don't know.. hahaha!

wakaranai. wakaranai.

what i am currently doin' seems like non-sense. 

 gotta sleep now. haha.

bye bye!~

The Boys

ROFL day! XD

I couldn't help myself from laughin'. HAHAHA! really. XD
That event really made me laugh so hard. =)) XD
It's been already 5mos, so why your friends are still actin' that way... weird pips.. tsktsk. XD


Nyway, talkin' to Mae made my blood 'bout mySmile bursts again. Hahaha! Though I still don't know my next step at class start. XD
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By the way, I bought one shirt from Tribal, one cap from Human, and one hair spray paint. Haha. I was wit Michael. We went to Sta. Lucia and Robinsons. He bought his hair spray paint, hair wax, and headset for cosplay. Haha.


Then, I got no money anymore.. -_-" How will I buy my laptop this January.. I need school days for me to save some penny. Tsktsk.


And how will I join them at Puerto Galera this Jan 26. T_T I still need to get my mom's permission. Uhuhuhu. XD
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Tomorrow is the party. And I still don't have any number to show. Hahaha! Wish me luck! XD

Nothing is impossible with Him. =D

soooo TIRED!

Today's a very tiresome day!

Well, I am tired at this moment but I JUST CAN'T SLEEP! The noise of my lil sisters are soo annoying and can really drive you nuts!

I woke up 4:30 in the morning coz I need to go to church. Honestly, I was asleep during the sermon. I am sooo bad! Bad! Bad! Bad!

Then I watched "canvas2" 7:30 am after arriving from church. I juz gotta let my conscience calm down for a while. Then I called Regine and asked if she's going to school but she was asleep and her mom was the one who came.

I came to school together with my mom and my bro.
Surprisingly, I saw her mom talking to Ma'am Escobido! We'll you don't wanna know why...

I think I gave Roveann a shock. I called early before going to school and someone in their house answered and said that she's not home. I met someone and asked a favor to give Roveann "somthing". Well, I was planning on going to Regine's house to return her DVD personally so I agreed.

(They are neighbors you know, and their schools in college are not that far apart. They're like neighbors until college! How envious! ~.~" )

Then I was surprised too when I came by to their house and saw her. They just arrived from Taguig, and so I gave her that "something".

When I got home, I got dragged by my soo nice, sweet, and kind MOM. We went to Mapua, Land bank, Morning Star, Sta. Lucia, Marikina, Notary blah blah, and others! My mom is soo great isn't she? She manages to live her life going to Manila to Canada! sigh. (o yah, dat was an expression!)

I got home 7:30 in the evening and played endless until 8:45. O yeh, I got a new watch that's why I can tell the time. LOL!

And so I tried sleeping but its no use. When I lie down to my bed, my mind starts to replay the memories back when we were highschool. I really hate when that happens! I hate it coz I'll be starting to laugh by myself, and thats WEIRD!

So here I am typing,
typing,
typing,
typing,
typing,
typing,
typing,
typing,
typing,
typing,
typing,
yawn..
yawn..
typing,
typing,
typing,
typing,
sleeping,
sleeping,
sleeping,
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Man I can't SLEEP!

^.^

bye-bye to my fellow 4th yearz!

aww...
The end is near!!!

But it doesn't give you an assurance that you can't visit the house of your classmate and clean their ref. or meet them at the train station, you'll only acquire freedom from the faces of your classmates.

err.. right??

But on the other side, it's still sad because you need to befriend someone again who will allow you to copy from his/her assignment. That's hard! and I'm figuring a way on how to approach them.

Sigh
Sigh
Sigh

But there's one thing to say
to try to make yourself feel better
on the day of graduation...

"There is a time for departure even when there's no certain place to go."

haha! connetion? but if you'll try to look through it maybe you'll find that "connection". Corny...

Sigh
Sigh
Sigh

umm... that's all folks! and sayonara to all the graduates!
Maybe, I'll just skip grad huh?

if only I could...

You don't get it? well, me neither.

^.^"

allergies!!!

waaaaah! allergies!!!

after such terrible cough i had this past two months, i have now allergies! - wat da?!

first, it covered my whole feet, then legs, then thighs!
second, it covered my whole arms!
third, my back, neck, then my face!

i can't help myself but to scratch...waaaah!

i don't know really its cause...it may be from the food i've eaten or from the dust...i know i have my allergies into these things...

if it's from food, i can't figure out what food i ate...i guess it's not
if it's from the dust, i guess it is!

room is so filthy!
dusts are everywhere...esp. in my pc
unfiled papers are spreading in the racks...
my things are cluttered...
bedsheets, comforter, pillows, and huggable dolls were already more than two months old...i mean needed to be wash...

