busy schedule, i love it.

Sometimes.. It felt like I wanna give up. 

どうして? I guess, one of the reasons I joined Groove in the first place has become useless.

なにこれ? Denise quit the job of being our TL. 

と? We will no longer have 1-on-1s. 

でも。。Yes, Denise is still part of our team. 

Anyway, let's wrap it up.

Orange is becoming difficult. 

Maybe because of tight schedule? 

I barely have enough sleep  every Friday and Saturday.

There are a lot of things I wanna do. 

I know you know it fully.

There is still shooting practice I gotta attend to - if I'm doing nothing. And it's supposedly Sundays.

Every Saturday is only for Groove.

Bout movies, Anime,  series, etc? Guess when I get home after work.

Busy schedule. A lot of things I need to do.

And I chose them. Why complain? No, I shouldn't.

In fact, I like it. I like making myself  busy. 

がんべれよrove-さん~! 

Adios Patria Adorada..Region Del Sol Querida.. XD

I got no time to get jealous anymore.

Because all the persons that I end up liking never had a chance to try to like me too.

Tss. In my wildest dreams.  

Nyway, I should be already get used to it. 

Adios!

thanks, my TL

Watever you say and watever you do, you make me smile. 

Thanks for that. 

It's been such a long time since I last smiled like that.

I am always smiling at night until I fall asleep.

But then, I got to stop thinking that I like you so much.

And especially, should stop thinking that I already fall in love. 

It will only makes me sad again after sometime.

Yeah. 'Cause I know that I'll get broken-hearted in the future if I continue doing this.

But thanks a lot, my Team Leader.

You'll always be a person to look up to. 

R-O-V-E heart

I miss Dalmatian. ~_~ I really like the songs in their 1st Mini Album.

I wonder where they have gone. 

I love myself. 

Wala na kasi masabi. 

At wala rin masabihan. 

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April 20 or 27?

Whichever be my choice is, it's still be difficult on my part.

Because I'll be the Primary DM for these weeks. 

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I love you Rove. So much.

You're the best.

You're cool.

You're kind-hearted.

You're cute.

You're good looking.

You're funny.

You're respectful.

Most of all, I love you with all my heart and mind, Rove.

- God, Jesus, and Rove

honto ni suki desu yo L

I love the person who loves YoonA.

I don't seem look like serious but I do. If only I got the courage to tell you how much I like you-into the extent of falling in love with you thrice.
If life only wants us to be just friends, I'm fine with it. As long as I'll be one of your best of friends.

I was tryin' out the urban legend I saw in one of the Anime. Putting your love interest as your phone's wallpaper for three weeks without anyone noticing it.
I don't believe on these kind of things but I just wanna try. In fact, it's the very first time I've done this.
A lot of things I've done for the very first time-for the person I like so much.
But then, I know it's just feelings. When a feeling didn't return back, it'll be depleted soon.
And another unlucky thing for rove.

wata life.. hate it.. really. +_+

Waaah! I really don't know now what to do in my life now! 

First of, I thought of bein' independent by findin' and rentin' my own apartment/room. But I don't want to rent or pay for my own home forever.  I can pay a monthly instalment for a condo while I live on my own. HOWEVER, how supposed my monthly salary be able to pay all of those things uh? Apartment monthly rent at the same time paying of a condo?!  Yeah life.. 

I really don't know now.. 

Bein' heartbroken is already given. No need to think 'bout it. 

Since I was born, I'm already a loser in that field. 

Why thought of livin' on my own? 

Since I started working, mom doesn't give me anymore. 

The only free things now are my shelter and foods when I'm at home. Besides that, nothin' more.

What's more? 

She told us when I was still at school that when we start workin', she will not ask for money from us.

But now, she does. However, I don't mind if I give all my salary 'cause I'm livin' in her house.

But then, she sometimes complains 'bout her cars' gas everytime she sends me to work using them.

Though I told her many times that I can commute on my own, she insists on bringin' me to work using her vehicles.

What am I supposed to do? Uh?  Stacked in these conversations. 

Aside from work I do at office,  there are other works I'm doin' at home.

Photocopying and some paper works 'bout my parents' businesses if there are.

I don't mind doin' all of these things. 

But I decided to start teachin' my youngest sibling 'bout the technical stuff in the computer.

So that when I'm not around, she can do it for our parents. 

What's more? 

They all think that when you start workin', you're already rich. 

Do you think my monthly salary is really that big? Uh?

Do think that if I live on my own, I can live a well-of life?

No, it's not. You're really wrong 'bout it.

My monthly salary is just enough for a single person to live accordingly.

So don't ask for more. Yeah life.. 

Sick en tired.. Life is really useless without its meaning.

And why every meaning should involve money? Uh? 

I really don't understand. 

Human beings are naturally greedy and selfish. 

My hatred to them is coming back little by little.

Hope it's not.. 

never be the same again

I will never be the same again. Enough is enough. I already had it all.

I'm just a human being, getting more will not be good. 

I love So Nyu Shi Dae! Saranghae!~ 

Forever I will be a Sone! 

Shojo Jidai. Dai suki da yo!!!~

Ganbare yo Rove!

Kawawa ka naman Rove.. Tsktsk.  Ayos lang yan..  It's part of life. 

He's always there naman eh. So don't you worry.  He'll never leave you nor forsake you. His love is bountiful. No need to ask for more. Always keep that in mind.

Si J***** or L*** lang yan.. They're just merely human beings. Though I know you still have feelings for J, I know you can get over with it.. In 5 mos, believe me. 

And also, Girls' Generation was given to you by Him. Don't think about what's gone, think of what's left. Oki? 

Just listen to the girls' music  everytime you're down. It'll surely lift you up. 

Rove, aja aja fighting!  Ganbare yo! 

Yrekcah Van Helsing

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