worst thing I found out

Stay away from me..!! You freak!!

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Just found out recently that the worst thing I ever met in my entire life is also working in the same roof as I am. 

Get lost! Don't let me see you in my NewsFeed anymore... You prick.  XD

I already forgiven you and myself. But don't ever ever ever let me see you even once. Arasseo? Wakaru?

Tss.. Thanks! 

[5-23-2010] Conversation sa YM

My Angst For You.

'Letting go doesn’t mean giving up, but rather accepting that there are things that just cannot be.' -In your face!

'Tama nga ang sagot, mali naman ang tanong.. :|' -Watever dude! Di kita maintindihan kaya wag ka gumanyan. -_-

Can we pretend that airplanes. In the night sky. Are like shooting stars. I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now) [Airplanes lyrics] -Fuck off!

Damn you!
Pakamatay kana!
Wala kang kwentang tao!
Tokis ka!
Paasa ka!
Tae ka!
Fuck you!
Get lost!
Don't want to see your ugly face anymore!
Don't show your self anymore!

Sowee. XD Napalitan lang ng galit ang dating nararamdaman. :)) XD
That's how much I hate you now. Wahaha! XD

In your face! XD

Kung naging lalaki lang ako, hindi rin kita liligawan. In your face! Hahahaha! XD

---Icky Question---

Is it possible for someone to be in love to their own relatives?

What's on my mind:

Umm, yeh possible but don't you find it WEIRD and ICKY???

for example, in onegai twins, the girl is in love to her own brother.
in sister princess, the girl is in love to her own brother.
in canvass, the girl is in love to her own cousin.
in... uhh.... there are other animes but, I can't remember..

But, it simply states to GUARD your HEART! Well, something like that...
It's what pastor preached when we were in highschool...

somethings really wrong here...

anywayz, GOD BLESS to all!
Im kinda feelin sleepy now...

^.^

.........don't know wat to do.....

waha! why is both blogs out here in blogger looks so quiet.... nobody posted their entries neither at the blogs (gardez and ME)...

I think they're just so busy doing their own stuff...and the Graduation day is fast approaching...

but anyway, I should keep on writing out here...just spending my useless time! - hehehe...

waaaaaaaaaah! I don't know what to do now!!!

how about you? can you help me to find and try something new?

allergies!!!

waaaaah! allergies!!!

after such terrible cough i had this past two months, i have now allergies! - wat da?!

first, it covered my whole feet, then legs, then thighs!
second, it covered my whole arms!
third, my back, neck, then my face!

i can't help myself but to scratch...waaaah!

i don't know really its cause...it may be from the food i've eaten or from the dust...i know i have my allergies into these things...

if it's from food, i can't figure out what food i ate...i guess it's not
if it's from the dust, i guess it is!

room is so filthy!
dusts are everywhere...esp. in my pc
unfiled papers are spreading in the racks...
my things are cluttered...
bedsheets, comforter, pillows, and huggable dolls were already more than two months old...i mean needed to be wash...

yuck! i guess i better clean up my room...um,,,maybe tomorrow...hehehe...

see yah! =D

hate...want...nothin' to say...

busy busy busy! just trying to be busy...wahahaha!

i hate to speak!
i hate to work!
i hate to do all these crazy stuff! esp. out of my wants...
i hate to live no more!

waha! i hate all! i'm a hater! - waha! so evil...

i want to sleep!
i want to eat!
i want to play all day long!
i want to watch until cinema shuts down!
i want to listen to music!
i want to sing until i'm out of voice!
i want to dance until my bones break down!
i want to do fun things!
i want to travel and have adventures!
i want to die!
i want to go to heaven now!
i want to get all i want!

waha! i want all! i'm a spoiled brat! - waha! so evil...

P.S. I just haven't anything to say...lol! hehehe...

errrr...baka! =D

asar! badtrip! stupid! jerk! errrr...

dami gagawin ngayong araw na toh! tapos dinagdagan pa ng mga usaping hinde maganda! asar! tapos sunud-sunod pa malas ko! ang malas ko talaga ngayong araw na toh! rarrrrr....

kung nawala lang talaga ako sa sarili ko, I've already killed all the people involved in Education!

kung wala lang ako self-control kanina eh, pinatay ko na si siopao! - lol!

kung wala lang talaga ako patience kanina, medyo maputi pa sana ako ngayon! - haha! lol!

errrrr....asar! ayaw ko na talaga mabuhay!!! - lol!

just nothin'

At last! I'm done with my assignment in Chem Investigatory! Yeah!

I just gotta need to memorize Proverbs 3 for our Values quiz on Tuesday. God bless us!