yuck! i guess i better clean up my room...um,,,maybe tomorrow...hehehe...

see yah! =D

errrr...baka! =D

asar! badtrip! stupid! jerk! errrr...

dami gagawin ngayong araw na toh! tapos dinagdagan pa ng mga usaping hinde maganda! asar! tapos sunud-sunod pa malas ko! ang malas ko talaga ngayong araw na toh! rarrrrr....

kung nawala lang talaga ako sa sarili ko, I've already killed all the people involved in Education!

kung wala lang ako self-control kanina eh, pinatay ko na si siopao! - lol!

kung wala lang talaga ako patience kanina, medyo maputi pa sana ako ngayon! - haha! lol!

errrrr....asar! ayaw ko na talaga mabuhay!!! - lol!

just nothin'

At last! I'm done with my assignment in Chem Investigatory! Yeah!

I just gotta need to memorize Proverbs 3 for our Values quiz on Tuesday. God bless us!

What I've watched this day: (nothin')
- Takeshi's Castle
- SOP
- Magic Kamison
- Love Me or Hate Me by Lady Sovereign
- Don't Matter by Akon
- I Wanna Love You by Akon feat. Snoop Dogg
- Keep Your Hands Off My Girl by Good Charlotte
- Grand Theft Autumn by Fall Out Boy
- This Isn't A Scene, It's An Arms Race by Fall Out Boy

Waha!

unusual talks...

wat on earth?! We didn't know that people can hear us from outside the window pane. wat da?!

No face anymore! Hate to see and remember those serious eyes again! Am I right Rosy?

My mom and I had a cruel conversation over the telephone this afternoon at the office. I laughed very loud and said many unpleasant words. Waha! But I'm not serious at all! I don't talk seriously to all people who are serious or a little bit angry.

How about the conversation before the telephone thing? Waaaaaah! Hope that no one has heard those things! We might be killed! Our reputation will just be putted into trash! - do we have? hahahaha!

But anyway, hope that they've not be able to hear those things. If they did, we're dead!

=D

few days to go...

Few days to go...I'm so excited to end up my days in school! I'll finally experience a wonderful vacation this summer! - I guess! Waha!

But projects are keeping us down. Priodical exam is fast approaching. Wat on earth?!

Hope that we could finish all the requirements we needed for this school year.

=D

unsignificant...significant...

I don't have any significant things to say. But I write it down anyway.

I don't know but I think I can't smell. I lose my sense of smell. Yes, I have a flu but I can breathe normally. It's just my sense of smell doesn't work.

I've done a few things in gardez la foi. And it has already 13 members. I hope that it'll increase before the school year ends, atleast. So that even though we're already in college, we can stay in touch to each other.

I'm doing now the project in Values. Hope that I could finish it today so that I may now start studying and memorizing tomorrow.

Significant:
My dad might not be able to go home this March for my Graduation day and for this summer. Just this afternoon, I heard my mom talking to her cell and I know that she's talking to my dad. I don't know if my dad will go home or not.

Aalisha's operation has succeeded and just need to wait for her complete recovery. Thank God!

twins...babies...

Yesterday, we went to my Ate's place. I finally met Aaliyah! She's so pretty! - like me! - lol! waha! Her twin sister was still in the hospital, under observation. I hope Aalisha will be able to get well soon. And I'm looking forward to have pictures of both of them!

But I was still thinking of the gift I gave to my Ate last Christmas. Waaaaaaah! We all didn't expect that the twins are both girl! All we know was they should be a boy and a girl. And they should born this March, not February. I think I gotta need to give another gift.... for both girls!

God bless! Our lil' twins! * I luv twins! esp. boy & girl* We'll take care of you! And welcome to the family! ;D

care...wierd...

Waha! I don't know what it is, but I gotta to believe this thing... When I was preparing this morning to go to school, I texted my mom asking about where she is. And I added "pls. txt bck!". After a minute, my phone rings, she was calling. I never thought my mom would call me up when I was just asking her to txt bck. She just asked me why. Then I told her about where she is. (after school) Then I got home, see something to eat. Woah! Lots of food - snacks! It looks like a grocery for a small sari-sari store! Yeah! I told her to buy some pancit canton and that's it - for our snacks. Then instead 5-7 pieces, it's a whole plastic. She also bought some sky flakes, Tomi, Boy Bawang and other biscuits. A lot of snacks! But unfortunately, she didn't buy my WAM! She forgot, she said. Waha!

Now, three of us have our own physical sickness. My lil' sis has rushes on her butt! - lol! My bro has bruise in his thigh and some peeled skin under his feet! - Ek! And I, got some severe cough and a light flu that I even sneeze twice right after I cough hard, then tears started falling from my eyes. Then my mom is getting somewhat wierd for me...Aha! I hope she's always like that! Inspite of her so many problems she's going through right now, she's still showing some affection towards us.

