God is the best and will always be!

Yo!

Good news! I went to HP yesterday and they offered me a job as Technology Consultant I in HP Taguig.  Kinda shock and it took me 24hrs before I finally absorbed the news.

I haven't yet signed the contract 'cause I gotta need to tell my parents first and fix the things I have with my current employer first. On Monday, mom and I will be goin' to my current employer and settle down the decision. Then I'll signed the contract with HP in the afternoon in Ayala. 

I all did yesterday was to thank Him. And tell Him that I love Him. There's no more I could say than to thank Him. 

It's already proven so many times, God really has the greatest plans prepared for us. Just gotta need to trust Him and rely on Him completely. And of course, Christ, our bestfriend, is always there for us.

 

Yrekcah Van Helsing
Grand M0nde
Earth, Solar System

beat me! kill me! ima mess.. -_-

Last day... All went good (hope so..) XD

Gave farewell messages to pips. 

Went to Baclaran church wit Kim en Carlo. Had some fun bonding at the bus. =D Was the first time I went there. XD Lit a candle--first time too. Hahaha! XD

Ate Goto wit them. Had fun.

Went home. Met my mom at LRT Santolan.Ate kwek kwek wyl waitin' for dem.

Had some verbal fight wit my mom wyl inside the car. -_- intense discussion 'bout my lost non-pro driver's license. darn! though she's the most loved person for me, I could still pick up a fight wit her. ~_~ XD

"No one has the right to hurt me, even my mom--the most loved person of my life. No one."

At home, prepared all the documents needed in order to claim the ATM cards tomorrow. *_* Thought someone stole my passbook dat's why I had some verbal accusations (not referring to anyone though) like speaking not good words. -_- *sigh* only to find out dat it was just kept hidden in a place where I put it. *big sigh* Hahaha! Beat me! Kill me! +_+

Nothing is impossible with Him. =D

life's transformation in Him

This day en night were cool, I could say.

Day:..

Woke up 'round 11:30am. How's that? After taken my breakfast, spent some hours with Buddy. Of course, never forget the bangin' of speakers in my roomie. Bangin' 'cause music reached down the hall. I'ma always making our homie lively as possible thru playing upbeat music. Haha.

What I was doin' in the computer? Doin' some searches of course. What else can I do prick! Hahaha! Just kiddin'! XD

For your sake, good and loyal readers, I did some searching 'bout other cool and cute hairstyle for me. Though I've already found one yesterday, one of my fave korean group former hairstyle, I still done some. Haha. I happened to see hairstyle photos from an article, 2011 Winter Women's

I like in 2011 Winter hairstyle

Hairstyle. I found one but I will look like a doll in that get-up. And because it's a white-colored hair, it doesn't look good on me I bet. XD

Aside from hairstyles and before that hairstyle-thing, I searched for nice hair color or hair highlights that will look good on me. However, based on my skin color I think, brown is preferably aside from black--though I like auburn red. XD

The hairstyle I chose is the very first time I'll try. Not sure 'bout the color if I'll stick to my black hair or just add some highlights or what. XD

hairstyle, i'll try (though i like the color too, it does not complement to my skin tone. haha!) i had one similar like this before.

Still, I'm so excited for new transformation. Hahaha! I'll do it after our Graduation Photoshoot on January. Means, gotta wait. Why? I need gotta have a long hair for my grad pic--just like my Elementary grad pic. XD

Night...

It was Worship Night again in Every Nation.

From all the first Thurs I attended in this church, it was the first time my tears kept on fallin' down. From the songs to prayers, I am so touched and so blessed. I thank God for everything He has done to me. If it's not Him I might not be writing here anymore. Duh? XD

It was also the very first time I raised my hands that high and kept on raisin' it in a mass of people around. 'Cause I only do the raisin' of hands when I am alone praying or praising Him. I might be in the shower or in my room, as long as no one's around. 

