STRESS!!! +_+

STRESS!!! 

Luckily, my right thigh is the only one left hurt.  Unlike since Sunday, both thighs were badly hurt. To the point that I couldn't bend, go upstairs, and worst go downstairs. It was like I gotta walk with my legs straight. They were hurting badly until to my knees. 

Nobody notices it 'cause I acted too good. I just bore the pain while walking and stepping thru stairs' steps. I don't want anyone to notice it 'cause I don't want them to pity me or do something to make me special. 

10:21PM. More minutes to go before I can now go home. I'll make sure that I'll go straight to my bed when I got home.  Hahaha! 

STRESS!!! 

This work shift is fine; but not the uber cold environment. It really makes my head aches and body sleeps. 

Jeff treated me en Diann to Pancake House.  We ate a lot that I feel sleepy now.  XD

STRESS!!! 

The refund issue is in the air. I don't pay much attention to it, especially to their conversations. But their hot aura shivers me.  Though I wanted to relax. The issue pushes me not to chill. Instead, do something as soon as possible for the refund.  Why this World is so .. 

STRESS!!! 

Favors everywhere. It's fine to me. But they are affected by external entities like stated above. That's why I couldn't be able to respond to them properly.

STRESS!!! 

I wanna to take a break. I mean, break from my current life.  I wanna just , , , , and 

Is there anybody out there who wanted to exchange a life with me for a week or two??? 

THIS WORLD IS UBER DEMANDING..!!  

I .

random yeah.. uh?

Why would I concerned myself 'bout them?  Don't care much. As long as He's there, Christ's there, and my family is there. 

So hungry.. And I wanna eat now.  But, now allowed anymore. XD

2nd week was done. Finally had time with my nieces and nephews.  Love it! Haha.

Bye!~ (So Nyu Shi Dae.. kawai!!) 

soooo TIRED!

Today's a very tiresome day!

Well, I am tired at this moment but I JUST CAN'T SLEEP! The noise of my lil sisters are soo annoying and can really drive you nuts!

I woke up 4:30 in the morning coz I need to go to church. Honestly, I was asleep during the sermon. I am sooo bad! Bad! Bad! Bad!

Then I watched "canvas2" 7:30 am after arriving from church. I juz gotta let my conscience calm down for a while. Then I called Regine and asked if she's going to school but she was asleep and her mom was the one who came.

I came to school together with my mom and my bro.
Surprisingly, I saw her mom talking to Ma'am Escobido! We'll you don't wanna know why...

I think I gave Roveann a shock. I called early before going to school and someone in their house answered and said that she's not home. I met someone and asked a favor to give Roveann "somthing". Well, I was planning on going to Regine's house to return her DVD personally so I agreed.

(They are neighbors you know, and their schools in college are not that far apart. They're like neighbors until college! How envious! ~.~" )

Then I was surprised too when I came by to their house and saw her. They just arrived from Taguig, and so I gave her that "something".

When I got home, I got dragged by my soo nice, sweet, and kind MOM. We went to Mapua, Land bank, Morning Star, Sta. Lucia, Marikina, Notary blah blah, and others! My mom is soo great isn't she? She manages to live her life going to Manila to Canada! sigh. (o yah, dat was an expression!)

I got home 7:30 in the evening and played endless until 8:45. O yeh, I got a new watch that's why I can tell the time. LOL!

And so I tried sleeping but its no use. When I lie down to my bed, my mind starts to replay the memories back when we were highschool. I really hate when that happens! I hate it coz I'll be starting to laugh by myself, and thats WEIRD!

So here I am typing,
typing,
typing,
typing,
typing,
typing,
typing,
typing,
typing,
typing,
typing,
yawn..
yawn..
typing,
typing,
typing,
typing,
sleeping,
sleeping,
sleeping,
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Man I can't SLEEP!

^.^

Express Yourself Huh?

Like I said on the last post, I'm feelin kinda bored.

Hmm... I'm gonna express myself!

I kinda felt bad for the four of us on our graduation day. "The four of us" or what "Grandia" usually calls us " THE FARM ANIMALS" u dont wanna know why... or which animal I am.

We didn't manage to be together for the last time!

sigh...
I meant for the last day of our highschool life!
Sigh...

Oh yeah, I juz watched hunterxhnter greed island. I love the game they played. Kinda like rpg but in real life. I wonder if someone could invent that but its dangerous yet fun!

