Beach house for the win!!! ^_^

I finally bought a residential land. It's not the usual residential lot a normal person can think of though.

It's a beach residential lot. ^_^ Love it!

Thank you God! Finally! To God be the glory!!! ^_^

I've prayed about this in the past and even forgotten about it after the heartbreak I had. But God has a different plan. 

I may not be able to buy a lot to start my own just yet. But I will have my own beach house in the future~! And I bought it not just for me, but also for my family. For us to have a vacation house here in Luzon, especially if one is unable to fly via plane.

And swerte naman ng next relationship ko. Haha! Meron na kaming getaway na malapit to unwind and relax if life is getting stressful. :)

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For now, I don't want to be in a relationship just yet. I want to enjoy my singlehood. Even though, I'm still praying for that one person God is preparing for me. Surely, she's also currently work-in-progress. In God's perfect time, we will meet and start a new chapter of our life. I'm not in a hurry. I will wait for that "the one".

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Nothing is impossible with Him. =D

No lovelife until I have more than 5M worth of assets

Felt so devastated. Why ? Why am I experiencing this again ?

(Rove, you asked for more predicaments from

God right? He's just testing your resiliency by targeting your weaknesses. You have to learn to overcome it and probably change your actions / mindset to be better.)

Okay. Have to think that it's part of His test. I need to be more compassionate and understanding to his children - and that includes チャ.

(Remember: God and Jesus know that Judas will betray them but They chose him anyway. Because They know his heart - deep within is a good person.)

Be like Christ. Grow in Christ. Seek God's guidance and He will make your path straight.

Okay. Should get back to being 'no messaging app' lifestyle. I don't wanna talk to anyone anymore except for my family. Got to delete again these Online Dating Apps I just downloaded now. 😒 Will get back to dating scene once the world has cured from this pandemic. Got to re-align my mind to my goals. My goals are more important than my personal lovelife. Got to be rich and have financial freedom before I reach the age of 40.

"No lovelife until I have more than 5M worth of personal assets."

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*Personal assets, because I already have more than 5M worth of assets from my parents.

Self-control and Patience

Yo!

You know the feeling? Feeling of wanting to send チャ a 'good morning', 'nakakain kana ba?', 'kamusta ka ngayon?', 'good night', etc., but you couldn't. That you have to control yourself. Because you might fed her up pa lalo. That you have to be more patient especially you said that you can wait for her even how many years it'll take.

Yes! I was able to wait for her for 18 years~, what is another few more years? Especially if she's the woman I would like to spend the rest of my life with. I hope that in time, my sincere intentions will reach her heart and mind.

I'm still in penitence. Now, my phone seems useless now. I don' have any social media nor messaging apps. Nobody to talk/chat to. I now only use my phone for Calm, Teams, and Bubblewitch apps. In my spare time, which is 80% of my time of the day, spend mostly for meditations, reading, and playing Bubblewitch. 

I can do it until end of 2020. Aja aja! Fighting!

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Went to vet for Copper's deworm, Api's deworm (next week 5-in-1), and Tiger's deworm and anti-rabies. Will be back to vet next week for the 4-in-1's 2nd shot of Moo, KatKat, and Rain.

*tap in the back* Good job Rove! ^_^

Nothing is impossible with Him. =D

temporary happiness vs everlasting happiness.. don't know!

If it's gonna be true. Then I got no choice but to just accept it no matter how huge I am against it. 

What I acquire yesterday.. Though it makes really no sense because they're literally just wants..

(Back to the main topic..)

What am I gonna do? My dream of studying MBA in London might be like just a bubble. 

I love kids. But producing of these without plan makes me watever. You know what I mean.

I'm a very concerned human being. Though no matter how hard I'm convincing myself that I am not compulsory to help them,

I still do because I'm a human being. I'm selfless too. I know myself.

If someone really needs my help, he'll/she'll voice it out or not, I'm still goin' to help.

I'm a concerned human being. That's how God created me--to be sensitive to the feelings and thoughts of others.