I guess I was just so absorbed by the people around me. I felt that God really moved me. 'Cause ya know, I was experiencing difficulties in my personal life these past few days. But kept on surviving only because of Him. I tried to be hard-headed and hard-hearted during the night 'cause I don't wanna cry anymore or express some weaknesses. Ya know what I mean? XD

From the day I was born, I really hate showing some weaknesses to anyone. For me, crying is only for weaklings. And I, am not a weakling.That was my concept 'till then. However, I finally realized after meeting Him that it's not bad after all. Then I only cry, as much as possible, when I am alone. XD

I continually pray for a better year next year. For more life's experiences. For more lessons. For more excitements. For more predicaments. For more people I'm goin' to meet. For more love to share upon my family and friends. He's mah man. Through thick and thin, He's always there. Though it seems like sometimes I don't feel Him 'round, I'll just continue relying in Him, not on my own understanding. 

God's timing is perfect. He's not early nor never been late. Oh yeah!~

Grandia Vrualg
Grand M0nde
Earth, Solar System

A Lot of True Friends/ =D

Haha! You know what, narealize ko na I got a lot of friends who are true. Bukod sa mga ka-close ko na sumusuporta at nagpapasaya sakin, esp. this time, andyan nagpaparamdam ang mga hindi ko ganun ka-close - kahit mga acquaintances lang.

They just give advise or lines out of no where. These simple lines are obvious na sumusuporta sakin. Mga simpleng pag-pm lang sakin sa YM, na-eentertain nila ako. At napaparealize nila sakin na, 'it's ok. andito naman kami eh.' Haha! I'm so lucky! =D

Love you friends! =D :)) XD

Another member of the family

Hmm...

::::::Members::::::

• My Parents!

Ohhh... my beloved parents. Of course every family must have a father and a mother or they can be your grandma and grandpas or foster parents.

• ME!!!!

• My Brother...

uhh..

• My two little devil sisters

Soo mean and sooo evil! Though they look cute and nice, just be careful when your near them... Or run if you love your life.

• 2 DOGS!

Our family have 2 guard dogs so just don't dare to enter our gates without their permission. Uhh... that just sounded weird huh?

• a puppy!

oh! oh! oh! we have a puppy and we named him Dash. Well, its because of his ability to run or otherwise, his agility.

AND GIVE IT UP FOR THE NEW MEMBER OF OUR FAMILY!!!

• Our 4 little cute kittens!!!

Each one of us owns one. The first born kitty was mine. She has 3 colors, white (mostly), black ( her ears) and orange (her tail). If you'll imagine it, it might turned out to be a weird looking one but its very cute!!! Kawaii!!! Oh yeh, I named her "Silvermoon" though my sisters are demanding for her to be named "Karupin".I think it suits her. The other three belongs to my other sisters and my brother. They all have the same color so they put a ribbon on their neck as their marks. Though they still haven't decided on the name yet.

^.^

just nothin'

At last! I'm done with my assignment in Chem Investigatory! Yeah!

I just gotta need to memorize Proverbs 3 for our Values quiz on Tuesday. God bless us!

What I've watched this day: (nothin')
- Takeshi's Castle
- SOP
- Magic Kamison
- Love Me or Hate Me by Lady Sovereign
- Don't Matter by Akon
- I Wanna Love You by Akon feat. Snoop Dogg
- Keep Your Hands Off My Girl by Good Charlotte
- Grand Theft Autumn by Fall Out Boy
- This Isn't A Scene, It's An Arms Race by Fall Out Boy

Waha!

unsignificant...significant...

I don't have any significant things to say. But I write it down anyway.

I don't know but I think I can't smell. I lose my sense of smell. Yes, I have a flu but I can breathe normally. It's just my sense of smell doesn't work.

I've done a few things in gardez la foi. And it has already 13 members. I hope that it'll increase before the school year ends, atleast. So that even though we're already in college, we can stay in touch to each other.

I'm doing now the project in Values. Hope that I could finish it today so that I may now start studying and memorizing tomorrow.