Full of challenges and adventure! U gotta watch dis V-Ann!

Like I said, I felt bad. Also when our story got lost. I cant forget how we started to write those stories about us. It was when we were 3rd yr right?

Actually U Grandia Highchild Yreckah or V-Ann started it. You wrote somthing bout me and GM or Gay master blah blah... Then I wrote a story about you and Regine Angelli Monzon helped me. Maybe I should stop writting in full names...

So that's how it all started and got lost in the end...

sigh...
We made 14 chapters already!!!! that was such a waste!!!
sigh...

anywayz I guess I have expressed myself fully enough.

Bye bye and take care all!

^.^

nothin' much

sigh.

its vacation and I'm feelin' bored.

nothing to do..

"nothing to do", this phrase is so troublesome. When my mom heard me say this, she made me clean my room. I started cleaning 4 days ago and until now, im not yet done though my room is not that big to clean. Its because of the school papers. I need to sort em out including my brother's.

In my portfolio, I usually leave some drawings there and some papers that holds some special memories. For example, the papers we used when we note pass. Some are my friend's drawings. Speaking of that, I saw Nino's drawing, the comic one. Well, I forgot to return it to him and I'm supposed to return it while we were at JS Camp. LoL

I saw my school bag and its full of trash. Geez, I can't remember when I last cleaned it. Full of candy wrappers, "tasa ng lapis", crumbled papers, junk food wrappers and other trash.

Sigh...

I just don't find cleaning enjoying. U know what I mean?

Then, my brother discovered some online game called endless online. If u wanna check it out, it web is www.endless-online.com.

I kinda got hooked up playing that game. Sometimes I would spent 5 hours playing it. There I met only few filipinos and some filipinos built a guild. They named it "Pinoy Deathlock Academy" or "PDA".

Back to reality, I heard my mom talking to my auntie on the phone. I was trying to ask my mom if I could eat the "wiggles" on ref. That time my mom forbids me to eat sweets. Juz don't ask why, mothers sometimes when they feel like to be strict, they just do. Poor me huh?

Anywayz, I heard that my auntie is coming together with her office mates on tuesday (NOW!). It was a week before when I heard it, and so there came our one week of CLEANING! This is sooo a punishment for being a bad girl.

In addition to that, our computer got wrecked last 5 days and got repaired yesterday. It really was my little sister's fault! She just won't admit it.

And so here I am, typing after playing 2 hours of endless online.

oh yea, if u wanna add me, my character's name is Priimula.

Gud luck to all my classmates, I hope ur all having the best time of your life!!!!

GOD BLESS EVERYONE!!!

^.^

oh yea, and no ones posting recently specially in gardez

Of headaches and failing grades

It is now 9:34 in the evening... and I am not yet studying for the AP and El Filibusterismo exams. Well, let us just say that studying is really tiring and boring(?!) hehehehehehehehehe.

Anyways... I ruined my thursday morning by waking up 5:00... and knowing that 2 hours to go and I will have my English exams. Do you know why? because I haven't studied yet.

Bummer.

And to add to my sufferings... my mind was blank while answering the exam. Plus, my head was aching and our teacher is telling us to pass our papers (too much pressure to my aching brain.)

That is not the end of it.

After the English exam, I stilll have Physics quiz to worry about.

But thanks to God, I did well in the quiz.

Nevertheless, because of the happiness I felt in the quiz results, my headache came back. It worsen while I study the story 'How my brother Leon brought home a wife' (is the title right?) Furthermore, while doing the quiz, my head really ached. In the end, my score is 0/10 (great right?)

But I still had fun. Even though I gone through all of those - trials (hehehehehehe...) I had fun in playing scrabble. I had fun being with my friends.

I went home happy, momentarily forgotten all the bad things that happened.

Right now, I am now worrying on what to do. Well, I guess, I wasted all my time complaining, that I happen to forgot to thank God to all the grace periods He had given me all these time. Men (I mean women) can be really blind, right?

I know all of the things that is happening around me has a purpose. I know, whether it is a good thing or a bad thing, that there is a reason that I opened my account here and typing my entry in the blog. In short, All things have a purpose according to the will of God.

I hope that something good may happen later on. I wish that may God hear my hopeful prayers. Because I am going to need it.

Lord, what is Your plan for me?

"For I know the plans I have for you" declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you a hope and a future." - Jeremiah 29:11

----------------> Guess I don't need a reason to question all of God's doings. He knows what He is doing, right?