3 Decades of Adventures! (Happy Birthday!)

Hey! I got a birthday escapade for my 3 decades! 

Went to Batangas with family. I had bad migraine though on the first day that's why I was only sleeping the whole night from late afternoon. 😔 I was also not able to eat dinner because I got bad stomach (vomited the food I ate that time). The next day, Oct 17, I was able to eat well and swam in the morning! 😀 I don't know how to equalize anymore when I free dived. 😕

My phone's signal wasn't working from the time we arrived in Batangas on Friday. I received few SMS and miscall from Carol on Oct 16th. Then the only call and SMS I received on 17th are from Cha. I'm not sure what happened though. Haha! Cha has still a special space in my phone and in heart too. She's a family. 😊

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We celebrated again on the 18th, Sunday, at home with samgyupsal party and some Soju. This time with my father and other nephews who were left at home. 😁

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Also on this day, Carol finally said "yes" after few days of "thinking". 😅😆 We're now officially a couple. 😊 Not sure how will this work, the LDR. It's my first time. 😅 But I don't wanna pressure her or myself. Because it's pandemic, we know it's not possible to fly and see each other. Again, we have to be patient until the day we can see each other again in person. When we fell in love, we didn't put so much effort into it. It's like the destiny was working for us to talk and hangout (even virtually). And again, just like what she always say, "if it's meant to be, it's meant to be, whatever happens". But she was the one who first initiated and wooed me. Hahaha! Guess what? What's our call sign? (I didn't know at first that term, "call sign". Just learnt it from her. 😆) "LOVE" 😨 It makes me cringe every time. But I have no choice, that's what she wants. 😅

I'm still praying that I've already found my "The One" that God has been preparing for me. If Carol is still not the woman destined for me, I don't know anymore. Haha! I've already laid all my plans and my life to Him.

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Nothing is impossible with Him. =D

Usapang Yaman (daw) 😆

Aug 28, late afternoon, went out with mom and Rhea. Went to Sta Lu. Had a nice time. After doing what we need to do, ate at Shakeys and had funny conversations.

I told my mom that many foreclosures properties were up these days. And if only I have 2M cash, I will buy the one in Ridgewood. She said, “Hindi lang 2M ibibigay ko sayo pag nagkapera na ko.” 

Then it arrived to a discussion wherein once they got the pot, they will give each one of us siblings 20M. I said, I will buy many real estates with that 20M and have them rented out. Rhea said she’ll buy house and lot. 

Another discussion is about buy and sell in real estate. Told mom that I will try real estate. My luck might be there (aside from stocks). Mom said, “buy and sell tayo. Sosyo tayo.” Haha!

Another one is when dad goes to Palawan (assuming mom will be there most of the time). Mom told Rhea, “Ikaw mag-manage ng mga outlet.” Then I said, “Sakin mga paupahan.” Then Rhea rebutted, “Hindi. Sakin paupahan.” Tug-o-war. 😆 Then told mom, “Kay Ivan mo nalang pa-manage.” Then all laughed. Then discussed about the rules we will implement in the house rentals like imposing penalties for certain days late payment.

Before we get back to car, I told Rhea “Ay! Sa 20M, migrate na agad ako sa ibang bansa!” She said, “Kami rin ni Riri.” We told mom when we’re inside the car, then mom said, “Ay wag na! Bibigyan ko kayo 20M tapos lalayasan nyo lang kami.” We laughed. 😂

We explained that we will still visit PH and if ever they need accommodation, we have a house abroad. Mom said, “Kung may pera ako, mag-hohotel nalang ako no.” Hahaha!

Funny conversations. 😅

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Nothing is impossible with Him. =D

Summer Vacation (w/ Reflection)

Summer vacation in Palawan was a blast!!!~ Yeah!~ 

Thank you God. I was with my parents and siblings. 

First time that the whole family went to a far away place. HAHA.

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Hahaha. I told myself that when I got home from Palawan, I will never ever talk to LoveRain anymore. 

But why? Wae? Waeyo? Stop talking to me LoveRain.. 

Please don't make this difficult for me. 

Anyway, that will be the last time. 