If it will gonna be really true, my Plan B is to ask/plead for my auntie's sponsorship for my Masters.

I'll say that I'll pay them back after I have graduated and have a high-paying job.

I gotta really study hard to have a exemplary high-paying job. Then I'll work hard to be rich.

After that, there'll be no more problem about helping people around me--'cause I'm already rich.

About myself and my future life, specifically having my own family? 

Nah! I don't know. With the things happening to people around me make me not to think about such things anymore. 

Let all these things be unto Him. Let your will Thy be done, Oh God. 

2012 Yeah!

Few hours left.. And it will gonna be another year! 

Two years of misery will come to an end soon.. Yeah!!

I gotta do my best as always. 

Ask for His guidance of course.

And most of all thank Him and His son for the wonderful days He has given me. 

2012! Here I go!!!~ Another dreams will be realized.

Thank you God and Christ for everything.

I love you and I always do. 

Thank you thank you thank you! No words can describe how much I thank you.

I love you and I thank you with all my heart. 

For more adventures in life, God and Christ. Yeah! 

completely wrong..

I'm gonna kill myself for this. 

I'm really broke now. Yeah I know. I'm a very impulsive person. Don't know why I still didn't change. It seems like I'm waiting for someone to change my ways--to control me for good. But I was completely wrong when I read this..

Christmas: God Changes Us by Jon Walker

"I've tried everything and nothing helps. I'm at the end of my rope. Is there no one who can do anything for me? Isn't that the real question?" (Romans 7:24 MSG) Have you figured out yet that a lot of times you are your own worst enemy?  It's your own reactions, your own fears, your own inadequacies that cause you to act in foolish ways. I know that's true for me. I need to be saved from myself because there are things I don't like about me, things I wish I had done differently, things I'd like to change. But I can't change them, not on my own power. I need an outside power source.  You may be saying, "I can change." I hate to say this, but you can't. In January, you're going to make a list of New Year's resolutions. And, by the end of January, that list will be in the dumpster. Why? Because you can't change on your own; you need God's power. You need a Savior; someone who can make the changes you can't make yourself.  Let me make an important point here: God never wastes energy. He doesn't waste effort on things that are unnecessary. In other words, if you didn't need a Savior, he wouldn't have sent one. The very fact that God sent a Savior means you need one. The truth is, if you are honest about it, sometimes you feel like your life is out of control. That's a pretty common feeling. Welcome to the human race!  The apostle Paul felt that way 2,000 years ago. Paul says this in the Bible: "I've tried everything and nothing helps. I'm at the end of my rope. Is there no one who can do anything for me? Isn't that the real question? The answer, thank God, is that Jesus Christ can and does"(Romans 7:24-25 MSG).That's the answer! Let me be honest with you. You may be looking for salvation in the wrong places; that's why you're frustrated. You're looking for that one thing that's going to give you fulfillment and meaning and peace in life.  Some of us think that if we could just get married, or if we could just get a certain job, or a promotion, or attain a certain level of wealth, or have a baby — or if our babies would grow up and graduate! — things would be great. You're looking in the wrong places.  A lot of people are looking for salvation in a self-help book. Or they're looking for it in therapy or in a fad or diet. Or they're looking for it in a vacation: "If I could just escape to Tahiti, everything would be great." The problem is that if you go to Tahiti, you're taking you with you!  The answer is not in a place. It's not in a program or a pill. The answer is a person: Jesus Christ. You were made by God and for God, and until you understand that, life is never going to make sense. How would your life change if you fully accepted your dependence upon Jesus? What would a "fully accepting" faith look like?

I don't need a far-away vacation place just for me to find myself. I need Jesus Christ. In Him, I'll be able to find the rest and peace I'm looking for.

I don't need to wait for a person to change me for good. Christ is always there-waiting for me to go to him.

I need Jesus Christ. I need God. I need them in my life. 

Why I didn't think of it in the first place.. 

I'm sorry God and Christ. Now I know.

Please help me... You are the only one who knows what's really happening to me.

