bonding wid friends.  

Pero.. Gusto ko na talaga umalis!! At I pray earnestly na meron good company na kumuha sakin dun..!  At sana i-train nila ko 'cause I know I need to remember again the things I learned.  XD

I wanna go na!! Sayang ang oras ko..!  I hate this! I hate doin' nothin'. Every second is precious to me. 

Yrekcah Van Helsing
Grand M0nde
Earth, Solar System

sometimes things happen unexpectedly--without plan

Yo!
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As usual, woke up at around 11:30am. Haha.
Michael and I should be goin' to some department store (SM Cubao) to buy the stuffs he needed. XD
However, not all things happen as you wanted them to be. Haha.
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Then, I and Rhea just went wit Ivan, Anne, and Aaron at Riverbanks. 
Rhea and I went to other way. The other three have their own date. Haha.
I skated at the other side of the river. Haha. Practiced wit ma heavy board. -_- You know what I mean--the deck length.
Had some fun of course. Ate a lot of fishballs and green mangoes--the street foods. Haha.
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Goin' back to the parking lot after some cold drinkin' at the 7Eleven.
Had some pictures taken wit the three. Haha.

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After, Mae replied me. Then I, together wit Rhea, went to Vista gate and had some lil' drink wit Mae. 
It's an unplanned bonding. Just a message I sent in dat evenin'. Haha.
We talked anythin' under da sun. Haha. Just da usual bonding by da two of us. XD
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We ended at 10pm. Haha.
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At home, danced all the dance songs of Step Up movies. Just drainin' da remainin' energy in me. XD
After few days, I finally saw an update to mySmile's wall. Though it's 'bout kpop. -_- tsktsk. Haha! XD

Nothing is impossible with Him. =D

Express Yourself Huh?

Like I said on the last post, I'm feelin kinda bored.

Hmm... I'm gonna express myself!

I kinda felt bad for the four of us on our graduation day. "The four of us" or what "Grandia" usually calls us " THE FARM ANIMALS" u dont wanna know why... or which animal I am.

We didn't manage to be together for the last time!

sigh...
I meant for the last day of our highschool life!
Sigh...

Oh yeah, I juz watched hunterxhnter greed island. I love the game they played. Kinda like rpg but in real life. I wonder if someone could invent that but its dangerous yet fun!

Full of challenges and adventure! U gotta watch dis V-Ann!

Like I said, I felt bad. Also when our story got lost. I cant forget how we started to write those stories about us. It was when we were 3rd yr right?

Actually U Grandia Highchild Yreckah or V-Ann started it. You wrote somthing bout me and GM or Gay master blah blah... Then I wrote a story about you and Regine Angelli Monzon helped me. Maybe I should stop writting in full names...

So that's how it all started and got lost in the end...

sigh...
We made 14 chapters already!!!! that was such a waste!!!
sigh...

anywayz I guess I have expressed myself fully enough.

Bye bye and take care all!

^.^

nothin' much

sigh.

its vacation and I'm feelin' bored.

nothing to do..

"nothing to do", this phrase is so troublesome. When my mom heard me say this, she made me clean my room. I started cleaning 4 days ago and until now, im not yet done though my room is not that big to clean. Its because of the school papers. I need to sort em out including my brother's.

In my portfolio, I usually leave some drawings there and some papers that holds some special memories. For example, the papers we used when we note pass. Some are my friend's drawings. Speaking of that, I saw Nino's drawing, the comic one. Well, I forgot to return it to him and I'm supposed to return it while we were at JS Camp. LoL

I saw my school bag and its full of trash. Geez, I can't remember when I last cleaned it. Full of candy wrappers, "tasa ng lapis", crumbled papers, junk food wrappers and other trash.

Sigh...

I just don't find cleaning enjoying. U know what I mean?

Then, my brother discovered some online game called endless online. If u wanna check it out, it web is www.endless-online.com.

I kinda got hooked up playing that game. Sometimes I would spent 5 hours playing it. There I met only few filipinos and some filipinos built a guild. They named it "Pinoy Deathlock Academy" or "PDA".

Back to reality, I heard my mom talking to my auntie on the phone. I was trying to ask my mom if I could eat the "wiggles" on ref. That time my mom forbids me to eat sweets. Juz don't ask why, mothers sometimes when they feel like to be strict, they just do. Poor me huh?

Anywayz, I heard that my auntie is coming together with her office mates on tuesday (NOW!). It was a week before when I heard it, and so there came our one week of CLEANING! This is sooo a punishment for being a bad girl.

In addition to that, our computer got wrecked last 5 days and got repaired yesterday. It really was my little sister's fault! She just won't admit it.

And so here I am, typing after playing 2 hours of endless online.

oh yea, if u wanna add me, my character's name is Priimula.

Gud luck to all my classmates, I hope ur all having the best time of your life!!!!

GOD BLESS EVERYONE!!!

^.^

oh yea, and no ones posting recently specially in gardez