Significant:
My dad might not be able to go home this March for my Graduation day and for this summer. Just this afternoon, I heard my mom talking to her cell and I know that she's talking to my dad. I don't know if my dad will go home or not.

Aalisha's operation has succeeded and just need to wait for her complete recovery. Thank God!

twins...babies...

Yesterday, we went to my Ate's place. I finally met Aaliyah! She's so pretty! - like me! - lol! waha! Her twin sister was still in the hospital, under observation. I hope Aalisha will be able to get well soon. And I'm looking forward to have pictures of both of them!

But I was still thinking of the gift I gave to my Ate last Christmas. Waaaaaaah! We all didn't expect that the twins are both girl! All we know was they should be a boy and a girl. And they should born this March, not February. I think I gotta need to give another gift.... for both girls!

God bless! Our lil' twins! * I luv twins! esp. boy & girl* We'll take care of you! And welcome to the family! ;D

care...wierd...

Waha! I don't know what it is, but I gotta to believe this thing... When I was preparing this morning to go to school, I texted my mom asking about where she is. And I added "pls. txt bck!". After a minute, my phone rings, she was calling. I never thought my mom would call me up when I was just asking her to txt bck. She just asked me why. Then I told her about where she is. (after school) Then I got home, see something to eat. Woah! Lots of food - snacks! It looks like a grocery for a small sari-sari store! Yeah! I told her to buy some pancit canton and that's it - for our snacks. Then instead 5-7 pieces, it's a whole plastic. She also bought some sky flakes, Tomi, Boy Bawang and other biscuits. A lot of snacks! But unfortunately, she didn't buy my WAM! She forgot, she said. Waha!

Now, three of us have our own physical sickness. My lil' sis has rushes on her butt! - lol! My bro has bruise in his thigh and some peeled skin under his feet! - Ek! And I, got some severe cough and a light flu that I even sneeze twice right after I cough hard, then tears started falling from my eyes. Then my mom is getting somewhat wierd for me...Aha! I hope she's always like that! Inspite of her so many problems she's going through right now, she's still showing some affection towards us.

It's ok now for me even though she won't attend in our school's foundation day. Atleast I know that she does care for us. Yeah!

;D Thank you Father!

useless...

Why are they hiding some secrets from me? Or it is just I am who shows do-not-care attitude? Or it is just I'm not asking? Either of them all, I still have the rights to know about these stuffs.

I remembered the talks Karla and I had in Y.M. She had say about printing accounting that I do not know at all. I asked her what it is. Then our question and answer portion lead to her sermons. She said that why I didn't try to ask anybody when we're in school or I just don't care at all - about sorts of stuff. Then she had also say that I should talk even a little because my mouth is becoming useless. And why I can stand not talking for long hours - I might be deaf that's why. Then some people who are deafs are wishing to talk then I, who has given a voice to hear, do not talk at all. Hahahaha! Lol! Our conversation, I mean her sermons, is so fun! I just laugh, but I'm really can't help myself from laughing.

Yeah! I'm not fun of talking when I do not want to or I haven't anything to say. I talk a lot in the right place at the right time. And I also choose topics where I could say senseful things. I feel embarassed afterwards when I talk senseless things. I better love to listen than to talk. But it doesn't meant that I could not talk at all.

Getting away from the main topic... Ahhhhhh! They should have told me! But I think whether they have told me or not, I couldn't do anything at all. I'm just useless. I may be useless this time but someday I can be more than useful -waha! For now I need to be strong and not show any signs of cowardness or weaknesses, even though I'm just watching them.

;D

sweat...excitements?

I'm sweating...(do I said it correctly?) This is the time I saw myself again sweating like this after having watching cool movies - or I should say Anime - and getting excited. I'm sweating, aside from doing heavy works, when I'm feeling an extraordinary excitement!

I finished already the 40 episodes of The Law of Ueki - 11 more to go! And 9 episodes of Shuffle! - I don't know how many episodes it has. The Law of Ueki bursts my desire and love in having adventures! I love its 'protecting' stuffs! Adventures and protecting...that's me! Shuffle, on the other hand, makes me,,,,um,,,,eh,,,,,aha! I don't know! It's like the Anime, Ichigo 100%!