What I've watched this day: (nothin')
- Takeshi's Castle
- SOP
- Magic Kamison
- Love Me or Hate Me by Lady Sovereign
- Don't Matter by Akon
- I Wanna Love You by Akon feat. Snoop Dogg
- Keep Your Hands Off My Girl by Good Charlotte
- Grand Theft Autumn by Fall Out Boy
- This Isn't A Scene, It's An Arms Race by Fall Out Boy

Waha!

unusual talks...

wat on earth?! We didn't know that people can hear us from outside the window pane. wat da?!

No face anymore! Hate to see and remember those serious eyes again! Am I right Rosy?

My mom and I had a cruel conversation over the telephone this afternoon at the office. I laughed very loud and said many unpleasant words. Waha! But I'm not serious at all! I don't talk seriously to all people who are serious or a little bit angry.

How about the conversation before the telephone thing? Waaaaaah! Hope that no one has heard those things! We might be killed! Our reputation will just be putted into trash! - do we have? hahahaha!

But anyway, hope that they've not be able to hear those things. If they did, we're dead!

=D

few days to go...

Few days to go...I'm so excited to end up my days in school! I'll finally experience a wonderful vacation this summer! - I guess! Waha!

But projects are keeping us down. Priodical exam is fast approaching. Wat on earth?!

Hope that we could finish all the requirements we needed for this school year.

=D

unsignificant...significant...

I don't have any significant things to say. But I write it down anyway.

I don't know but I think I can't smell. I lose my sense of smell. Yes, I have a flu but I can breathe normally. It's just my sense of smell doesn't work.

I've done a few things in gardez la foi. And it has already 13 members. I hope that it'll increase before the school year ends, atleast. So that even though we're already in college, we can stay in touch to each other.

I'm doing now the project in Values. Hope that I could finish it today so that I may now start studying and memorizing tomorrow.

Significant:
My dad might not be able to go home this March for my Graduation day and for this summer. Just this afternoon, I heard my mom talking to her cell and I know that she's talking to my dad. I don't know if my dad will go home or not.

Aalisha's operation has succeeded and just need to wait for her complete recovery. Thank God!

care...wierd...

Waha! I don't know what it is, but I gotta to believe this thing... When I was preparing this morning to go to school, I texted my mom asking about where she is. And I added "pls. txt bck!". After a minute, my phone rings, she was calling. I never thought my mom would call me up when I was just asking her to txt bck. She just asked me why. Then I told her about where she is. (after school) Then I got home, see something to eat. Woah! Lots of food - snacks! It looks like a grocery for a small sari-sari store! Yeah! I told her to buy some pancit canton and that's it - for our snacks. Then instead 5-7 pieces, it's a whole plastic. She also bought some sky flakes, Tomi, Boy Bawang and other biscuits. A lot of snacks! But unfortunately, she didn't buy my WAM! She forgot, she said. Waha!

Now, three of us have our own physical sickness. My lil' sis has rushes on her butt! - lol! My bro has bruise in his thigh and some peeled skin under his feet! - Ek! And I, got some severe cough and a light flu that I even sneeze twice right after I cough hard, then tears started falling from my eyes. Then my mom is getting somewhat wierd for me...Aha! I hope she's always like that! Inspite of her so many problems she's going through right now, she's still showing some affection towards us.

It's ok now for me even though she won't attend in our school's foundation day. Atleast I know that she does care for us. Yeah!

;D Thank you Father!

useless...

Why are they hiding some secrets from me? Or it is just I am who shows do-not-care attitude? Or it is just I'm not asking? Either of them all, I still have the rights to know about these stuffs.

I remembered the talks Karla and I had in Y.M. She had say about printing accounting that I do not know at all. I asked her what it is. Then our question and answer portion lead to her sermons. She said that why I didn't try to ask anybody when we're in school or I just don't care at all - about sorts of stuff. Then she had also say that I should talk even a little because my mouth is becoming useless. And why I can stand not talking for long hours - I might be deaf that's why. Then some people who are deafs are wishing to talk then I, who has given a voice to hear, do not talk at all. Hahahaha! Lol! Our conversation, I mean her sermons, is so fun! I just laugh, but I'm really can't help myself from laughing.

Yeah! I'm not fun of talking when I do not want to or I haven't anything to say. I talk a lot in the right place at the right time. And I also choose topics where I could say senseful things. I feel embarassed afterwards when I talk senseless things. I better love to listen than to talk. But it doesn't meant that I could not talk at all.

Getting away from the main topic... Ahhhhhh! They should have told me! But I think whether they have told me or not, I couldn't do anything at all. I'm just useless. I may be useless this time but someday I can be more than useful -waha! For now I need to be strong and not show any signs of cowardness or weaknesses, even though I'm just watching them.

;D

sweat...excitements?