My promises (though I don't make promises. -_-)

- I won't ever initiate a conversation to you anymore.

- If you ask something, I'll just give you a short, simple, and complete answer.

- It will be just one question, one answer.

 I don't know till when I'll do this. But... for now, let's do this Rove. 

STRESS!! +_+ XD

I wanna die.

I wanna kill myself.

I wanna.. Argh!!!

Stress!!!!!

It's killing me.

Wat to do. Wat to do.

Otoke.. Doushiyou..

My life's now a mess.

Couldn't explain it.

I hate what I'm feeling now.

My lil' sister is much affected. And so do I.

I just don't make it obvious. 

I think I gotta start preparing for myself in da future.

It's a disease. And it is spreading rapidly.

I hate it.

Age gap is very big.

It's not suitable in the eyes.

I hate it.

Why does it have to be like this.?

Why does He permitted something like this to happen.?

Wae? Wae? Doushite? Doushite?

I wanna go home now.!!! 

Or go somewhere else where I wanna be myself alone.

STRESS!!!! +_+

temporary happiness vs everlasting happiness.. don't know!

If it's gonna be true. Then I got no choice but to just accept it no matter how huge I am against it. 

What I acquire yesterday.. Though it makes really no sense because they're literally just wants..

(Back to the main topic..)

What am I gonna do? My dream of studying MBA in London might be like just a bubble. 

I love kids. But producing of these without plan makes me watever. You know what I mean.

I'm a very concerned human being. Though no matter how hard I'm convincing myself that I am not compulsory to help them,

I still do because I'm a human being. I'm selfless too. I know myself.

If someone really needs my help, he'll/she'll voice it out or not, I'm still goin' to help.

I'm a concerned human being. That's how God created me--to be sensitive to the feelings and thoughts of others.

If it will gonna be really true, my Plan B is to ask/plead for my auntie's sponsorship for my Masters.

I'll say that I'll pay them back after I have graduated and have a high-paying job.

I gotta really study hard to have a exemplary high-paying job. Then I'll work hard to be rich.

After that, there'll be no more problem about helping people around me--'cause I'm already rich.

About myself and my future life, specifically having my own family? 

Nah! I don't know. With the things happening to people around me make me not to think about such things anymore. 

Let all these things be unto Him. Let your will Thy be done, Oh God. 

tiis tiis muna.. :D

Has still some paper works after the HP Christmas Party at SMX Convention Center.  

It's okay though. RX entertains me anyway. 

I wanna play Laser Tag! +_+ 

I'm gonna look at the site of Laser Extreme for the pricing.

Then I'll reserve the whole arena for a day and invite all of my friends. 

Had fun in the party's Photobooths. 

Food is good too, especially the fish. 

Don't wanna think 'bout other people's issues.

Don't mind if they despise me or what.  

I have already decided. I'm goin' to buy the Sony Bravia, KDL-40EX720, 'cause I wanna have the PS3. T_T

And it's goin' to be a whole year gift to my family. 

Just like what Tal has said, tiis tiis muna.

I'll try my best to stay in my work for more than a year.

In order for me to save a lot for my future plans. 

So help me God. 

Well then.. See yah! 

wata life.. hate it.. really. +_+

Waaah! I really don't know now what to do in my life now! 

First of, I thought of bein' independent by findin' and rentin' my own apartment/room. But I don't want to rent or pay for my own home forever.  I can pay a monthly instalment for a condo while I live on my own. HOWEVER, how supposed my monthly salary be able to pay all of those things uh? Apartment monthly rent at the same time paying of a condo?!  Yeah life.. 

I really don't know now.. 

Bein' heartbroken is already given. No need to think 'bout it. 

Since I was born, I'm already a loser in that field. 

Why thought of livin' on my own? 

Since I started working, mom doesn't give me anymore. 

The only free things now are my shelter and foods when I'm at home. Besides that, nothin' more.

What's more? 

She told us when I was still at school that when we start workin', she will not ask for money from us.

But now, she does. However, I don't mind if I give all my salary 'cause I'm livin' in her house.