Accounting attempted me to feel dissolate (uh? wat's dis word?). I mean it tried me to feel uneasy. But luckily I am, I'm not yet recovered from the amusement of these Animes, especially Shuffle (the last Anime I watched).

Karla is so fun! She talks a lot! Even here in Y.M. Lol! Hope that she'll come down especially tomorrow. Hehehehe...

Waha! I hope that I could recover even a little so I could concentrate in reviewing this Geom.

See yah! ;D

Valetines Day??

BE-LATED! TO EVERYONE! especially to Grandia and Nostalgic_charm.

Well, what happend during Velentines Day was truly memorable. Of course I celebrated it with my family. I gave my parents chocolate bars and to my brothers and sisters are four pieces of kisses chocolate (classic chocolater ung flavor) wrapped in a small box with a big ribbon in it (looks stupid but cute). To my mom's secretary, I gave 10 pieces of kisses chocolate wrapped in a box with a green ribbon in it (naubusan ng red).

My plan seemed to work, but I can't keep this up forever. I was the eldest and I guess the only one that can afford chocolates so I have been giving my parents presents during valentines day, father's and mother's day and also their birthdays.

My brother won't even help me prepare nor lend me even a cent. I guess the least I could for him this year is just, let him go away with it.

Unexpectedly, he ruined that day for the whole family. He's the only son and the only one who will bring our surname. You know how men show their love. Well, I guess there are just types or different ways that they show love.

My brother teases, yep, that's his way but there are times that he just can't control it and doesn't know how to stop. After I gave my presents (well, they didn't give me any but their smiles will do! ^.^) my mom continued watching TV and so did my dad. ( Oh, yeah. My mom was complainning to my dad that time, why he didn't gave any present.) My brother was teasing my youngest sister while mom was watching. Of course who will not get mad when someone shouts while your watching a good show. My mom got pissed off and so my brother was sent to our room.

I was in our room, watching TV too when I suddenly heard my mom scolding my brother for my youngest sister was already crying. Of course I had to do something or the evening will be ruined. What I did was, I went into the living room, said sorry in behalf of him and then dragged him into our room. There I continued scolding him. (Lol)

The TV was still on while I deliver my long speech to irritate his ears and well, to also scold him. When I was about to end becoz my throat is protesting to stop, my brother took the remote and turned the volume to 50%.

I stopped talking and just stared at him giving him a puzzled look. Then a girl was talking on the TV and said,

"Why couldn't you be so understanding? Do you have someone to care for? I did everything to make everyone happy and you ruined it!".

We paused for a while, then started laughing together.

That girl just summarized my speech! After laughing, my brother said, "I'M SORRY SIS".

^.^

Of headaches and failing grades

It is now 9:34 in the evening... and I am not yet studying for the AP and El Filibusterismo exams. Well, let us just say that studying is really tiring and boring(?!) hehehehehehehehehe.

Anyways... I ruined my thursday morning by waking up 5:00... and knowing that 2 hours to go and I will have my English exams. Do you know why? because I haven't studied yet.

Bummer.

And to add to my sufferings... my mind was blank while answering the exam. Plus, my head was aching and our teacher is telling us to pass our papers (too much pressure to my aching brain.)

That is not the end of it.

After the English exam, I stilll have Physics quiz to worry about.

But thanks to God, I did well in the quiz.

Nevertheless, because of the happiness I felt in the quiz results, my headache came back. It worsen while I study the story 'How my brother Leon brought home a wife' (is the title right?) Furthermore, while doing the quiz, my head really ached. In the end, my score is 0/10 (great right?)

But I still had fun. Even though I gone through all of those - trials (hehehehehehe...) I had fun in playing scrabble. I had fun being with my friends.

I went home happy, momentarily forgotten all the bad things that happened.

