Be the better version of oneself

I know your heart is literally aching. But you’ve got a strong mind now. Tough times don’t last. Tough people  do.

Just continue what you are currently doing - develop yourself and be the better version of yourself.

Continue the meditation/mindfulness practice, learning by reading business and self-development books, working out, taking care of your furbabies, getting rich, and travel~! ^_^

“Don’t be the person who hurt you.”

Nothing is impossible with Him. =D

wata life.. hate it.. really. +_+

Waaah! I really don't know now what to do in my life now! 

First of, I thought of bein' independent by findin' and rentin' my own apartment/room. But I don't want to rent or pay for my own home forever.  I can pay a monthly instalment for a condo while I live on my own. HOWEVER, how supposed my monthly salary be able to pay all of those things uh? Apartment monthly rent at the same time paying of a condo?!  Yeah life.. 

I really don't know now.. 

Bein' heartbroken is already given. No need to think 'bout it. 

Since I was born, I'm already a loser in that field. 

Why thought of livin' on my own? 

Since I started working, mom doesn't give me anymore. 

The only free things now are my shelter and foods when I'm at home. Besides that, nothin' more.

What's more? 

She told us when I was still at school that when we start workin', she will not ask for money from us.

But now, she does. However, I don't mind if I give all my salary 'cause I'm livin' in her house.

But then, she sometimes complains 'bout her cars' gas everytime she sends me to work using them.

Though I told her many times that I can commute on my own, she insists on bringin' me to work using her vehicles.

What am I supposed to do? Uh?  Stacked in these conversations. 

Aside from work I do at office,  there are other works I'm doin' at home.

Photocopying and some paper works 'bout my parents' businesses if there are.

I don't mind doin' all of these things. 

But I decided to start teachin' my youngest sibling 'bout the technical stuff in the computer.

So that when I'm not around, she can do it for our parents. 

What's more? 

They all think that when you start workin', you're already rich. 

Do you think my monthly salary is really that big? Uh?

Do think that if I live on my own, I can live a well-of life?

No, it's not. You're really wrong 'bout it.

My monthly salary is just enough for a single person to live accordingly.

So don't ask for more. Yeah life.. 

Sick en tired.. Life is really useless without its meaning.

And why every meaning should involve money? Uh? 

I really don't understand. 

Human beings are naturally greedy and selfish. 

My hatred to them is coming back little by little.

Hope it's not.. 

though life's like that... a lot of pips r still around. :D

"SL. 'Cause we'll be watchin' Breaking Dawn." -Ouch! 

For sure, kasama nya special someone nya. Kung sino man siya. Haha..

Heartbroken ka na naman Rove.. 

Oh well. Ganyan talaga ang buhay.. Born loser! 

Girls' Generation.. You're my human happiness. 

Thank you very much Shojo Jidai. Aishiteruyo.. 

+++++

Been to Phillip's Sanctuary. It was a great experience. 

I developed relationships with my other co-GWEB teammates. Yeah.

Had a lot of fun. Love it!~ 

mySadDestiny.. XD

Yeah. Busted again..  As expected..  

How'd I know? mySmile's reply to my gudmornin GM is 'Oi rove.. Wag mo naq isama s gm mo.. :-) thank u'

That's the exact message.. Uh? 

What's new anyway?

Since birth, people that I had liked and confessed to turned me down or rejected me. Of course except to my ex (very 1st relationship) who instantly dumped me after 6mos.  Wata life..  

Am I ugly? Guess I am.  XD

I guess this is my karma. For all the guys and few gals I turned down in the past. Hahaha! What can I do if romantic relationship wasn't in my vocabulary that time? -_- XD


Yaw ko na ng babae. Manglalalaki nalang ako. -_-" Hahaha! Joke! They're all the same, anyhow. Tsktsk. XD

Anyway, I've already accepted my fate. Single 4ever!~ 

Or I'll just believe that my luck is not here in my home land. That the person I'm lookin' for is somewhere in other country. And all I need is to travel.  Wata wildest dream of mine. XD

I've deleted all my accounts from all social networking sites I know, except for FS 'cause I've not backed up yet the pics. XD

I deactivated temporarily my FB. 

I did it all in purpose. I want people I know to forget about me. I think I'll reactivate my FB again when I'm in SG already. 

I want to have a new identity when I'm already living in other country. And I hope it'll all happen after my graduation. Haha!

Leikeze Van Helsing

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