Work work work. Working like a s____.

Na-sstress na ko sa work. It started in the second half of July. Ngayon ko lang ulit naramdaman na nag-wowork talaga ko. In my stay sa former team, I only felt working twice. At hindi pa yun kagaya ngayon. But now, I really felt the pressure at the same time, stress. It's like I was only working to catch someone else, meet their wants, and satisfy them. What I really got into? T_T Also, I don't like this kind of pressure. It's like people are saying, "You should already know them." Hello? I'm just new. Though it's not a right to blame because of being "new", I'm still new. There're still lots of things I need to learn - lots of technical terms. I said "yes" to this responsibility because I wanted to learn and experience new things. But assuming that I should have already known, it's a different thing. It's not just weekdays I work, I also work during weekends. It's a family business. Life is really pressuring me right now..with all the responsibilities. I need to take a week off~! Think only about myself. Think about what I really like. Think about my dreams. I need a week off away from all of these things!!! -- Nothing is impossible with Him. =D

work hard, play hard ;D

Denise V. The perfect girl for me.

The only girl I wanna see.

There's no other girl in the world.

That fits to me perfectly.~

But if you are not. And can't be mine.

Then just let me look at you with a smile.

Anyway, I hope that I'll be able to meet someone like you.

And wishing that she would like me too.~

Haha! Just watched Running Man Episode 99. 

It feels good to dance and perform. Yeah. Groove! Haha.

After X years, I was able to play badminton again (though after games). XD

R-O-V-E heart

I miss Dalmatian. ~_~ I really like the songs in their 1st Mini Album.

I wonder where they have gone. 

I love myself. 

Wala na kasi masabi. 

At wala rin masabihan. 

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April 20 or 27?

Whichever be my choice is, it's still be difficult on my part.

Because I'll be the Primary DM for these weeks. 

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I love you Rove. So much.

You're the best.

You're cool.

You're kind-hearted.

You're cute.

You're good looking.

You're funny.

You're respectful.

Most of all, I love you with all my heart and mind, Rove.

- God, Jesus, and Rove

tiis tiis muna.. :D

Has still some paper works after the HP Christmas Party at SMX Convention Center.  

It's okay though. RX entertains me anyway. 

I wanna play Laser Tag! +_+ 

I'm gonna look at the site of Laser Extreme for the pricing.

Then I'll reserve the whole arena for a day and invite all of my friends. 

Had fun in the party's Photobooths. 

Food is good too, especially the fish. 

Don't wanna think 'bout other people's issues.

Don't mind if they despise me or what.  

I have already decided. I'm goin' to buy the Sony Bravia, KDL-40EX720, 'cause I wanna have the PS3. T_T

And it's goin' to be a whole year gift to my family. 

Just like what Tal has said, tiis tiis muna.

I'll try my best to stay in my work for more than a year.

In order for me to save a lot for my future plans. 

So help me God. 

Well then.. See yah! 

wata life.. money + relationships + stuffs + ...etc.

I really don't understand L. Sometime I would want to ask L straight 'bout what's the problem. 

Ask the schedule.

I thought L will show up to get the business L wanted.

But no shadow was seen.

It keeps on repeating.

I even waited for L in Market2x last Nov30.

It's fine to though 'cause we walked around and saw Yuri.

But then, it's someone a pain if I'm going to consider it.

Fortunately, I really don't mind.

'Cause you know, I'm expecting anything now in my life. 

This coming week, if L is going to show up.

I'll just ask my friend to get the business L wanted to hand to me long time ago.

Maybe L just wanted to see my friend and just using me. Haha.

Nyway, I don't mind 'cause I don't care.

It's really obvious since College days. That's why It will not be a shock anymore. 

We went to day to Tiendesitas.

Watched the event of RX Rhythm Street.

Failed to find Ragdoll at Pet Village. 

Maybe I'll be able to have it when I go to other country. 

Went to SM Marikina afterwards.

Saw the 46" TV I would like to buy for our guest room.

I want to get rid of the big stuffs there. 

Of course, I will not tell it to my mom.

'Cause surely, she'll shout at me and scorn at me me. Haha.

I don't care if my mom will get angry at the time I already have that TV. 

Went to MAC store and I would like to buy iPod Nano.

But then, it will be a least priority 'cause I don't have money. 

There's also a bluetooth headphone.

But then, i's gonna be a least priority. 

Bought an external dvd-rom but unfortunately, my installers are gone. 

Thanks for cleaning up my room soooo good. 

Life is really...good.

As time goes by, I'm being careful with my money.

If I held my money tight back on College,

this time, money's gonna be so tight in my hands. Haha. XD

Maybe noone will believe me. Haha. Even myself, I don't. 

But let's just see. 

sick or what?

Yeah. I feel like I am not feeling well; even my body is in good condition (lack of sleep though). 

Guess emotionally and mentally. 

(Pause. Got to continue in reviewing the notes I've made)

If I won't be able to see the Girls' Generation, I guess the right time hasn't come yet.

Simple Plan.? HE gave me another chance (3rd chance I supposed) to see them on January. 

I'm already working but I still think sometimes like a kid because of my "non-sense" spending.  What am I supposed goin' to do, uh? I think for this span of time, I lost my purpose for a while. Tsktsk. 

So Nyu Shi Dae and Simple Plan are my human savior. God gave them to me. 

Gotta work now. (A lot of things I need to study.) Sayonara!~ 

NEO, a laptop?

Yo!

Haha. Tomorrow is supposed to be my scheduled New Employee Orientation-based on the e-mail I received today-and not this day.  If only I knew that tomorrow is my orientation, Oct. 3 would be my rest day.  And now, got no choice but to report to my workplace tomorrow.  XD

The good thing is, I met new two friends and my three schoolmates. 

See you then! がんばれよロビ-ちゃん! 

Ganbatte ne!