Spoil oneself wid laughter

Yeah yeah yeah. Running Man is really entertaining. I don't get tired laughing all day.  Love it! 

Yeah. Bought sit-up bench. It's a thing to do if there isn't anything to do and so lazy to go to a gym.  (Does it make sense? Don't know! )

What else... Just roamed around the mall wid my sister. Bought a pair of jeans. (Another impulsive buying.  XD)

Stayed at Starbucks for a few minutes while playin' Shake.  (Yeah. GG! Haha.)

Tomorrow.. I mean later. XD I'm on NALA shift.  Haha.

Laugh. Smile. Laugh. Smile. Just spoil yourself.. Until you die! Hahaha!

to-do..to-do-not..to-do..hope so.. XD

Wha-what am I gonna do?

With all these junk, all these junk

Inside my mind?

Nothin'.

It's just..

Effort is really useless. Effort nga naman..

Resources too.

Recycle all the way na naman? Tsktsk. XD

Jigeumeun So Nyu Shi Dae. Appaereodo So Nyu Shi Dae.

Yongwonhi So Nyu Shi Dae. So Nyu Shi Dae, saranghae!!!

-Not between life and death-

Very Short Term Goals (This week):

- Gym later after 9 days of absence (I guess).

- Will received unit tomorrow.

- Gym on 30 'cause it's holiday! Yeah!~ 

Short Term Goals (Dec '11):

- Pay credit line bill using Dec salary.

- Buy SP Concert ticket for Jan '12.

- Will received GG's Japan 1st Concert Tour DVD

Long Term Goals (2012):

- Visit S.Korea.

- Take OCPJP on Jan.

Medium Long Term Goals (2013~):

- Visit another Asisan countries.

- Buy stocks, though small.

Uber Long Term Goals(~):

- Migrate to UK after 2-3 years.

Ginawang To-Do List? 

you're my <3

Dis day? Oh my!~ A very lovely and inspiring day.. Mahooo!~ Love is in da air~ Ahaha! XD

Wanna know why?

I watched mySmile dancin' live after sooo many years.. Though it's only a year or two have passed. XD
I LOVE IT!

Actually, we watched Crissa Synergy Finals Season 6 dance contest at MOA. It's a battle with two divisions-HS & College. Our school made an entry. Great job of them! Haha! I'm with Ros, Dianne, and Lei. As expected, days before, I told myself that I'll just watched mySmile from afar. And say 'hi & goodluck' from the audience. *sigh* I looked like a fan. XD
However, luckily, and I don't know how and why.. we found a good spot outside the barrier. In front of our spot is the place where mySmile and her colleagues were sitting. Wahaha! From there, I could take a good look at mySmile. Mahooo!~ XD

Before the show, I texted my fellas to text mySmile anonymously with some 'goodluck'. I don't want to text mySmile with goodluck because she knows my number. XD But in the end, I finally said goodluck. She just replied, 'thank u'. Very plain.. No emotions I guess? *sigh* XD

Though I was watching the whole dance number of contestants and special guests, no excitement showed in my face.. Not until our school's turn in the stage. I started screaming mySmile's name and huge huge smiles on my face. I didn't take my eyes off from her. XD

When mySmile was still in her sit, she kept on lookin' at our side. I told Dianne and Rose. I asked them if there's someone they know is sitting around us. Because I don't want to believe that the people mySmile kept on lookin' at were us. You know.. yaw ko mag-feeling.. XD That's a double stab if you're making yourself believe that the person you really like is lookin' at you where in fact, he/she is lookin' at somebody else beside you or around you. XD

After the contest, I texted her for the last time with 'Congrats! Galing niyo!'. She didn't replied since then to all my texts (though looked like GMs). XD

The last look I made of her before we went somewhere else to eat, is when she was just sitting straight in her chair and lookin' at the stage carefully. That side angle made me crazy the whole night and I guess until tomorrow. mySmile is so beautiful! My heart fell instantly in that last look I made.

Dianne went home. Lei, Rose, and I decided to eat at Teriyaki Boy. So fuuuull.. Haha! We ate and chatted for 3 hours. XD
And with that certain time, though we're enjoying a lot, mySmile's face tattooed in my mind. *sigh*

I arrived home at 2am. FB a little until 3am.

Though mySmile is so mysterious, I still like her. And I think I have fallen to her. *sigh*
However, she's just a dream. I'm not expecting for any responses from her. I don't wanna hope for I might get wrong expectations.
Yeah. Because she's mysterious, she might be liking someone else. I don't know! If that's so.. *sigh*

Busted na naman ako. XD I guess it's normal now to me. For my entire life, the people I really like or wanted never liked me too; or they've never been mine. (Aside from my ex. But dumped me still in the end. XD)
I guess that's really what life is. God doesn't give you the things you really like, wanted, or love; instead He gives you the things you don't like that much or you hate. That's the truth.

But it's fine! It's fine to be or stay in love though you never get the same love from that person. At least, that person gives you love, indirectly though, by being your inspiration. Right? Haha!

Grandia Van Helsing
Grand M0nde
Earth, Solar System

beat me! kill me! ima mess.. -_-

Last day... All went good (hope so..) XD

Gave farewell messages to pips. 

Went to Baclaran church wit Kim en Carlo. Had some fun bonding at the bus. =D Was the first time I went there. XD Lit a candle--first time too. Hahaha! XD

Ate Goto wit them. Had fun.

Went home. Met my mom at LRT Santolan.Ate kwek kwek wyl waitin' for dem.

Had some verbal fight wit my mom wyl inside the car. -_- intense discussion 'bout my lost non-pro driver's license. darn! though she's the most loved person for me, I could still pick up a fight wit her. ~_~ XD

"No one has the right to hurt me, even my mom--the most loved person of my life. No one."

At home, prepared all the documents needed in order to claim the ATM cards tomorrow. *_* Thought someone stole my passbook dat's why I had some verbal accusations (not referring to anyone though) like speaking not good words. -_- *sigh* only to find out dat it was just kept hidden in a place where I put it. *big sigh* Hahaha! Beat me! Kill me! +_+

Nothing is impossible with Him. =D