Right now, I am now worrying on what to do. Well, I guess, I wasted all my time complaining, that I happen to forgot to thank God to all the grace periods He had given me all these time. Men (I mean women) can be really blind, right?

I know all of the things that is happening around me has a purpose. I know, whether it is a good thing or a bad thing, that there is a reason that I opened my account here and typing my entry in the blog. In short, All things have a purpose according to the will of God.

I hope that something good may happen later on. I wish that may God hear my hopeful prayers. Because I am going to need it.

Lord, what is Your plan for me?

"For I know the plans I have for you" declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you a hope and a future." - Jeremiah 29:11

----------------> Guess I don't need a reason to question all of God's doings. He knows what He is doing, right?

wat da?! lost en messed up...

wat da?! My day today is no good. We had two quizzes and it's all about math! I only answered 3 numbers out of eigth in Adv. Algeb. - waha! lol! And in Adv. Geom, I didn't get the answers with those two numbers - waaah! Both quizzes' answers are all not sure! I can't concentrate that much during Adv. Algeb, it's because of these things! - waha!

• My stomach hurts, even though I didn't feel of going to the c.r. neither I'm hungry nor it's my day. It won't be because of having the feeling of going to the c.r., I did it before going to school! - lol! I may be hungry, but I ate even a little before going to school and I know whether I'm hungry or what. It never be because it's my day, I'm already finished week ago.
• I feel my saliva drooling out - yuck! I mean I feel something blocking my throat - it's saliva! yuck! lol! - and I can't help myself but to cough even though I don't want.
  

wat da?! All I can say is I lost and messed up myself today.

wat da?! But I think I know the reason. I didn't pray after I woke up nor before going to school. It's just I lost myself to God. I guess, next time I need to wake up early so that I'll have enough time to pray and communicate with my Father.

play life or not?

3 of us included Rosy's brother played counter strike until 6:30 p.m. My mom was already calling me and I'm just ignoring it, afraid to be shouted.

We should have gone together in Marikina to meet my grandma (father's side). But I insisted that I'll just follow after an hour. But instead of an hour, it turned into 2 hrs and 30 mins. When we were just in the middle of the game, my mom was keeping on calling on my cell & texted me. I texted back after so many unanswered calls. Finally, we finished our game and answered my mom's call. Of course, what you'd expect? I can't stand her voice and shouting that I even keep a distance between my ear and my cell. But in the end, my mom called me for the last time with calm voice.

Honestly, I don't care whether I'll meet my grandma or not. And especially I don't want to go there at Marikina - so bored! This is the second time I met my grandma again - they said - but for me I think it's the first time. For my bro, it's also the second time - if he remembers; but for my sis, it's the first time. Then after so many talks and singing made by my lil' sis, we finally decided to go home - I was bored! But before we rode bicycles, my bro, my sis and my mom were talking so loud in front of a sari-sari store. I was just walking back and forth in the same direction. They made me little pissed off.

Before we rode a jeep going home, my dad called my mom in her cell. Of course they talked, then my mom handed me her cell so that I could talk to my dad. Whatever! - lol

Then, now, I'm home! (Wat da?!) I was just finished playing Harvest Moon in GBA.

Parenthood going childhood

PARENTHOOD GOING CHILDHOOD

Ha, ha, ha! After playing counter strike with my friends, my brother and I went straight to our room so that they won't notice that we were gone. Then we heard my mom and dad fighting.

My mom was once again complaining of my brother riding his bike under the heat of the sun and he might get a dark skin. My dad was getting annoyed for she was starting with the black and white fight of theirs.

"Of course" my mom said. "he idolizes that dark black skin of yours!".
"What?! Haven't you heard the saying 'black is beautiful'" replied my dad.
"Not again. White makes your son handsome you know!"
"White is stupid. It will only prove that you are not filipino."
"and black does?!?"
"Duh! its filipinos natural color!"
"well, white looks clean!"
"What, so dark looks dirty?! Now you're crossing the line!"
"Bring it on! I was already crossing it and your poor eyesight didn't even see it! Oh yeh, because it was POOR!"
"what!! Your mother wears glasses already and bumps her on the window when she's not using it!"
"And what is the connection of my mother to YOU!?"
"Oh.."
"hah! oh?! what a stupid reply!"
"Oh.. I guess I put the connection wrong. I was suppose to be her connection to you! Lemme get the plies and some tape so I won't get wrong again!!!"

