so tired, so busy, en so expired..

Jan. 15.. Don't remember anythin'!! :)) Guess, it's all about KPop. XD

Jan. 16.. Went to mom's friends burial wit mom en rhea.

Jan. 17.. Dad's birthday. Haven't any gift. XD
Sched wat?

Jan. 18.. Sched sucks!
Saw mySmile. So? Smile doesn't mind.

Jan. 19.. Fixed da sched en attended da first Java Training meeting.
Tired. Tried to sleep but couldn't. Too many whirling thoughts in my head.

Help me oh God! I wanna take a leave, 3days is cool.

Nothing is impossible with Him. =D

2011, waitin' badly for you.

Attended church once again wit Michael en Rhea. I didn't tell Diann 'bout it.

After, we went to Sta. Lucia.

Ate a little at McDo. Waited for mom while lookin' 'round Department Store.

Then when mom arrived, I en Michael went to McDo once again to eat some rice. Mom gave me some penny. XD

Shop for some clothes for me, mom, and Michael; and footwear for dad and Rhea.

Went home happy though exhausted.

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Hate ugly pips. You already know who I am talkin' 'bout. -_-

Yes, I'm ugly too. That's why I don't wanna look for another ugly. Tsktsk. XD

2010, leave me alone. Soon, 2011 will enter into my life. 

A fresh start for me en ma fellas who stayed wit me thru thick en thin.

All damn moron pips who think they're at their best will die out in my memories.

Sorry, but you got no place in my resorvior. (don't know either if i have one. XD)

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I wanna love again. However, I couldn't seem to find the right person for me. Haha!

Yrekcah Van Helsing

Grand M0nde

Earth, Solar System

.........don't know wat to do.....

waha! why is both blogs out here in blogger looks so quiet.... nobody posted their entries neither at the blogs (gardez and ME)...

I think they're just so busy doing their own stuff...and the Graduation day is fast approaching...

but anyway, I should keep on writing out here...just spending my useless time! - hehehe...

waaaaaaaaaah! I don't know what to do now!!!

how about you? can you help me to find and try something new?

lost in my mind...

I don't know but I guess I have something to tell. I have so many things to be post last days, but I didn't have enough energy to open up this pc.

(wat on earth this song is playing! - My Humps by B.E.P.)

Ok, wat's up? My mind is blocked. I want to think and I think I've got something to tell. But something saying me that I don't need and shouldn't to post it here.

Waaaaaaaaaah! I want to! But I can't! (another scene in my mind) What will I do? wawawa!

(Oh yeah! Cry Me A River Remix!) Cry a river for me! - wahahaha!

Right now, I'm just downloading some widgets...I don't have something to do. I want to watch the Animes they lend me, but my cd-rom was already dead!

hanging? wlang ending?

play life or not?

3 of us included Rosy's brother played counter strike until 6:30 p.m. My mom was already calling me and I'm just ignoring it, afraid to be shouted.

We should have gone together in Marikina to meet my grandma (father's side). But I insisted that I'll just follow after an hour. But instead of an hour, it turned into 2 hrs and 30 mins. When we were just in the middle of the game, my mom was keeping on calling on my cell & texted me. I texted back after so many unanswered calls. Finally, we finished our game and answered my mom's call. Of course, what you'd expect? I can't stand her voice and shouting that I even keep a distance between my ear and my cell. But in the end, my mom called me for the last time with calm voice.

Honestly, I don't care whether I'll meet my grandma or not. And especially I don't want to go there at Marikina - so bored! This is the second time I met my grandma again - they said - but for me I think it's the first time. For my bro, it's also the second time - if he remembers; but for my sis, it's the first time. Then after so many talks and singing made by my lil' sis, we finally decided to go home - I was bored! But before we rode bicycles, my bro, my sis and my mom were talking so loud in front of a sari-sari store. I was just walking back and forth in the same direction. They made me little pissed off.

Before we rode a jeep going home, my dad called my mom in her cell. Of course they talked, then my mom handed me her cell so that I could talk to my dad. Whatever! - lol

Then, now, I'm home! (Wat da?!) I was just finished playing Harvest Moon in GBA.

know your limit...

wat da?! Why they don't just stop teasing me with those people?! It's ok, but the information is becoming known to public. It's ok that it's only lurking inside our group, unless it breaks the wall of the group and has reached the ears of people - I'll kill ya!

All of you guys! pls. know your limitation...

You don't know when I'm going to be pissed off. When that thing happens, expect that I won't answer you anymore.

P.S. Sorry for all the limits I extended for. Let me know if it's enough. I'll try to stop myself - self-control is my weakness, you know.

what's up? Argh...

Sick! Why is everybody showing up some low energy? I don't understand. I've done my best to set it up, but still why everybody is not cooperating? - intentionally or not.

Argh... I don't understand. When it comes to hanging out or going to mall, everybody is game. When it comes to anything that aren't so important, everybody is present. So why when it comes to serious things like project, everybody isn't available. Argh...

Yeah! I know that vacation should enjoy to the most. But there are things to finish up and prepare now. I don't want to scram especially when the deadline is near. I'm not that kind of person. I want to enjoy the time in waiting for presentation while the other groups are just starting preparing. But I know that all groups have already prepared their presentation. Argh...

I know that some people are so busy with their jobs - assigned by their parents or self jobs. But try to set up your schedules. Every person values their time, so please also value the time of others.

I don't want to be your enemy. I understand your reasons. But do also your best to cope it up even for once.

I've always gotten a fight or misunderstanding with my mom every time I'm telling her that we'll have projects to do and I need to go. Kung ako lang, di na q aalis eh. I better love to stay at home.

Argh... It's so hard to balance the time for family and studies. I'm always stealing a time in family just for studies. But I'm still not good at school. Argh...

But after all these things, my '07 wish will soon come true, maybe not now but someday - a family picture.

;D see yah!