It's ok now for me even though she won't attend in our school's foundation day. Atleast I know that she does care for us. Yeah!

;D Thank you Father!

useless...

Why are they hiding some secrets from me? Or it is just I am who shows do-not-care attitude? Or it is just I'm not asking? Either of them all, I still have the rights to know about these stuffs.

I remembered the talks Karla and I had in Y.M. She had say about printing accounting that I do not know at all. I asked her what it is. Then our question and answer portion lead to her sermons. She said that why I didn't try to ask anybody when we're in school or I just don't care at all - about sorts of stuff. Then she had also say that I should talk even a little because my mouth is becoming useless. And why I can stand not talking for long hours - I might be deaf that's why. Then some people who are deafs are wishing to talk then I, who has given a voice to hear, do not talk at all. Hahahaha! Lol! Our conversation, I mean her sermons, is so fun! I just laugh, but I'm really can't help myself from laughing.

Yeah! I'm not fun of talking when I do not want to or I haven't anything to say. I talk a lot in the right place at the right time. And I also choose topics where I could say senseful things. I feel embarassed afterwards when I talk senseless things. I better love to listen than to talk. But it doesn't meant that I could not talk at all.

Getting away from the main topic... Ahhhhhh! They should have told me! But I think whether they have told me or not, I couldn't do anything at all. I'm just useless. I may be useless this time but someday I can be more than useful -waha! For now I need to be strong and not show any signs of cowardness or weaknesses, even though I'm just watching them.

;D

sweat...excitements?

I'm sweating...(do I said it correctly?) This is the time I saw myself again sweating like this after having watching cool movies - or I should say Anime - and getting excited. I'm sweating, aside from doing heavy works, when I'm feeling an extraordinary excitement!

I finished already the 40 episodes of The Law of Ueki - 11 more to go! And 9 episodes of Shuffle! - I don't know how many episodes it has. The Law of Ueki bursts my desire and love in having adventures! I love its 'protecting' stuffs! Adventures and protecting...that's me! Shuffle, on the other hand, makes me,,,,um,,,,eh,,,,,aha! I don't know! It's like the Anime, Ichigo 100%!

Accounting attempted me to feel dissolate (uh? wat's dis word?). I mean it tried me to feel uneasy. But luckily I am, I'm not yet recovered from the amusement of these Animes, especially Shuffle (the last Anime I watched).

Karla is so fun! She talks a lot! Even here in Y.M. Lol! Hope that she'll come down especially tomorrow. Hehehehe...

Waha! I hope that I could recover even a little so I could concentrate in reviewing this Geom.

See yah! ;D

lost in my mind...

I don't know but I guess I have something to tell. I have so many things to be post last days, but I didn't have enough energy to open up this pc.

(wat on earth this song is playing! - My Humps by B.E.P.)

Ok, wat's up? My mind is blocked. I want to think and I think I've got something to tell. But something saying me that I don't need and shouldn't to post it here.

Waaaaaaaaaah! I want to! But I can't! (another scene in my mind) What will I do? wawawa!

(Oh yeah! Cry Me A River Remix!) Cry a river for me! - wahahaha!

Right now, I'm just downloading some widgets...I don't have something to do. I want to watch the Animes they lend me, but my cd-rom was already dead!

hanging? wlang ending?

Of headaches and failing grades

It is now 9:34 in the evening... and I am not yet studying for the AP and El Filibusterismo exams. Well, let us just say that studying is really tiring and boring(?!) hehehehehehehehehe.

Anyways... I ruined my thursday morning by waking up 5:00... and knowing that 2 hours to go and I will have my English exams. Do you know why? because I haven't studied yet.

Bummer.

And to add to my sufferings... my mind was blank while answering the exam. Plus, my head was aching and our teacher is telling us to pass our papers (too much pressure to my aching brain.)

That is not the end of it.

After the English exam, I stilll have Physics quiz to worry about.

But thanks to God, I did well in the quiz.

Nevertheless, because of the happiness I felt in the quiz results, my headache came back. It worsen while I study the story 'How my brother Leon brought home a wife' (is the title right?) Furthermore, while doing the quiz, my head really ached. In the end, my score is 0/10 (great right?)

But I still had fun. Even though I gone through all of those - trials (hehehehehehe...) I had fun in playing scrabble. I had fun being with my friends.

I went home happy, momentarily forgotten all the bad things that happened.

Right now, I am now worrying on what to do. Well, I guess, I wasted all my time complaining, that I happen to forgot to thank God to all the grace periods He had given me all these time. Men (I mean women) can be really blind, right?