Though I don't understand myself, you yourself know it fully.

Thank you. I love you. 

who do they think they are..uh?

I hate those people (in my mind). 

I hope I don't see them anymore. 

(Especially that person. Over my dead body. The other person is fine. As long as he'll changed his ways.)

In the end, they're a piece of crap to my eyes.

To be safe, hope they won't show their faces anymore.

I love you God. I love you Christ. And I love myself. 

Leikeze Van Helsing

Grand M0nde

Earth, Solar System

Brain Dead +_+

I've already done with my application in CPI (Computer Professional Inc.) this whole day. I had two exams-the latter one is brain busting though it's the same as SVI's (Software Ventures Intl.) Harvard Exam. 

After passing these two exams, interview right away. All of these were just today and I became dizzy for a while after thinking for long hours (3hours). Di ako sanay magisip ng 3hours straight. 

 Hahaha! XD

IBM called me while I was havin' my 2nd exam this afternoon. Asked me for a position in SAP-ABAP Trainee-though my knowledge are in Java and SQL. 

 Tsktsk. Even though, it's okay. 

I have a scheduled interview tomorrow in the afternoon at ACTS (AEONS Credit Technology Systems) after passin' their exam last Saturday.

I received an e-mail from AWS (Advanced World Systems Inc.) and scheduled me for an exam on Thursday mornin'.

I'm still waiting for Accenture Navitaire's updates about my application. I already had my exam and two interviews there. Two more interviews if I can proceed with the process.

Thinkin' now all the applications I passed to numbers of companies makes me dizzy. Aside from the companies I mentioned in this entry (more than half) were failed-mostly because of programming exams. 

 Hahaha! XD

I can now say that I've already experienced all of the different kinds of examinations a company can offer in an employment. Haha! XD

Still, I just need to do my best and He will do the rest. Fight-o! Aja aja fighting! Yeah!~ In Jesus name, Amen! 

 

Yrekcah Van Helsing
Grand M0nde
Earth, Solar System

sched since i arrived home

Schedule (since I arrived here)

Sunday: HP7 wid Rhea en Michael

Monday: Emerson @ Mandaluyong. Took the interview.

Tuesday @ PSE: Azeus. Took the 1st exam.

Wednesday: Fujitsu Ten Sol'n Ph @ PSE. Made to the 2nd exam but then failed it.

Thursday: Smart Wireless Center @ Makati. Took the exam in Java but failed it.

Friday: Accenture. Took the exam and passed it.

Monday:

9am - Software Ventures Int'l @ Ortigas. Will take the exam.

11:30am - Smart Wireless Center. Will take the SQL exam.

Tuesday (Optional):

MISYS @ Makati for exam (walk-in).

If I'll be lucky tomorrow, I might have three companies to choose from (Accenture, Smart, and SVI). But then, let His will thy be done. 

After 3mos of solid vacation, I started reviewing my lessons last Thursday (after I failed the Java exam in Smart). XD I am both reviewing the SQL (yesterday) and Java programming (since Thursday night).

I will still do my best in the exams and so with my reviews. I know He'll be there to give me enough knowledge, wisdom, and strength. I should be a positive thinker! Aja aja fighting! 

Yrekcah

Faith of Life in SG

Yeah! It's already a week since we arrived here in SG. For the whole week, all we did were walk, walk, walk, and walk. We're kinda busy and exhausted. No food and water most of the times. Haha. I and Kuya Jay went to a lot of agencies and companies directly. And this week, what we left to do is just to wait for calls from all the sites, companies, and agencies we gave out our resume. XD

Just today, I have realized that there's no need to think about my pride. What's wrong if I'll get a job that's not related to the course I've finished? If I have to think about it, one of my ultimate goals is to be a CEO of one's company or of my own company. Being a CEO of other's is kinda blurred that's why I'll go for the CEO of my own company. Working here in SG will help me save money for future investments in PH.

Oh God, let Thy will be done.

Yrekcah Van Helsing
Grand M0nde
Earth, Solar System