Yeh, they were shouting but laughing at the same time. I don't even know if I would laugh too or not. I haven't really see them fight like that since I was in grade 6. I was surprised when that happened. Well, it was the same fight they had last week.

15 GOING 5

We were so bored and there are 4 hours left before the dismissal. We decided to go to library to read some books. When we got there, it was locked and we saw the science lab open so we sat there for... maybe 30 mins to wait for the library to open. The first memory that popped into my mind was when we played "taya-tayaan" or "tag" as others call it. We held our exhibit on the science lab. We were bored so we decided to play that game. Nino even suggested to play "bang-sak" and Regine "hide and seek". Yeh, were teens now and I can't belive that we just played that. Yeh we played but after 5 tags we are really exhausted. I guess we are just too old for that game huh?

hahaha! We ran around the lab like children, not even thinking what we were looking like while running. Ras (Roveann) sat in the second round and I have a hunch that she was taking a picture of us, running that time or maybe a video.

I guess it was one of the memories that we will never forget.

Maybe the moral lesson here is that, "be free! and be like a child!" (LoLz!!!)

^.^

The staring game!

Its been a while since I have played with my little sis. There are times that we don't even meet even though we're living on the same roof. Sometimes after I got home from school, I would lock up myself on my own room and do assignments and stuff. She arrives home 5:45 in the afternoon and then meets her tutor. Their lesson ends at 7:00 or sometimes at eight and then she goes straight to bed (sometimes after she watches her favorite superhero, super inggo!).

Today, her lessons with her tutor ended early and she got some energy left so we decided to play a little game. We usually play it when she was 4 yrs. old.

So let the game begin!!!!

Instructions:
- you must look at your opponent's eyes. If you lose contact, you LOSE!
- you must not laugh until the given time ends, the one that laughs before the time LOSES!
- you must not speak! Of course the one who does loses! But you can smile... ^.^ and you can't open your mouth...
- you are free to move, jump, stretch or dance around to make your opponent laugh.
- never blink your eyes until the time ends.

The time given: 35 secs.
Referee: Roselle (my second to the youngest sister. note: I am the eldest, Kevin is the second, Roselle is the third and Roselyn, my opponent, is the youngest.)

*THE ONE WHO LOSES WILL PAY 50 PESOS AND WILL STAY AS A SLAVE TO THE WINNER FOR THREE DAYS.* (the usual punishment! ^.^)

ROUND ONE!

The game started. I stared at her and she, to me. It was intense and everything was serious. 20 seconds had passed, still no one gave a laugh. I thought of a plan for everything that I did failed. Suddenly, and idea popped into my mind.

I raised my hand and started waving it. She gave no reaction. I then started waving it faster and gave her a fierce look. Suddenly she gave me a smile. I smiled too (for victory).

And she laughed! She laughed like a pig! When I heard it, I started laughing too! Still, I had the point.

ROUND TWO!

I had the first round in control, and now I have to get this round to win! We stared at each other again as if there was nothing interesting to see around us that we are making a fool of ourselves. I repeated what I did in the first round. She did not laugh but gave a mysterious smile. I started doing stupid and crazy things like making different statues using my hair, but she did not laugh. She just smiled and stayed still and yes, that was SCAAARYY!

After 15 secs she did not move nor did anything to make me laugh, but after 30 secs, she started dancing around. I was surprised, and totally losing control. I did not expect of her dancing like that for that was really different from the way she dances before.

In this round she won.

ROUND THREE!

