Valetines Day??

BE-LATED! TO EVERYONE! especially to Grandia and Nostalgic_charm.

Well, what happend during Velentines Day was truly memorable. Of course I celebrated it with my family. I gave my parents chocolate bars and to my brothers and sisters are four pieces of kisses chocolate (classic chocolater ung flavor) wrapped in a small box with a big ribbon in it (looks stupid but cute). To my mom's secretary, I gave 10 pieces of kisses chocolate wrapped in a box with a green ribbon in it (naubusan ng red).

My plan seemed to work, but I can't keep this up forever. I was the eldest and I guess the only one that can afford chocolates so I have been giving my parents presents during valentines day, father's and mother's day and also their birthdays.

My brother won't even help me prepare nor lend me even a cent. I guess the least I could for him this year is just, let him go away with it.

Unexpectedly, he ruined that day for the whole family. He's the only son and the only one who will bring our surname. You know how men show their love. Well, I guess there are just types or different ways that they show love.

My brother teases, yep, that's his way but there are times that he just can't control it and doesn't know how to stop. After I gave my presents (well, they didn't give me any but their smiles will do! ^.^) my mom continued watching TV and so did my dad. ( Oh, yeah. My mom was complainning to my dad that time, why he didn't gave any present.) My brother was teasing my youngest sister while mom was watching. Of course who will not get mad when someone shouts while your watching a good show. My mom got pissed off and so my brother was sent to our room.

I was in our room, watching TV too when I suddenly heard my mom scolding my brother for my youngest sister was already crying. Of course I had to do something or the evening will be ruined. What I did was, I went into the living room, said sorry in behalf of him and then dragged him into our room. There I continued scolding him. (Lol)

The TV was still on while I deliver my long speech to irritate his ears and well, to also scold him. When I was about to end becoz my throat is protesting to stop, my brother took the remote and turned the volume to 50%.

I stopped talking and just stared at him giving him a puzzled look. Then a girl was talking on the TV and said,

"Why couldn't you be so understanding? Do you have someone to care for? I did everything to make everyone happy and you ruined it!".

We paused for a while, then started laughing together.

That girl just summarized my speech! After laughing, my brother said, "I'M SORRY SIS".

^.^

DoPple - GaNger (mistery)

MISTERY...

How would you react when someone suddenly appears then tells you who you are? Someone that knows your deepest and darkest secrets? Someone that frees your past when you have juz locked them up a few years ago.

Yeah, mistery written everywhere.

I dunno who that person was. I just met him in Imesh. Thought he was a friend but now he turns out to be my reflection. I havn't seen his true form for I considered him as an alien. We had laughs when we first chatted for we had the same ideas to talk about. I thought he was my soul mate, but when he said that he knew me, I started to shiver.

I took it as a joke, I challenged him, so asked him if he knows my name, and he answered me:

"Be it a smile or an invitation,
she'll know how to respond."

and below he typed my name...

Scary it may seem but it kinda interests me. I know when I was in grade two or three, I had a male friend for I have a boyish attitude when I was a kid. He have problems on how to talk to the one he admires and he seeks for my advice. I don't know what to say but I did gave him an answer, and yes, the phrase above was my answer.

Must it be him? No, It can't be. He also knows my present not only my past. He knows the name of my friends and what we always do. He knows the times when we skipped classes and the times when we went to the mall.

Who could he be? Is he a friend or a foe?

Is he me?

A friend of mine told me that he might be my dopple-ganger. I asked for the meaning of it and she said that It was someone alike to you and more like you. A person who has your memories, skills and attitudes, in short, a living me (oh....k.. that's confusing.) or another me (yeh, that could work).

Who could he be?

When I ask his name, he answers:

"you know me" and sometimes adds "silly" in the last word.

Hmm... I guess there's an investigating to do.

* He can't be a relative, I never tell anyone my deepest secrets not even my friends.
* He can't be a member of my family, they don't know that I skipped class.
* He can't be my piano teacher, she doesn't know that I go to malls, and she's a SHE.
* He can't be my brother, he also doesn't know that I skipped class and that phrase.
* He can't be my mother's secretary, she has no right to interfere in my life nor know my
secrets. Well, she's a SHE too. I guess that should not count, he could pretend to be a HE.
* He can't be my old friend, he doesn't know Rachel and Roveann.
* hmm.. running out of ideas.
* yep, can't think of another

any ideas? comments? clues? ANSWERS?

^.^"

lost in my mind...

I don't know but I guess I have something to tell. I have so many things to be post last days, but I didn't have enough energy to open up this pc.

(wat on earth this song is playing! - My Humps by B.E.P.)

Ok, wat's up? My mind is blocked. I want to think and I think I've got something to tell. But something saying me that I don't need and shouldn't to post it here.

Waaaaaaaaaah! I want to! But I can't! (another scene in my mind) What will I do? wawawa!

(Oh yeah! Cry Me A River Remix!) Cry a river for me! - wahahaha!

Right now, I'm just downloading some widgets...I don't have something to do. I want to watch the Animes they lend me, but my cd-rom was already dead!

hanging? wlang ending?