But then, she sometimes complains 'bout her cars' gas everytime she sends me to work using them.

Though I told her many times that I can commute on my own, she insists on bringin' me to work using her vehicles.

What am I supposed to do? Uh?  Stacked in these conversations. 

Aside from work I do at office,  there are other works I'm doin' at home.

Photocopying and some paper works 'bout my parents' businesses if there are.

I don't mind doin' all of these things. 

But I decided to start teachin' my youngest sibling 'bout the technical stuff in the computer.

So that when I'm not around, she can do it for our parents. 

What's more? 

They all think that when you start workin', you're already rich. 

Do you think my monthly salary is really that big? Uh?

Do think that if I live on my own, I can live a well-of life?

No, it's not. You're really wrong 'bout it.

My monthly salary is just enough for a single person to live accordingly.

So don't ask for more. Yeah life.. 

Sick en tired.. Life is really useless without its meaning.

And why every meaning should involve money? Uh? 

I really don't understand. 

Human beings are naturally greedy and selfish. 

My hatred to them is coming back little by little.

Hope it's not.. 

it does always repeat. it's fine though. =D

Wednesday...
Didn't remember much except for the usual routine, Java Training. -_- Tsktsk. Haha! XD


Thursday...
Three female artists of Eat Bulaga went to school's auditorium. APCDC danced a special number. Each and everyone of them got great moves--good dancers I could say. However, I was not quite satisfied with the choreography, especially the blocking. It was kind a little mess. Tsktsk. Sumimasen. I'm just being critical. XD


Bid goodbye to mySmile while watchin' from the audience. Haha.
Oh by the way, I saw mySmile X number of times during that day..close encounters. *sigh*
Feelings went back all over again.. But needed to trash all over again..


Watched APC Idol wid my roommate Kyla and friend Pudhang. =D


Friday...
Only Java Training.. No class in MinSyst. Yeah!~ Haha. Didn't watched Mr. and Ms. APC, instead went home.
Went to mall wid mom. Haha. Love it! Time wid my family member. =D


Saturday...
Attended seminar/talk about Corporate Appearance. I've learned quite a lot. And I enjoyed the talk. The speaker who is the Bb. Pilipinas-Universe 2002, has a great humor aside from being a good speaker.
When I arrived home, mom en Rhea are goin' out together wid Tita Lucy en Michael. I went wid them to Eastwood Libis. Then went to Sta. Lucia to eat at Sbarro. Yeah Italian!~ I was the one who suggested-actually forced my mom. XD

kawai gorgeous SNSD's Yoona, Tifanny, en Yuri

Nothing is impossible with Him. =D

a robot away from home

A ???? day for me... Haha.
Why?
IBM interview.
Then?
Didn't do anythin' in Java.
Uh?
My mind left me since I've LabCamera. -_-
HAHAHA!
It's funny dude. -_-

Today's highlight is ONLY SNSD Hello Baby. Though we've done many things 'bout school. XD
I love watchin' it. It takes my sadness, stress, loneliness, etc. away.. Also my energy for da day.

Chinese New Year in an hour...
So?

Nothin'! Just want to say Happy New Year to all Chinese pips out there!
Day after tomorrow, da day I'm always lookin' forward to in a week.
'Cause it's da day I'm finally home. Haha.
I love bein' at home.
Since I started livin' in this dorm, I'm becoming a robot as time goes by... XD
I feel secured when I'm at home. My lovin' family is there and so with Aaron. My family is my treasure. God gave them to me and I don't wanna ever lose them.
Oh my!~ I think I'm just gettin' home sick. -_- XD

Oh God. Let your will Thy be done. Until then I will always still do my very best. I will grab every opportunity you'll give to me in my life. I don't ever wanna have any regrets in life. So please help me oh God. Please cleanse my heart and mind from any unwanted things. Purify my thoughts with your love. Please overflow my heart with your never ending love. Help me in every decision I'm goin' to make in my life. 'Cause you know, I don't know anythin'. I'm just a mere person. In fact, I don't know what's goin' to happen to me each day. All I can do is to trust you. In Jesus name, Amen!

Grandia Vrualg
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