I know all of the things that is happening around me has a purpose. I know, whether it is a good thing or a bad thing, that there is a reason that I opened my account here and typing my entry in the blog. In short, All things have a purpose according to the will of God.

I hope that something good may happen later on. I wish that may God hear my hopeful prayers. Because I am going to need it.

Lord, what is Your plan for me?

"For I know the plans I have for you" declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you a hope and a future." - Jeremiah 29:11

----------------> Guess I don't need a reason to question all of God's doings. He knows what He is doing, right?

wat da?! lost en messed up...

wat da?! My day today is no good. We had two quizzes and it's all about math! I only answered 3 numbers out of eigth in Adv. Algeb. - waha! lol! And in Adv. Geom, I didn't get the answers with those two numbers - waaah! Both quizzes' answers are all not sure! I can't concentrate that much during Adv. Algeb, it's because of these things! - waha!

• My stomach hurts, even though I didn't feel of going to the c.r. neither I'm hungry nor it's my day. It won't be because of having the feeling of going to the c.r., I did it before going to school! - lol! I may be hungry, but I ate even a little before going to school and I know whether I'm hungry or what. It never be because it's my day, I'm already finished week ago.
• I feel my saliva drooling out - yuck! I mean I feel something blocking my throat - it's saliva! yuck! lol! - and I can't help myself but to cough even though I don't want.
  

wat da?! All I can say is I lost and messed up myself today.

wat da?! But I think I know the reason. I didn't pray after I woke up nor before going to school. It's just I lost myself to God. I guess, next time I need to wake up early so that I'll have enough time to pray and communicate with my Father.

play life or not?

3 of us included Rosy's brother played counter strike until 6:30 p.m. My mom was already calling me and I'm just ignoring it, afraid to be shouted.

We should have gone together in Marikina to meet my grandma (father's side). But I insisted that I'll just follow after an hour. But instead of an hour, it turned into 2 hrs and 30 mins. When we were just in the middle of the game, my mom was keeping on calling on my cell & texted me. I texted back after so many unanswered calls. Finally, we finished our game and answered my mom's call. Of course, what you'd expect? I can't stand her voice and shouting that I even keep a distance between my ear and my cell. But in the end, my mom called me for the last time with calm voice.

Honestly, I don't care whether I'll meet my grandma or not. And especially I don't want to go there at Marikina - so bored! This is the second time I met my grandma again - they said - but for me I think it's the first time. For my bro, it's also the second time - if he remembers; but for my sis, it's the first time. Then after so many talks and singing made by my lil' sis, we finally decided to go home - I was bored! But before we rode bicycles, my bro, my sis and my mom were talking so loud in front of a sari-sari store. I was just walking back and forth in the same direction. They made me little pissed off.

Before we rode a jeep going home, my dad called my mom in her cell. Of course they talked, then my mom handed me her cell so that I could talk to my dad. Whatever! - lol

Then, now, I'm home! (Wat da?!) I was just finished playing Harvest Moon in GBA.

work, work, work!

We've work on to our car project at one classmate's house. I went there at around 1:35 p.m. We ended up our work at around 10:20. Our project is not yet finished. Waaaaaaaaaah! We left our classmate's house at around 10:25 p.m. Three of us walked to find the shortcut to the VEEH gate. We have found the way out at exactly 10:52 p.m. Instead of finding the shortcut, we made long ways - waha! we were lost! Then, I arrived at our home at exactly 11:11 p.m.

It's already 2:42 a.m. I had a hard time doing the accounting homework, for I forgot that the deadline is before 12:00 a.m. and I didn't start anything yet. I used the jpeg format because my excel is not working. I've already made up 30 3D glasses.

Ok, it's already late. I gotta go! ;D

uh-oh!

I think there are things I wanted to say. I guess there so many that most of it were forgotten to post.

Ok, let's just start today. Or I may say what I feel today.

• I want to sleep. But my mind doesn't want to.
• Just before going home - sick! - I heard something. I don't want to remember it no more!
• And plus! After I had finish taking the test in Filipino and I'm about to review for Adv. Algeb, I hate what I heard!
• It's connected yesterday, when I was reviewing with Zyra at Rosy's chair. Waaaaah! I really hate to hear those things!

I hate all things that I heard today! Hey! Pls. just don't think about it!

Aw! I know that truth always sets us free. But what if truths will cage our happiness?

What do you prefer?
a.) you see everyone's happy but you're lonely. you sacrifice your happiness for the sake of others' happiness
b.) you're happy but there are people who is not. people will just forget their happiness for you.

Do you watch 'Abt ur luv' in Star Magic Presents in ABS-CBN every Saturday? It's somewhat related to one's 'happiness'. ;D

It's just give and take. Or I may say a battle that only one is a true winner. One must lose for the win of the other.

;D