Its a tie so far. We have to give our best to win! This round started after an hour of laughing. I just can't be serious for a second. I can't forget that hilarious and stupid dance of hers. She was dancing with her hands on the air and her face with a frown. I hope you can imagine. It's like a monkey dance, modern and a cultural mixed together. Uhh... nevermind.

No one laughed for 30 seconds. If we don't make our opponents laugh, it will be a draw and all our hard work will go to waste.

3 secs left until the time ends when my only brother, kevin, entered the room. He entered with that annoying rap of his. He went in front of us and started rapping. He made an eye to eye contact to both of us (alternately) and made the both of us laugh.

he rapped repeatedly saying:

yo, yo, yo, ang gwapo gwapo ko!
wala nang tatalo sa kagwapuhan ko!
gwapito o pogito man ang itawag nyo,
ganun pa rin yon, ang gwapo gwapo ko!

yo, yo yea, yea, check, checkit out, break it down!!
yah! uh-huh!

and his ending:

STOP STOP STOP,
LUK LUK LUK,
and SEE SEE SEE
yo yo gwapit-toh!

I really don't know who was the one he hired for that terrible song of his, but the gud part was spending time with my brother and sisters.

(don't try this at home. It will give you a stomach ache!)

RESULT: its a draw... uhu-uhu

^.^

work, work, work!

We've work on to our car project at one classmate's house. I went there at around 1:35 p.m. We ended up our work at around 10:20. Our project is not yet finished. Waaaaaaaaaah! We left our classmate's house at around 10:25 p.m. Three of us walked to find the shortcut to the VEEH gate. We have found the way out at exactly 10:52 p.m. Instead of finding the shortcut, we made long ways - waha! we were lost! Then, I arrived at our home at exactly 11:11 p.m.

It's already 2:42 a.m. I had a hard time doing the accounting homework, for I forgot that the deadline is before 12:00 a.m. and I didn't start anything yet. I used the jpeg format because my excel is not working. I've already made up 30 3D glasses.

Ok, it's already late. I gotta go! ;D

Full swing! (My favorite present frm the sky!)

I dunno but I think all is well.

Since I came back from JS Camp, something really changed! I dunno if it's the paper burning, the sessions or the devotions but... Something really changed me in that camp.

I was writting a story entitled "I'am my mother's angel". Well, I stopped writting since December for that was the month when I got loaded with problems, family, school, friends, projects... sigh..

Well, that's long ago but when I started realizing that everything was turning out to be good with me and my family, I seems that I would really love to continue that story. It was supposed to be a sad story but... oh well..

Anywayz, it's about me and my family, like a diary perhaps. I was planning on giving it as a gift to my cousin and a special friend of mine from nowhere (not barney ok! and its no imaginary friend!). Well, she was a childhood friend of mine. Well, I gave myself a deadline and it was Febuary 14, 2007 [ok, major deja vu here! -nvm- (~.~")].

I think it was one of those presents from the sky... If it was one, well, this is my favorite! hehe..

I was wondering if I accidentaly took an angel with me from that trip. If I did, I hope that angel will never leave! or else, my life will turn back into a pumpkin!

^.^

your will...

Chubby has died this morning.

It's been 3 days that he begun to be quiet and showed some low energy. Yesterday afternoon, I heard from our helper that Chubby is going to die soon. She got that info from the first owner of the puppy because she and my lil' sister went to the first owner's house to ask something. Right after I heard that thing, I prayed at our asotea for about 5 minutes looking at the sky.

Yesterday evening, I went downstairs to get some food and water. Chubby was already sleeping inside tha house. Last night when Chubby was already ill, I checked him outside and called him. He went to me but not as fast as he used to be - he's now just walking. He then laid his head at my foot and embraced my feet.

And last night before I went to sleep, I prayed again. But I included once more that, 'Let your will be done.'

This morning while I'm in the c.r., my lil' sis was already awake. And I heard our helper told my sis that Chubby was already dead. My lil' sis cried but only soft. I know that she can overcome it easily because she's a strong girl.

I have imagine Chubby playing with angels in heaven.