beat me! kill me! ima mess.. -_-

Last day... All went good (hope so..) XD

Gave farewell messages to pips. 

Went to Baclaran church wit Kim en Carlo. Had some fun bonding at the bus. =D Was the first time I went there. XD Lit a candle--first time too. Hahaha! XD

Ate Goto wit them. Had fun.

Went home. Met my mom at LRT Santolan.Ate kwek kwek wyl waitin' for dem.

Had some verbal fight wit my mom wyl inside the car. -_- intense discussion 'bout my lost non-pro driver's license. darn! though she's the most loved person for me, I could still pick up a fight wit her. ~_~ XD

"No one has the right to hurt me, even my mom--the most loved person of my life. No one."

At home, prepared all the documents needed in order to claim the ATM cards tomorrow. *_* Thought someone stole my passbook dat's why I had some verbal accusations (not referring to anyone though) like speaking not good words. -_- *sigh* only to find out dat it was just kept hidden in a place where I put it. *big sigh* Hahaha! Beat me! Kill me! +_+

Nothing is impossible with Him. =D

errrr...baka! =D

asar! badtrip! stupid! jerk! errrr...

dami gagawin ngayong araw na toh! tapos dinagdagan pa ng mga usaping hinde maganda! asar! tapos sunud-sunod pa malas ko! ang malas ko talaga ngayong araw na toh! rarrrrr....

kung nawala lang talaga ako sa sarili ko, I've already killed all the people involved in Education!

kung wala lang ako self-control kanina eh, pinatay ko na si siopao! - lol!

kung wala lang talaga ako patience kanina, medyo maputi pa sana ako ngayon! - haha! lol!

errrrr....asar! ayaw ko na talaga mabuhay!!! - lol!

know your limit...

wat da?! Why they don't just stop teasing me with those people?! It's ok, but the information is becoming known to public. It's ok that it's only lurking inside our group, unless it breaks the wall of the group and has reached the ears of people - I'll kill ya!

All of you guys! pls. know your limitation...

You don't know when I'm going to be pissed off. When that thing happens, expect that I won't answer you anymore.

P.S. Sorry for all the limits I extended for. Let me know if it's enough. I'll try to stop myself - self-control is my weakness, you know.

let da paper be burnt...

Oh yeah! I've already burnt the battle in my heart. Thanks to the activity in bonfire. It's about writing all the things you want to leave in a paper and let it burn in the fire. Waha! The thing I burnt is about accepting failures without any battle to take because whether you win or not, nothing will change.

But I didn't get the look I received yesterday while we're having the activity in the auditorium. I don't understand. Is that person expecting me to give a 'paper heart'? (looks like the title of a song, Paper Heart by All-American Rejects - lol). Hope it's not that the reason. When that person looked at me, I just turned my head to the left trying to avoid the looks. Pls. don't expect me, I might fail to give it. Pls. just forgive me if you didn't receive any from me, 'coz I tried but failed. Ok, ok, enough is enough. It was all done! ;D

what's up? Argh...

Sick! Why is everybody showing up some low energy? I don't understand. I've done my best to set it up, but still why everybody is not cooperating? - intentionally or not.

Argh... I don't understand. When it comes to hanging out or going to mall, everybody is game. When it comes to anything that aren't so important, everybody is present. So why when it comes to serious things like project, everybody isn't available. Argh...

Yeah! I know that vacation should enjoy to the most. But there are things to finish up and prepare now. I don't want to scram especially when the deadline is near. I'm not that kind of person. I want to enjoy the time in waiting for presentation while the other groups are just starting preparing. But I know that all groups have already prepared their presentation. Argh...

I know that some people are so busy with their jobs - assigned by their parents or self jobs. But try to set up your schedules. Every person values their time, so please also value the time of others.

I don't want to be your enemy. I understand your reasons. But do also your best to cope it up even for once.

I've always gotten a fight or misunderstanding with my mom every time I'm telling her that we'll have projects to do and I need to go. Kung ako lang, di na q aalis eh. I better love to stay at home.

Argh... It's so hard to balance the time for family and studies. I'm always stealing a time in family just for studies. But I'm still not good at school. Argh...

But after all these things, my '07 wish will soon come true, maybe not now but someday - a family picture.

;D see yah!