I dunno. God know it all.

I think God is giving me a steak. I'll check first. I'll just have to enjoy our casual conversations for now. I hope it would be a good connection like friendships or business partners, if not romantic relationship. Let's see. I'll just have to think of now.

About Anj? Na-ah. Let her. I know she's hurting. But it's not a ticket for her to curse me repeatedly. I pity her though. I loved her. But now, I lost the respect. And the love? Probably little by little. I will just pray over her. May she find you God as her shepherd as she looks like a lost sheep.

God, let me see things more clearly day by the day. And give up on things that are out of my control. Please take care of my heart and mind; and let me see things in a clearer perspective. In Jesus name, amen!

Forget about her

She disrespected you in the first place. Don't chase her. She's been ignoring you even she knows that you sent her messages in Tiktok and SMS. She blocked you from everywhere. It's clear sign that she doesn't love you anymore. Leave her alone. Move on. Forget about her.

ENOUGH ROVE

I saw her profile in one of the dating apps.

1st reaction? なんで。

2nd reaction, "Let her be".

Enough Rove. Enough. Don't punish yourself anymore. Stop this madness! You deserve better. Don't fantasize someone who has already shown her true self to you.

Love is patient, Love is kind

At the end of the day, magisa na naman ako.
Walang kausap. 😅
2 nights in a row na walang kausap.
Sanay na dapat ako kasi ganito lang naman din buhay ko nung nag aaral ako, loner sa own room ko.
Pinagkaiba lang, buong bahay na ako loner. 😅

Pede ko naman daldalin si God at si Christ. Di nga lang sila sumasagot pero alam ko naririnig nila ako.

Hiling ko lang ngayon, makilala ko na yung babaeng pinagdadasal ko ilang taon na. Yung babaeng pakakasalan ko. Yung magkakapamilya ako. Yung dinestined sakin ng Universe at ni God.

Sa ngayon, need ko lang mag heal at mag move on. Para di ko mabitbit sa next relationship ko yung pain ng mga past relationships ko. At maiwasan ko na matrigger ako sakaling magkaron kami ng disagreements.

Thank you God for still keeping me alive. I love you so much.

Ktnxbye

She wasn't there when you needed her the most. She's always running away or blocking you when you are in disagreements.

She doesn't deserve you Rove.
Don't chase her. It's better to be hurt now then be happy later, than happy now then suffer later.

Fix yourself. Rise again.
It's part of life. To love someone then get hurt.
The most important thing is that we move on. We don't stop living.

Just cry it out now. Your heart will soon heal. Just pray for His healing and guidance.

In Jesus name, Amen!

Someday, my destined wife will arrive

Makakatagpo ka rin ng tao na mamahalin at ttratuhin ka ng tama.
Taong takot mawala ka.
Taong kahit ano pa pag aaway nyo, di ka iiwan.
Just believe in the Universe. God and the Universe are preparing that right person.
"I can do all things thru Christ who gives me strength."
You'll soon find your wife. The woman who will never give up on you, no matter what.
Woman who will show clearly their intentions to you. Woman who will show their love to you thru actions.
Soon I will meet you. For now, I just need to fix myself.

Ktnxbye

Sayang oras ko sayo. Di ka pala seryoso sakin.
Tigilan na natin tong kalokohan na to. Pagod na ko makipaglaro sayo Angellah.

Ayaw ko na. Ktnxbye. I will no longer chase emotionally unavailable people like you. Pagod na ko.