I'm sweating...(do I said it correctly?) This is the time I saw myself again sweating like this after having watching cool movies - or I should say Anime - and getting excited. I'm sweating, aside from doing heavy works, when I'm feeling an extraordinary excitement!

I finished already the 40 episodes of The Law of Ueki - 11 more to go! And 9 episodes of Shuffle! - I don't know how many episodes it has. The Law of Ueki bursts my desire and love in having adventures! I love its 'protecting' stuffs! Adventures and protecting...that's me! Shuffle, on the other hand, makes me,,,,um,,,,eh,,,,,aha! I don't know! It's like the Anime, Ichigo 100%!

Accounting attempted me to feel dissolate (uh? wat's dis word?). I mean it tried me to feel uneasy. But luckily I am, I'm not yet recovered from the amusement of these Animes, especially Shuffle (the last Anime I watched).

Karla is so fun! She talks a lot! Even here in Y.M. Lol! Hope that she'll come down especially tomorrow. Hehehehe...

Waha! I hope that I could recover even a little so I could concentrate in reviewing this Geom.

See yah! ;D

lost in my mind...

I don't know but I guess I have something to tell. I have so many things to be post last days, but I didn't have enough energy to open up this pc.

(wat on earth this song is playing! - My Humps by B.E.P.)

Ok, wat's up? My mind is blocked. I want to think and I think I've got something to tell. But something saying me that I don't need and shouldn't to post it here.

Waaaaaaaaaah! I want to! But I can't! (another scene in my mind) What will I do? wawawa!

(Oh yeah! Cry Me A River Remix!) Cry a river for me! - wahahaha!

Right now, I'm just downloading some widgets...I don't have something to do. I want to watch the Animes they lend me, but my cd-rom was already dead!

hanging? wlang ending?

wat da?! lost en messed up...

wat da?! My day today is no good. We had two quizzes and it's all about math! I only answered 3 numbers out of eigth in Adv. Algeb. - waha! lol! And in Adv. Geom, I didn't get the answers with those two numbers - waaah! Both quizzes' answers are all not sure! I can't concentrate that much during Adv. Algeb, it's because of these things! - waha!

• My stomach hurts, even though I didn't feel of going to the c.r. neither I'm hungry nor it's my day. It won't be because of having the feeling of going to the c.r., I did it before going to school! - lol! I may be hungry, but I ate even a little before going to school and I know whether I'm hungry or what. It never be because it's my day, I'm already finished week ago.
• I feel my saliva drooling out - yuck! I mean I feel something blocking my throat - it's saliva! yuck! lol! - and I can't help myself but to cough even though I don't want.
  

wat da?! All I can say is I lost and messed up myself today.

wat da?! But I think I know the reason. I didn't pray after I woke up nor before going to school. It's just I lost myself to God. I guess, next time I need to wake up early so that I'll have enough time to pray and communicate with my Father.

play life or not?

3 of us included Rosy's brother played counter strike until 6:30 p.m. My mom was already calling me and I'm just ignoring it, afraid to be shouted.

We should have gone together in Marikina to meet my grandma (father's side). But I insisted that I'll just follow after an hour. But instead of an hour, it turned into 2 hrs and 30 mins. When we were just in the middle of the game, my mom was keeping on calling on my cell & texted me. I texted back after so many unanswered calls. Finally, we finished our game and answered my mom's call. Of course, what you'd expect? I can't stand her voice and shouting that I even keep a distance between my ear and my cell. But in the end, my mom called me for the last time with calm voice.

Honestly, I don't care whether I'll meet my grandma or not. And especially I don't want to go there at Marikina - so bored! This is the second time I met my grandma again - they said - but for me I think it's the first time. For my bro, it's also the second time - if he remembers; but for my sis, it's the first time. Then after so many talks and singing made by my lil' sis, we finally decided to go home - I was bored! But before we rode bicycles, my bro, my sis and my mom were talking so loud in front of a sari-sari store. I was just walking back and forth in the same direction. They made me little pissed off.

Before we rode a jeep going home, my dad called my mom in her cell. Of course they talked, then my mom handed me her cell so that I could talk to my dad. Whatever! - lol

Then, now, I'm home! (Wat da?!) I was just finished playing Harvest Moon in GBA.

Bang! Beng! Boom! - waha!

Waha! We ended up our game at exactly 6:00 p.m. It's so fun! Counter Strike! Even though it's already faded in ages, it's still so fun to play, especially with your friends. Waha!

First, 3 of us played Command and Conqueror: Generals Zero Hour last Sunday at Netopia - day of preparation for Science Fair. Then Half Life last Monday - Science Fair days.

Now, we're 5 who played Counter Strike near One Shop. Waha! ;D